Guys I just watched Endgame and I don't know what to do with myself

If you peeps know any can you all send me some good fix it fanfics or like deep deep angst about endgame because I am in the pit of despair right now and I don't know what to do with my self but also the dude below is someone from endgame so don't look I guess if you haven't watched it yet

This dude who is supposedly reading instead of doing his job isn't even reading correctly? He's going through like a bunch of pages at once. So either he's like a super mega fast reader who should have a much better job or he isn't even reading and like let me know?