5 years old

"Noo Tae Tae give that back. I had it first" I screamed whilst running after him. "Finders keepers losers weepers" he replied with sly laughter.

I began to like him

13 years old.

"Hey give me back my pen" I yelled during class "I didn't bring one to class" Taehyung spoke, I shrugged. "So that's not my problem" I spat. "Oh come on, I'll get you another" he said snatching the pen from my clasp. I looked at him with my mouth wide, "thanks y/n your the bestest friend ever"

I liked him even more.

18 years old

"Stop coping my answers you dick" I scoffed "I didn't do any revision please y/n let me copy" I pulled my books away from his grip. "Fuck off Taehyung" I said with a harsh whisper. "If you had bothered to learn rather then go out every night then we wouldn't be having this problem." He sighed. "I'm sorry"

I began to fancy him.

22 years old.

"Kim Taehyung put me down at once" I shrieked as he threw me over his shoulder. He laughed happily. "Oh come on y/n it's just like old times." I growled continuously as I hit his back, "I don't care, put me down at once." I shouted. "You love it really so stop complaining."

That was then I fell in love with him

Present

Since we were five years old myself and my bestfriend Taehyung have been inseparable. Yes we've had our ups and downs but we always find a way back to one another.

But the biggest secret which he will never know about is that I've fallen in love with him. I always have ever since we were kids, but it's best just to keep that to myself. He'll never like or love me back in that way, and knowing that killed me inside.

•

One afternoon myself and my close friend Jungkook were out buying gifts for Taehyung's birthday which was in a few days. "He's going to love this" Jungkook said with a smile as he looked down at the Gucci bag in my hands. I smiled at Jungkook "I hope he does." "Of course he will it's Gucci, anyway lunch?" Jungkook asked as we exited the store. "Yes I'm starving."

Walking along the shops we suddenly heard laughter ahead of us. We looked up to see Taehyung hand in hand with a girl, my heart shattered.

"I thought he said he was going to the studio today?" Jungkook spoke in confusion, however I just stayed quiet as I watched them smile at one another. "Y/n?" Jungkook said waving his hand in front of my face. "Huh. Sorry" I spoke in sadness, yet trying not to let it show.

"You love him don't you." He said looking at me with his eyebrows raised. I looked away from his stare, "you do?" I nodded shyly. "You should've- you know what never mind. Let's get out of here." Jungkook wrapped his arm around me and turned us away. Up until this very moment the day was going perfectly well, but I guess we can't always have good things.

"He's missing out y/n" Jungkook said making me look up at him. "He's missing out on a beautiful girl like you" I smiled and leaned closer into his chest. "Thanks kookie but seeing him happy is all that matters" He looked at me with sadness.

Taehyung's POV:
Waking up to hearing the birds chirping and the sun shining through my curtains I smiled widely. Today was my birthday and I was super excited, "happy birthday" Namjoon shouted as he came into my room and jumped on top of me. "Happy birthday" the boys chirped as they joined in.

"Ok, ok can I breath now?" I said with a giggle. "We expect to see you downstairs in five minutes, no earlier and no later" Jin demanded. I lifted my hand and gave him an army salute. "You got it boss."

"See you soon" Jimin spoke as he left the room following the boys.

•

"TAEHYUNG" Yoongi shouted from the bottom of the stairs. "YOU CAN COME DOWN NOW." He said making me squeal in excitement. I opened my bedroom door and headed down the stairs into the living room. My mouth fell open in surprise seeing it completely decked out with decorations.

"Now come on birthday boy, open up your presents I'm getting impatient" Hoseok spoke handing me his gifts.

I felt well and truly spoiled for every single present I opened up. "Here" Jungkook said handing me a little white envelope. Opening it up I saw it was a letter.

To my bestfriend Taehyung,
Happy Birthday
I hope you have the most wonderful day. I'm sure the boys have spoiled you rotten with all their gifts. Sorry I couldn't be with you today but I hope me and you can celebrate together very soon.
Dinner is on me
Love Y/n xx

"Who's it from?" Jimin asked confused. I looked up and held the letter close to my chest. "It's from y/n. Just wishing me happy birthday" I said with a smile. "That's sweet of her" Jin spoke.

Reading the written words it made my heart flutter. Deep down I was in love with her but seeing her with Jungkook the other day at the mall shattered me. His arms were wrapped around her, her body against his. I knew I had to move on.

