You never actually value a friendship unless it goes somewhere...

Yeah.
It is actually true.

You never realize how important friendship is until you come close to losing it or gaining it...

One of my close friends is always "too busy" to talk to me... And... It actually hurts my feelings more...

I miss talking to her and her sister. We were close friends when we lived in the same neighborhood...
But now...
We've just... Poofed.

I have amazing moments with my irl friends and internet friends...

But honestly...
I read somewhere..

Internet friends are harder to keep than irl friends.

In real life, you just have this... bond that you have to keep up together. You have met each other face-to-face unlike internet friends who might not be who they say they are...

It's hard for me to judge at times... Who really are my friends...

This is a personal list of how I see friends as.

-loyal
-comforting
-not perfect
-like a brother/sister
-protects
-helps
-cares
-aknowledges you
-makes mistakes

None of my friends (or me) are perfect.

I lied to my best friend about something and... Truth be told, I don't remember anything of it. Its all dead in the back of my brain.

That goes for anything I'm not supposed to tell anyone.. If they say, I won't. But... If I like it, then I might tell my friends...

I don't want to ship my best friend with her good friend. Because, that would hurt her.

And I don't wanna do that...

Though she still wants to ship me with my friend because it makes us both mad.

But... That's what friends do.

They make you mad and sad and... Excited, energized, happy.

But... Most of the time... They make you feel complete.

Like how you would feel with "the one".

You have to know that. It's something that... You would feel whole in.

Only people could fill it. Not belongings or anything of that sort.

That wouldn't work.

But... Those bonds over the internet can break... easily.

Want to be left alone? Shut everything off.
Want to just get mad? Text.

Anything involving a device and emotions ruins something...

You cannot deny that...

I've been there and lost so many friendships over the internet... That I take forever to figure out candidates. And.. Once you say something on the internet, it's never gonna be destroyed.

It's always there to haunt you...

What I want to say is this:

Do. Not. Take friendship for granted.

If you hate people, go right ahead. You'll just be lonely for the rest of your life.

Throw every one of your friends under the bus when it benfits you? Your dark. That's insanity.

Do not take you and be happy for those two things I just said. Because that is sick and twisted for anyone's mind...

We all have that crave to love and be loved...
If you just throw it away like it's nothing, it'll come back and bite you in the butt later on.