This is my first ever request taken! I'm very nervous and I hope it's not disappointing 😓

Requested by minghaoslover

Taehyung and Jeongguk are having sex and everything seems fine and dandy. Except it's not. Taehyung feels incredibly overwhelmed and voices this to Jeongguk, who then takes the time to comfort Taehyung through his fears.

The promt of this was that Tae says the safe word and Guk comforts him, but I decided to take that a little bit further and have a subliminal message in here too. Just incase you don't catch the over all message, here it is:

If you are sexually active and ever feel uncomfortable during sex PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SPEAK UP ABOUT IT!!! However big or small the issue is; if you're uncomfortable, please say something. If your partner is reluctant or unwilling to stop and listen to your concerns, then please reevaluate (FUCKING LEAVE) the relationship. You matter so much more than an orgasm!

Your partner caring is the BARE MINIMUM and no it doesn't automatically make them a saint or your soulmate, but if they they can't even show a shred of sympathy towards your limits (both sexual and regular) then that's a major and incredibly dangerous red flag. You should also be attentive and aware of your partner's boundaries and make an effort to ensure everyone involved is content. Remember to stay safe!

I hope everyone has a Happy New Year!

Lots of love,

-BB 😊

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“Fuck yeah.” Jeongguk groaned as he thrusted in and out of Taehyung’s tight hole.

They'd been going at it for ages now, with Jeongguk teasing and edging Taehyung for over 10 minutes, watching as his beautiful boyfriend cried and shook beneath him. Taehyung had been begging for Jeongguk’s cock for so long, pleading and gasping until his voice was raw, and who was Jeongguk to deny such a pretty boy his only wish?

“You take my cock so well, TaeTae. Look at how you’re swallowing me in.” Jeongguk goaded. “You’re such a good boy for me.”

Taehyung moaned loudly, yearning to reach out and hold Jeongguk, but the handcuffs strapped securely to his wrists and the ropes tied to his legs, prevented him from moving even just an inch. He felt so pathetic and worthless in this position, like his was drowning in shame, but Jeongguk’s words of approval kept him alive, like desperate breaths of air.

“I w-want the blindfolds off.” He whined out, hoping Jeongguk would finally relent and let him see.

“Too bad.” Jeongguk said, pinching and rolling Tae’s sore nipples and smirking. “You should even be grateful I didn’t gag your pretty little mouth too.”

“S-sorry.” Taehyung apologised, feeling slightly hurt for some reason.

Usually, Jeongguk’s mean words weren’t a problem, in fact, they were very much welcomed, but this morning, he’d woken up feeling awfully soft, and he’d felt too ashamed to tell Jeongguk that he didn’t want to be fucked roughly today. He wanted to be held and loved slowly with kisses all over.

Maybe even just to cuddle.

Taehyung wasn't quite sure why he was feeling this way, so he decided to try and ignore it. It had worked in the morning, getting up and initiating things with Jeongguk in an attempt to shake this feeling, but now it was all catching up to him and he didn't know what to do.

“F-feels good.” Taehyung moaned.

And it did.

The fast and deep drag of Jeongguk’s thick cock against his walls was a sensation not matched by much else. He could feel the drool leaking from his parted lips, but he felt too helpless to even close his mouth, a slave to his deep-rooted desires. Jeongguk’s grip on his waist was bruising and possessive, pinning him with his own hands despite the restraints Taehyung was already in.

He fucked him like a slut, called him as such, using Taehyung emotionlessly, as his own personal fleshlight, his little fuckdoll. It was good, amazing even.

But it wasn’t what he wanted.

“S-stop!” Taehyung squeaked, completely overwhelmed by everything. “Red! Red! B-butterfly! Please stop!” He cried out, using every possible safe word he could think of. Their safe word was Jellybean, but thankfully, Jeongguk understood what Tae was asking for, immediately pulling out and taking the blindfold off Tae’s face.

He was sat on the bed between Taehyung’s legs, and he reached behind himself, undoing the ropes round Tae’s legs with one hand, keeping the other one on Taehyung’s face, caressing him in an attempt to get him to calm down. Taehyung’s eyes were screwed shut tightly, but a few tears still managed to escape, sliding slowly down his face.

“Baby, it’s okay.” Jeongguk said gently, “You can open your eyes, yeah? Look at me.

Taehyung shook his head furiously, and Jeongguk didn’t comment any further, wanting his boyfriend to be as comfortable as possible. He reached over Tae’s head and uncuffed him too, and immediately, Taehyung sat up, curling into Jeongguk’s embrace and finally beginning to cry properly. He sniffled and sobbed, out of relief and out of frustration that he was behaving this way.

What the fuck was wrong with him?

Jeongguk’s warm and large hand was rubbing him gently on the back and letting him cry as much as he needed to. They sat in silence, Jeongguk clearly waiting for Taehyung to speak when he was ready, and it made Taehyung feel even worse, that he was being so selfish in front of a selfless person.

“So-sorry.” He hiccupped. Taehyung could feel Jeongguk shaking his head.

“No, TaeTae. Don't be sorry. You didn’t do anything wrong at all. What are you feeling sorry for?” Jeongguk said kindly.