"Ah crap I need to go I'll be back soon" Jungkook said in panic as stood up and ran out the house. I looked at the boys in confusion but they kept their mouths shut.

Do they know something I don't?

Your POV:
I stood outside the bakery waiting for Jungkook, as I put my phone to my ear to ring him one last time I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist. "Ah" I squealed in fear, but quickly calmed to see Jungkook smiling a bunny smile. "Thank god it's you, Come on let's get the cake." We headed inside to see a nice lady standing behind the desk. "Good morning, how can I help you today?" She asked. "Morning, I've got a cake to be collected. Should be under the name Jeon." She nodded. "Ah yes, my son just finished putting it into the box let me go get it for you."

"You put it under Jeon?." Jungkook said making my eyes go wide. "Y-yeah, I erm, Kim is very common so I thought Jeon would be better." I said before turning away.

"Here it is, I hope the birthday boy will love it just as much as I do." I thanked her happily before leaving the store.

•

Since the day me and Jungkook saw Taehyung and the unknown girl at the mall we've become much closer. My feelings for Taehyung started to vanish and to only be replaced with feelings for Jungkook. He made me feel a love I've never felt before.

Once we arrived at the boys's house we sneakily walked in and placed the cake on the table. We texted Namjoon to tell Taehyung to come into the kitchen so we could all sing him happy birthday. Jungkook lit the candles as we waited.

We heard laughter echo through the house, we could hear male voices and also a girls. My stomach dropped. Taehyung came walking into the kitchen his arms wrapped around the same girl me and Jungkook saw just a few days ago. Jungkook gently nudged me and we all began to sing.

"Thank you guys" he said before blowing out the candles. "When did you get this made?" He asked in awe. "We got it made a few days ago, hence why I suddenly ran out earlier as I had to go to meet y/n to collect it." Jungkook replied. "Well it looks amazing y/n. Good choice" Namjoon spoke while eyeing up the cake. "Thanks" I smiled.

"But do you really need the cake though, I mean your fat enough as it is." I turned around in shock to see 'Taehyung's girl' with a smug look on her face.

"Excuse me" I scoffed. "I said do you really need this cake you are fat enough as it is" All the boys stood in shock. "Hope that's enough-" I cut Taehyung off, "No it's fine. I guess I do need to watch my weight but then I guess I just wanted my best friend to have a memorable birthday. I can sense when I'm not wanted" I pushed past his girlfriend, opened up the door and slammed it shut behind me.

I ran down the street in heart brake, tears running down my face.

Jungkook POV:
"How could you say that to her" I scoffed at the girl. "What she is kookie" she spoke with innocence. "Don't call me kookie you bitch" I shouted back. "I'm going to go after y/n as it seems I'm the only one who cares." I grabbed my keys and left the house.

"Y/n" I shouted as I stood in the middle of the road. "No no. Y/n" I shouted again to see no sight of her.

Hearing the door open I saw all the boys stood there with worry on their faces. "She's gone" I whispered. "She couldn't have gone far" Jimin said walking toward me. "Let me get my keys, we will go and search for her." Jin said heading back into the house.

"Wait what about Tae's birthday" the girl spoke in annoyance. "That can wait." Taehyung said making me stand in shock. "My best friend is missing and all because of you and your disgusting mouth." He shouted making her smile fade.

Your POV:
I knew he wouldn't say anything. H-how could he let her say that, especially in front of everyone.

I looked up from the floor to see I was now in a completely different town.

Where the hell am I?
How long did I walk for?
Shit I've been gone for 4 hours.

"I need help" I whispered to myself.

Walking through the park I saw a little coffee shop which still had its lights on. "Yes" I chirped as I headed across the road and entered the shop.

The little bell above the door chimed letting the owner know I was inside. "Good evening, what can I get you?" A elderly gentleman spoke. "Erm, sorry to ask but where am I?" The man looked at me puzzled, "Well this is May Street." My heart and eyes softened, this was my hometown I grew up in, how could I forget?

"Would you like a drink?" He asked with a smile. "I-I don't have any money I'm sorry." The man shrugged, "ah it's on the house" he said turning his back and making a hot drink.

•

"Here you go, this should warm you up." The gentleman smile as he handed me the warm drink. "Thank you very much" I replied as he walked away to serve a new customer.

I sighed before taking a sip of the drink, "wow" I whispered. This is the best hot chocolate I've ever tasted.

"Y/n?"

I looked up. My heart dropped.

"Tae. How did you find me?"