I really really really want to be happy with somebody son

But we all know that's NEVER EVER EVER going to happen

🙄

It's like there's something wrong with me

I see a lot of bbw getting into relationships

Ex. One of my real life best friend and my cousin can get anybody she wants (🙃 even a gay dude)

But it like what about me

I can't seem to get to the verge of even having someone talk to me

THAT FUCKING DUDE DON'T COUNT BECAUSE HE PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS ANS HEART

and that's all that's seem to happen to me

I always get played
Nothing real just fake

There's no more hope for me, I guess I'm one of the people on Earth who was brought here to just fill it up and be successful

Not to find love and be happy

DeAnna