I care.

That two word phrase is so misused here...

Come on. It you actually gave a shit you wouldn't just say that and then leave.

You know how much I talk to my friends when I do say that? I can go on for hours saying how I care.

"I care" is used the same as "love".

No.

You can't love football.
You can't love the internet.

Love is something that you give everything of you to.

You can like internet.
You can like football.
You can like anything/anyone.

But you can only love people, and Jesus...

Just...

I don't want to see I care. Tell me it all the much you want... It won't faze me.

Because my friends text me that barely. They take the time to write a sentence which means that they do care...

I don't want you guys to do that either.

I love you all. You all are humans and, I have feelings from friendships for you all...

Just apparently it's one sided most of the time for me.

I'm working on my projects. I focus on my friends. I have Track. I have muscle problems.

Homework and Wattpad have become a small priority for me.

Yeah. Yeah. My priorities are mixed up.

But homework just makes sure you learn things... I've learned things... It just makes a tiny difference that I remember it. Cause I can't remember most of what I did yesterday...

My life is a mess right now. I don't think everyone knows that at all.

If you say you understand how I feel, shut up.

Because it could never be the same. I've learned that through one friend. Every time we go through something, we either feel sympathy or apathy.

We even specify because we know it. "I don't know the level you are going through, but I can understand what you mean."

Just... Don't say you know how I feel. Because you don't. So stop lying to me to attempt to make me feel better of a person.  Because it isn't working.

I'll get out of this phase most likely tomorrow morning before school. Then I'll get out of your hair guys.

Night...