Hey y'all

I wanna i guess rant (but i'm not mad about anything) about something today.

Namely, jikook.

Now don't get me wrong I believe Namjin is the true otp and I love Vhope with all my heart but damn jikook messes me up sometimes.

I've started writing smuts in my drafts(yay) and lately I've just been writing Jikook, and im kind of frustrated.

Why i'm frustrated is because I wanna be more open to others than solely jikook, but whenever im thinking of plot ideas they're aLwAyS jikook-centric.

like wtf.

i need to watch some porn or something to get my juices flowing (ah see what i did there? i know im lame)

is there something wrong with my brain or am i just this way naturally, for some reason i think this has something to do with my chromosomes

and just so you know im not hating other ships, in fact i stan them myself, but it's just jikook was my first bangtan ship and so i have more feelings for it?

i don't know

i'm trying to do this BDSM namjin thing tho so i hope that turns out well

i guess that's all i had to say for today

i wanna update this more often because i like to speak my mind with you lovely people

alright, bYe

little shits  >:(