“I-I ruined it,” Taehyung cried, “You were having a n-nice time a-and I’m overreacting a-and-”

“Shhh baby.” Jeongguk soothed, “Take a deep breath, okay? Don't work yourself up even more. Breathe for me.”

Taehyung nodded.

“Good. Now I want you to listen, okay?”

“O-okay.” Taehyung sniffled.

“Wonderful, baby. Now, all I want you to know, is that you didn’t do anything wrong, okay? Absolutely nothing. You as a person, mean more to me than sex. I'm so so proud of you for speaking up. There's no shame in that, okay baby?” Jeongguk said gently, pressing a kiss to Tae’s head.

“O-okay Gukkie.”

“You’re not over-reacting at all. Any reason at all is a valid reason to stop sex. Anything at all. However big or small. But you seem so shaken up, so I assume yours is a big thing. Do you wanna tell me what’s wrong, love?” Jeongguk said kindly.

“I-I don’t kn-know.” Taehyung sighed, still not looking Jeongguk in the eyes. “I j-just felt so s-small and weak a-and I don’t know what to d-do.”

Jeongguk tilted Taehyung head up and kissed him softly on the lips. They pulled away, and Taehyung finally stared at Guk, with tears and fear in his eyes.

“It’s okay baby. It's perfectly okay to feel that way sometimes.” Jeongguk reassured.

“I don’t even kn-know why I even asked to have s-sex in the first place.” Taehyung sniffled, trying not to cry again. “I just woke up and felt like shit, and I thought that m-maybe I’d stop f-feeling that way if we had sex, and instead I just feel even worse because I fucking used you, and you probably didn’t even h-have a good time since I was being so pathetic. And I feel so s-silly cuz I used the safe word and I didn’t even say the right one a-and made us stop for no reason and n-now you’re probably secretly m-mad at me and I just want to disappear."

“TaeTae.” Jeongguk said softly. “Nobody’s mad at you. Your mental health is more important than getting off. Look, I'm not even hard anymore, and neither are you. I can survive without sex, but I can’t survive without you. The moment you used the safe word, the only thing I felt was worry; worry that I scared you or that I hurt you. And you shouldn’t be embarrassed to use the safe word; it’s there for a reason, okay? It's to keep both you and me safe. You don’t need some traumatic reason to want to stop; you don’t even need a reason at all. Once you say stop, my only priority is to make sure you’re safe and comfortable. You're not pathetic and I did have a good time. But I'm having an even better time, knowing that you trust me enough to tell me when you’re not comfortable. I think you’re so brave and so amazingly wonderful. I love you so much, and I don’t want you thinking that I hate you, because I could never.” Jeongguk said, settling Taehyung into his lap and lecturing him gently.

Taehyung could feel Jeongguk’s sincerity, and he could see it clear as day in his eyes. It made him feel slightly better, knowing that Jeongguk wasn’t mad at him.

“I love you Gukkie.” Taehyung said, leaning forwards and hugging him tightly.

“I love you too, babe.” Jeongguk said, hugging Taehyung back with just as much passion. “Now let’s go take a bath, okay? You can tell me all about how you feel once we get you cleaned up and ready for bed.”

Taehyung nodded his head and allowed Jeongguk to lift him and up and carry him to the bathroom.

Jeongguk carefully and lovingly cleaned Taehyung up, washing his hair and back, cleaning his hole and supervising as Tae sleepily brushed his teeth. Guk helped him into his pyjamas and brushed his hair for him, before following Tae back to the bed and sliding in beside him, arms intrinsically wrapping around his waist and pulling him closer.

“Do you still wanna talk about it?” Jeongguk asked.

Taehyung shook his head, burring underneath the covers and moving himself even closer to Jeongguk.

“In the morning. I wanna sleep right now.” Taehyung mumbled from below.

“Okay then baby.” Jeongguk said, kissing Tae on his cheeks and smiling at him softly. “But don’t be afraid or ashamed to wake me up at any time if you start to feel upset or worried, alright? I’m always gonna be here for you.”

Taehyung nodded.

“Th-thank you Jeongguk.” Taehyung said.

“There’s no need to thank me at all, Taehyung.” Jeongguk said. “All people involved in sex must be comfortable and safe at all times. You weren’t comfortable, so I stopped. That’s how it always should be and how we’ll continue to be. It’s something I wish that everybody knew.”

“B-but you’ve still taken care of me and you’re not even mad.” Taehyung said. “I feel like I'm being a burden and I feel like I owe you something.”

“Nonsense. You're never a burden. And you don’t need to feel bad at all, because you did the right and mature thing.” Jeongguk said. “The only thing you owe anybody, is yourself some self-reflection. Your mental health isn’t going to be fixed with sex, and I want you to realise that you’re worth so much more than that, okay? You can talk to me or your friends if you ever feel this way again, but please just don’t bottle it up inside. I love you too much to ever see you in so much distress again.” Jeongguk said seriously.

Taehyung nodded.

“Okay.” He said. “And I appreciate you always being here for me, Guk. You're my whole world and I love you so much.”

“I love you too, TaeTae.” Jeongguk said, kissing Tae on the cheek again.

“Thank you for trusting me and believing in yourself."

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Happy Birthday Kim Taehyung 🥳💜