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Insecure

Thank you Jihyosgirlcrush for requesting.
Please leave if you feel uncomfortable with the following:
TW: mentions of anorexia nervosa and things related to it, mentions of suicide, food disorder, angsty? and fluff.

An eating disorder causing people to obsess about weight and what they eat.
Anorexia is characterised by a distorted body image, with an unwarranted fear of being overweight.
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"and for you Taehyung we'll be putting you on a diet and you'd have to be exercising daily for three hours, maybe Jungkook can accompany you for the workouts"

The manager read it out loud for everyone to hear from the paper he was holding.

Taehyung just nodded slowly all sorts of thoughts running through his head.

'Am I too fat? I must be..that's why I got a diet plan instead of what others got but I've doing my best. I get it that I have to be in a great shape for our fans so that they won't think I'm getting chubbier'

'I hope I'll be able to keep up with my routines for them' He looked away, sighing softly and got up walking to his room even though it was dinner time.

What he didn't know was the youngest looking at him, his eyes following him as he walks upstairs.

Taehyung dropped onto his bed hearing others call for him to eat dinner.

Jungkook looked at others who sat at the table with all sorts of their favourite foods but instead of sitting, he got up and ran after taehyung.

Jungkook entered the room and closed the door behind him, looking at the elder.

"Hyung? Don't you wanna have dinner with us?" He asked dropping onto the bed with him.

No response.

"I know you're hungry, we got Panda Express come on"

No response.

"Kim Taehyung hyung I swea-"

Taehyung cut jungkook off by smashing his lips onto the youngers.

"Hyung!?" Jungkook slowly pushed him away with wide eyes.

"Uh..I'm sorry, I'm so sorry koo I'm out of my mind right now I didn't mean to do that but you were on ranting so I had to make you quiet, figured out that would work" He said sheepishly as a soft blush appeared on both of the male's cheeks.

"Please eat something" Jungkook said softly almost as a whisper earning a sigh and a small nod from the elder.

And that was jungkook's daily routine almost, calling and persuading him to listen to him and come eat with him.

But as weeks passed by, Taehyung didn't let jungkook even talk to him cuz he knew the younger would somehow convince him to eat.

Taehyung was running on a treadmill with music blasting through his ears to ignore any of the conversations.

Exercising and exercising, losing a ton of weight that his bones were easily visible and barely even touching food.

His brain had only been focusing on one point. 'I have to be thin like others! not fat'

But people can only do so much to stay determined on that one dreadful thing of theirs until the depression and suicidal thoughts kick in.

The most who was concern was none other than Jungkook. Even though he was pushed away by the elder, he couldn't help but be concerned.

So that's why he was right now walking to the elder's room with a plate full of food.

He knocked on the door and waited but there was no response so he pushed the door open, frowning cuz it wasn't locked.

He kept the food on the table and looked around the room with no sign of the elder.

Jungkook heard a noise come from the bathroom so he nonchalantly walked towards it.

His eyes widened once he saw the sight. The elder was submerged in cold water which was turning bloody.

He quickly pulled the elder out yelling for the others to call for an ambulance.

Jungkook looked at taehyung with tears running down his cheeks not caring that his clothes were wet as well.

"are you out of your mind?!" He yelled shaking taehyung by his shoulders trying to wake him up.

"tae! w-wake up!" Jungkook's voice cracked as the elder showed no sign of moving, instead his lips started to turn blue.

They all watched as Taehyung was taken away from them and rushed into the emergency room in the hospital.

Everyone had a look of worry and guilt weighing upon them.

Jungkook was standing, leaning against the wall as tears didn't stop falling down his cheeks.

He didn't tell anyone about the kiss and kept it with him knowing it'll only create chaos.

He kept that little hope within him as he stared at the light shining bright red on top of the emergency room with a blurry sight.

He closed his eyes for a while before hearing a small ring, opening his eyes immediately spotting the now green light.

"family of Kim Taehyung?" The doctors comes out holding a clipboard standing in front of the six males before jungkook rushed to him.

"y-yeah! it's us" He said quickly wanting to know if his beloved hyungie was all right.

The doctor cleared his throat before speaking up.

"Mr. Kim is suffering from Anorexia Nervosa..it's a condition in which people think they're obese even if they're really underweight..he seems to be going through depression as well due to the scars found on his body, please take care of him"

"also does he often wear baggy and loose clothes?" The doctor asked receiving a small nod for everyone.

"It is because he doesn't want anyone to show how skinny he's getting..that's why none of you noticed him either"

"w-will, will this Anorexia nervosa thing go away doctor?" Jungkook asked getting more worried.

"If he's taken good care of and is fed well, it'll most likely go away with time" The doctor replied before bowing down and walking away.

"I'm gonna stay with hyung here until he fine!" Jungkook stomped being stubborn not wanting to leave the elder there alone.

"Jungkook you need rest as well please-"

"No hyung! I wanna be with him!"

"Why?"

"I love him okay?! I wanna be there for him!" He blurted it out without any thoughts before going inside the room where tae was resting.

What they didn't know was that taehyung was conscious and he heard everyone outside.

"..I promise to take care of you hyungie. your health comes first, I'll never let you get insecure anymore, you were beautiful, you are beautiful and will stay beautiful forever. our fans should understand that looks doesn't matter but what we actually are that matters. If they really love us, they'll support our decisions"

Jungkook mumbled still not aware that the elder was awake as his head was hung low while sitting beside the elder.

Taehyung opened his eyes staring at the younger who was holding his hand.

He hesitantly kept his own hands onto his as the younger looked at him.

Taehyung slowly managed to sit up before grabbing jungkook's neck and smashing his lips onto his feeling truly loved after years.

Jungkook was shocked again but he didn't take enough time to respond back to the sweet kiss.

The two pulled away and stared at each other's eyes.

"Be my boyfriend" They spoke up at the same time.

"Jinx!"

"I said it first!"

"No I did!"

As the new couple bickered childishly, the other hyungs stood outside the room looking at them with a smile on their face.

"These two are really something else" They murmured and looked at each other.

"I support them!" They said all at once.

"Jinx!"

"We said it first!" Jimin spoke up jumping onto Jin.

As time passed by these little bickers turned into a sweet memory as their tae tae started to recover with little help and efforts from everyone.

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"3.."

"2.."

"1.."

"be my husband!" Taehyung and Jungkook got on their knees holding a ring with wide eyes at the same time.

"Jinx bitch!"

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Idk wth I wrote but I did...I'm sorry I've been really sick lately so please tell me if this is trash to support my decision to delete this later and write a new one-

I'll write the 130, 140 and 150k oneshots when I'm done with all the requests.

Thank you for supporting my books and being patient. I love y'all so much.

Thank you Jihyosgirlcrush again for requesting.

Take care my lovely purples 💜

~R

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