I was so close to having a mental breakdown today--

First, I was trying to brush my teeth before school but Hannah was hogging up the sink so I tried to get her to move and she started yelling at me and then my toothbrush touched the FUCKING SINK

I AM SCARRED FOR LIFE

ITS LIKE THE ULTIMATE OCD NIGHTMARE

And then of course I was RAGING MAD and trying not to snap and kill her but I'm also almost in tears because SINKS ARE GROSS

AND THEN MY HAND BRUSHED UP AGAINST THE SINK

I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE

And then I realized I had forgotten my scarf at the theater yesterday

MY SCARF IS ONE OF THE THINGS I CARE MOST ABOUT ON THIS ENTIRE FUCKING PLANET

I CANT LIVE WITHOUT IT

And I could already feel my mental breakdown starting and I was just so fed up with everything and I was just so emotional and I wanted to cry but I also wanted to kill someone

I must be getting my period soon XD

Mal's a life saver, she HAD MY SCARF AHHHH MY REASON TO LIVE IS BACK

Also, is anyone else already looking forward to Christmas? XDD