I wanted to say hi since it's been a while since I updated this book. This is not because I am abandoning this rather it is a lack of tags -which I have no problem with.
Although since it has been around a few months to a year then I've decided to give you all a recap or rather update since the last time you clicked on this book.
As you can see my vocabulary has grown quite a bit but I'll refrain from using such posh dialogie but please, bear with me until I get used to this again.

Yes, it is from an old tag and I did not bother cropping it out because you've probably seen this before as it is a previous chapter. Without further ado, let us start this journey.

1) Sexuality

Ironically, I was very confident in my sexuality back then but unfortunately now I am lacking that previous spunk. I have realised I do usually go for girls -though that does not stop me from liking a few non-binary or other gender specifying people so I shall keep it for now. I think pansexual/queer is good for now.

2) Gender

You all remember back when I used to say "female (unfortunately)" ah the days I thought I was a female specimen. Ha, no. Welcome the person who realised pretty recently that he was and is a trans boy, Vinsu/Vincent.

3) Last song

Ah, my music choices are depressing -as usual. Right now I am listening to good ol' Netnobody's song "Sh*t happens". Recently I've been indulging in Natewantstobattle's music if you were interested in that information...
Moving on!

4) Happy?

Would I say I am fully happy? No. Depression is a fucking leech, it sticks. But have I been in a better place? Yes, for the most part. I am clean right now -I haven't counted how long, just assume since when I came out as trans.
I'd say discovering one of the big reasons I felt like shit all the time did give me a push up. Nevertheless I still do have issues I have to get over and still get out of. Oh well.

5) Hair colour

A hazel brown with natural blonde highlights for now but after getting a new haircut -in four years, maybe earlier if I feel rebellious when I start driving on my own- I shall colour this mop that I have to call hair purple!
I am very glad I am past the preposterous phase of being like "I want rainbow" or "I want the fucking American flag on my head, give me red, white and blue bitches!" and any other variants of those statements.

6) Zodiac

I can't change my birthdate so it is the same as before. Gemini, feel free to post Gemini stereotypes in the comments and I shall say if I do relate to them.
I have been told that I fit the stereotype of "stating I am dumb but am actually pretty smart."
Pretty clear to say I do not agree at all but who am I to say that?

7) Last person you kissed

I do not know if this speaks of cheek kisses or oral affection but I shall share both experiences.
My last cheek kiss was with my dad which was a few days ago since I have been with mother for the past two days.
My first and last oral kiss was with my adult cousin who admitted he had a crush on me -even though he is dating, a legal adult which meant that was illegal and also sweet home Alabama- before kissing me. Don't make my mistake people! Keep personal space if you are uncomfortable, even if it is your relatives.

Sweet home Alabama me in the comments all you like, yeah not over that but I don't really care that much anymore or at least to the point that I'm willing to share it on the internet for around the third time.

8) Favourite colour

Purple which is not much of a surprise, this is closely followed by blue, black and white because I am a sucker for monochromatic styles.
I don't understand why so many people are against monochromanic styling, black and white goes with everything. When adults are complaining about "how hard it is picking out an outfit in the morning" therefore they think they have the right to bother me with the classic "you're lucky you have a uniform" shpiel I would have picked out their outfit for a week with no problems.
Sorry, I had to rant about that one, I hate uniforms, especially with my predicament.

9) Favourite food

It is hard to say nowadays with the situation we all are in with this coronavirus issue but I think nothing can beat some old fashioned BBQ ribs, though I would not mind PFChang's Teriyaki steak.

10) Battery percentage

It is a crisp 100% on my phone and another matching 100% on my iPad.

11) Celebrity crush

Before I wouls have said Tom Holland without hesitation -and while I still think he is attractive I believe he is taken along with the fact that I think that I was more so interested in his gender than him.
I see him as a cool cousin or brother figure nowadays even though I would never meet him in real life I just think he's a pretty down to earth guy.

Now to actually answer the question I must say that my celebrity crush is Scarlet Johannson, the woman is the equivalent of Aphrodite to me. Even though she is definitely taken I am absolutsly smitten with her. Beautiful curves, good personality and hot. Perfection.

12) Favourite vegetable

I will always be a very big fan of brocolli, however I have also recently developed a big appreciation for cauliflower.
This is coming from a man with a keto dad which means cauliflower is something that he eats often which has caused me to grow a habit of consuming it as well as a consecuence of our adventures in the kitchen.
Although, I will always be a baker at heart.

13) Shoe size

I am a 6 to 6.5 mens shoe size for whatever bizarre reason you would want to know this information. I shan't judge but I shall question.

14) Dream job

Surprisingly, I have three. Policeman but I know with my inability to even perform one proper pushup my chances are laughable. I guess that is why it is called a dream job, and that is how it shall stay.
The other is one that is a lot more plausible, a videogame designer. As in graphics, visuals. That type of thing. Or I might just pursue the world that is architecture, ironically what my dad wanted to study.

Tag 20 people

In reality, I did this for a way to communicate with my audience that hey, I am in fact not dead but if you want to give the people an update you can, I just feel like I've abandoned this website, but to be fair. Wattpad is dying.
Let us be honest, this once buzzing and active website isn't the gem platform that it used to be, which in part has come from the premium feature in my opinion but it is also a manner of people growing up.
A lot of the people who have come here as young individuals have become older, we have other priorities and responsibilities.
I will always hold Wattpad near and dear to my heart because it has helped me learn in a lot of ways, emotionally, mentally, sexually.
I have gained knowledge here that I transfer to my daily life, if it weren't for you, the people. I don't think I would be in the position I am now mentally which to be clear, is better than it was when I first came here.

This is not me saying that I am leaving this platform, oh no. They have this son of a bitch until either they or I can't. I am explaining why I am not at the pinnacle of what I used to be, don't confuse that with an excuse because Satan knows I would love to be on this platform a lot more like I used to. It is more rather that I have realised that I kind of need to be outside of the internet to create a future.
That's not me being an asshole, that's just a truth. Other people might be able to support themselves through here but I unfortunately am not one of those blessed individuals.

So, to close this unexpectedly long update I want to do one last thing. As a memoir to the old tags.

-bees-