warning— mature!!

  chapter twenty

unedited

guys i don't write smut usually so like uhm, i hope this is decent

  the initial reaction taehyung had was shock. his jaw fell open, his lips parted, his tongue darting out to wet them. suddenly the room had gotten a lot warmer, the air was much thicker, and time seemed to be moving so slowly; taehyung took jeongguk's hand and gave it a soft squeeze, one of comfort and trust.

  "are you sure— jeongguk?" to which jeongguk nodded dumbly, pushing his head forward and connecting their lips with tilted heads. taehyung made a sound between a gasp and a soft breathy moan, his hands going from jeongguk's hand to his waist. he felt a fire build within him, he felt a wash of hot air cascade over his body, and jeongguk was pulling away to remove his shirt too.

  jeongguk came back, chest now bare. he was so beautiful. taehyung always thought so, his skin so clean and pretty compared to his own scarred up body. jeongguk didn't seem too bothered by the scars, running his fingers along taehyung's skin like it was a clean slate, one that was untouched and still pure. taehyung pulled away from another kiss, his mind cluttering with so much then, he didn't even think about what they needed to actually have sex. "i—" he panted like a tired dog, "i don't have anything to—" a breathy chuckle, "use."

  jeongguk looked as if he was thinking for a second, looking around. he grasped an idea, his idea being so vile that he must have to go through with it. your dad might have something. taehyung noticed how hungry his eyes were, his grip on taehyung never faltering as he stared back at him with a determined glare. taehyung felt a throb in his lower area. god. he exhaled, "yeah— okay i'll go check, wait here."

  taehyung unlocked his door and peeked his head out. the hallway stared back at him, and he stared back like he had seen a ghost. he had to be quiet, or else they would get caught— and maybe that made it more exciting. taehyung left the room, heading straight down the hallway to his father's room. the room was an old fashioned one, one with a big carpet that was a strange brown color in the center of the hardwood floor. the bed was a canopy one, it loomed over taehyung almost like eyes watching him as he pried open his father's bedside table. sure enough, the "supplies" he needed was located in there. his face scrunched up at the thought of him and his step mother— gross.

  he hurried back to jeongguk, he didn't want to keep the boy waiting. he came back with light feet, closing the door behind him. he locked it, his eyes scanning the room again— jeongguk was sat criss-cross on the sheets. taehyung neared him, setting down the condom on the bedside table. taehyung grabbed jeongguk's shoulders, pushing him down so gently into the mattress.

  something ran in taehyung's mind— he had never done this. he wondered if jeongguk had ever done it, but that didn't matter to him. jeongguk was still jeongguk, virgin or not. jeongguk writhed underneath taehyung, his legs squirming, trying to find purpose. small noises like gasps and pants were leaving jeongguk's mouth. taehyung's lips found their purpose at jeongguk's waistline, dragging down until they reached his sensitive area. jeongguk coiled, a throaty moan escaping him.

  taehyung ever so slowly dragged down the pants jeongguk supported, and boy was it too slow for jeongguk, even so that he rose a left hand, sloppily signing, faster; he did this in utter desperation. taehyung complied with a nervous smile, pulling down the pants and struggling at the ankles, to which jeongguk assisted. "you're so beautiful, you're body is so—" taehyung groaned, falling against bare skin, attracted like a magnet, keeping himself up by putting his weight on his hands, which were right by jeongguk's ears. "so gorgeous. i can't believe i have you."

  you have me. jeongguk signed, wishing he could speak at this moment. he smiled sadly, thinking of all the possibilities he could have if only he could talk. he pushed that thought away, the friction of their aligned crotches making his head fuzzy, he moaned out, biting hard on his bottom lip. his throat hurt.

  taehyung nervously stalled the next action, knowing he could hurt jeongguk, it scared him to death. he kissed jeongguk with passion, opening his mouth and exploring the inside of it with his adventurous tongue. the feeling was heavenly, the way jeongguk hugged onto him, the way he moaned and panted so beautifully.

  taehyung knew he couldn't be rough— he wanted to make love. he wanted nothing but for jeongguk to enjoy this, no less. taehyung pulled away from their kissing session, staring down jeongguk's body, trying not to get too distracted. he stopped at the trail of hair that started around his lower stomach. he was so flawed, it made him absolutely perfect and stunning. taehyung let his fingers crawl underneath the stretchy lining of jeongguk's underwear.

