It still hurts guys.
I'm not so effected that I literally acted somewhat crazy but, right now, it's just pain...

If anyone out there on Wattpad cares, I'm glad.
If you say you care and then don't keep up with it, wow

The only time.. I never help someone...
Is when there is arrogance when they speak to me. That will shut my body down completely and I can't listen anymore.

I'm sorry but, that's the truth.

I love you all dearly.
But if you want just physical or emotional relief, don't destroy my emotion in the process