OssyReReWP
Ossy please stay strong! I saw what has been going on and trust me life does get better I used to cut I started at the age of 11.

I got badly into drinking and drugs at the age of 13 because I had something happen to me that still affects me to this day.

I used to have girls and guys walk up to me and throw shit at me telling me to just kill myself... I attempted it.

As I got older I started getting into bad habits and the wrong crowd which was the worst thing I could have ever done.

At the age of 16 I was working and supporting myself I wouldn't eat unless I had money I dropped far under my weight limit.

But at the age of 17 moved in with my mom after reaching out to her, I slowly started getting my life back together.

I have something I never imagined possible I got a horse her name is Ellie I saved her from going to slaughter.

I work 4 jobs now and have amazing online friends I don't hang out with people much because I have bad social anxiety.

January 5th 2015 was the last time I had cut myself and yes I do still have those urges but I am clean from drinking, drugs and cutting.

When I think about it, I'm so much happier since I got over that obstical even if I have my bad days.

You have people who will be here to help you I know reaching out might be scary but sometimes its the best thing to do.

I have gone through it and there is so much more I went through but I'm here writing all of this to tell you it may seem bad now but you are cared for people do love you even if they can't hug you it won't stop us from helping any possible way we can.

Please hold in there your life is precious you may not think so but everyone is their own person and I believe in you, I believe that you can make something good come your going to make people happy YOUR going to be happy life is just trying to test you.

But reach your hand out and let us help because we won't let you fall.