6th grade

In 7th grade, I went out with this dude (likes call I'm Darren). Darren and I went out late 6th grade year till like before Christmas break of 7th grade year.

So yeah, he broke up with me cause I give someone lotion he brought for me for my birthday 🤷🏿‍♀️

Then in the middle of the school year I found out he was gay 🤦🏿‍♀️ (fun fact, he's a trans now. I'm cool with it no harm)

Yeah I never count this one cause he didn't know I was a girl🤦🏿‍♀️ he thought I was a fat guy

8th grade

So, 8th year my friend (let's call her Mella) introduct me to Kik 😂 lovely Kik. She also introduct me to her friend (Let's call him Cena). So Cena and me was talking and shi like that, then i he "cheated" on me and started talking to my friend (lets call her Zelina). So I had Zelina fb password and shi 💁🏿‍♀️ and I went through them messages.

Thennnn, I found out he lied to me and her about he's age and grade. Cena told us he was 15 and a freshman, THIS NIQQA WAS FUCKING 17 AND A FUCKING SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL.

So yeah 💁🏿‍♀️ I don't count this either cause fuck him🖕🏿

11th grade

Well y'all see how long it took me to try to get with another guy😂

Soooooo I pretty much talked about this story already. But 🤷🏿‍♀️ some people don't know so here we go again.

(Let's called him Cien)

So Cien and I were good friend (and still is kinda) and I kinda lied to him and said I only liked him for a while but I liked him since 9th grade when we meet and he came to America (he's from Puerto Rico) so 2 years.

So one random day we started talking and he said he liked me and shi, then like 4 days later he said he wanted to break things off with the relationship feelings. Because he wasn't "ready for a relationship"

So guess what my dumbass did, I WAITED FOR HIS ASS!

And guess what he did, GOT INTO A FUCKING RELATIONSHIP

I was so fucking heart broken and I ate my feelings away. I did harm myself but it wasn't that serious.

I didn't get over him till like 2-4 months ago 🤦🏿‍♀️

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So I've been through so much shit with guys🙄

I just want this one to work, I just wanna be happy with someone who loves me...

DeAnna