Post-confession
*suga*
Afterwards, they left us in the room together to talk things out. I'm pretty sure we just sat there in silence for a good few minutes. They were incredibly painfully awkward minutes that's for sure. But neither of us really wanted to have the first word. Eventually I broke the silence before I actually went insane, and just said: "so?" He just looked up at me with his adorable puppy eyes, and I could see him starting to tear up. Eventually he looked away from me and said "I'm sorry Yoongi, I can't. I'd love to, but what would happen if anybody found out? Our manager? Bang PD-nim? Our fans? They'd hate us if they ever found out." To be honest, I got kinda mad at him for saying that. Why should what other people think matter to us? If they hate us then so be it. After I said that, I asked him again, and he nodded. Albeit kinda reluctantly, but he still nodded nonetheless. I kneeled down in front of him and held his hands and said "It'll be ok, I promise." While wiping away a tear on his cheek. And I guess you could say that's where it all started.
*Tae*
The silence was almost deafening. I was going insane. My heart was racing and my thoughts were too. When he finally broke the silence I instinctively lifted up my head, and I couldn't hide the tears. I couldn't look at him any longer. Out of nowhere, my mouth made the decision quicker than my brain, and I said no. A part of me regretted it for a moment, but a part of me also thought it was probably for the best. It's like my brain was fighting with itself. I was just so scared of what people would think. No one knew other than jimin that I'm gay. No one. Not the fans, not our manager, not even most of the members...I don't think. After I said that, his voice got louder. Claiming that we shouldn't care about any of that; that we shouldn't let it get in our way. So when he asked me again, I went with my heart. Not my brain, but my heart. And I'm glad I did. I said yes. And I was scared, but he told me it would be ok. I couldn't help but cry, and my heart flipped when he reached forward and wiped a tear from my cheek. That's when I really knew I had said the right thing...
My god it's been a while ain't it? Damn writers block. I'll try and keep up and write more. Honestly I'm so soft for taegi they're so cute I actually can't they're such an underrated ship honestly.
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