Soooooo I'm a TOO forgiven person

If someone did me bad I give them multiple chances

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I tend to get petty when I'm angry at somebody

ANYWAYSSSSS

SOOOOOO

Y'all remember that dude I was talking to (just go to all the chapter about love🤦🤷)

Soooooo like he knew I still like him and he told me that he wasn't ready for a relationship

SOOOOOO last month, I found out he had a whole girlfriend 🙃

We haven't talked since I found out but I'll be petty everytime I'm around him

I'll say something like

'Go to your girl about'

'I know how you look under them clothes so do you wanna try me'

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'SHADOWWWWWWWWWWWW'

But for the last couple weeks of school, I  notice that the two of them were being distant

REMIND YOU HES A JUNIOR (well now senior) AND SHES A FRESHMAN

Idk I just mad that I wasn't good enough so he got a freshman

So I was thinking maybe they broken up and I should hop on that

Butttt idk

I was really hurt about everything that happen between us

But I still like and want him for some reason

WHAT TF IS WRONG WITH ME

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WHAT SHOULD I DO

DeAnna