  he gave one last look to jeongguk— who had a red face, his chest heaving up and down wildly as he smiled fondly down at taehyung's brown eyes. taehyung looked back down at his hands, finally revealing what he took so long to reveal. his breath hitched, jeongguk was still so incredibly perfect.

  taehyung felt tears well up in his eyes, he looked up at jeongguk, trying his best not to stare for too long, or just make jeongguk uncomfortable in general. jeongguk encouragingly nodded, dragging his hand into taehyung's hair and comforting him. jeongguk knew this must have been a lot for him, as it was for jeongguk— too.

  taehyung hurriedly stepped back and removed his own pants, feeling like he was a little too dressed, especially since jeongguk was completely exposed now. he removed his underwear too, allowing jeongguk to stare. his penis wasn't entirely impressive, it wasn't what would be considered ideal for most people. it was average, and jeongguk couldn't care less. he welcomed taehyung back with open arms— it felt much nicer now, both of them being bare against each other.

taehyung leaned over to the nightstand, his hand feeling around for the packet— which he located easily. he lifted it and tore it open. he had never put one of these on... nor did he really know what he had to do next. jeongguk gently took his hand with his right, signing with his left. not yet, preparation first.

taehyung let his head fall into a dumb nod, his eyes focusing as jeongguk leaned over for the other packet, the one full of lube. he ripped it open, handing it to taehyung. taehyung took it hesitantly. he knew now what needed to happen to ensure that jeongguk didn't feel any pain.

he lubed up two of his fingers, letting them find their way to jeongguk's entrance. when the first finger entered, it was warm. jeongguk didn't seem too affected by the finger moving around. he lifted a lazy left hand, feels good. taehyung smiled at that, he let his finger pump in and out at a slow pace, letting jeongguk get used to it.

"are— are you ready for another?" taehyung asks in a deep tone, his eyes flickering with worry as jeongguk only portrayed pleasure. his eyes were clamped closed as he let his head fall against the soft pillow. he nodded with a grunt, his face scrunching up as taehyung entered the second finger.

"you okay?" taehyung checks, his eyes glued on jeongguk's expression, stuck until he knew for sure he was really okay. jeongguk nodded, grabbing ahold of taehyung's arm. he let out a pretty breathy moan, which taehyung marveled at in return. he was so absolutely amazing in taehyung's eyes. he would always be, nothing could change the views he had developed.

taehyung continued to prepare jeongguk for at least two minutes, prodding blindly into the boy, hoping he would cry out in pleasure. taehyung wasn't too good at this, so only a few times did jeongguk express his pleasure while being prepped. taehyung finally pulled away— not without jeongguk whining in protest. taehyung smiled at how vocal the boy was being, expressing his pleasure and his other emotions, like urgency or anger. he hurried to put on the condom, only failing once. jeongguk smiled at that, leaning over to assist him. together, they slid down the condom.

taehyung let out a shaky breath— he was still so nervous. what if he messed up and hurt jeongguk? he watched lustfully as jeongguk spread open his legs in anticipation. taehyung slotted between those legs, his hands taking their place at his thighs. he whispered softly into the air, "let me know if it hurts too bad, and i'll stop." jeongguk shivered underneath him, nodding quickly to let him know it was okay.

taehyung slowly let himself enter jeongguk— time had slowed down again. all of the warm heat surrounding his dick was mind stuttering. he let out a gasp, eyes hurrying to check jeongguk's expression. it wasn't painful, but it wasn't pleasant either. jeongguk had his eyes closed as the stretch made it's presence. he felt taehyung stop, guessing he was entirely inside of him. jeongguk exhaled sharply, gripping at taehyung's shoulders, hugging him closely.

you can move. he signed, and taehyung drew himself back, letting out a deep moan— which jeongguk trembled at. taehyung pushed back in, falling into a slow but pleasurable pace. jeongguk let out a sigh. their lips met awkwardly, still kind of new to this— moaning and gasping as their bodies collided with each other every second or so.

  good. jeongguk signed, wanting to scream as taehyung hit everything so right. he let his head fall back— taehyung was so gentle, so soft and sweet as he carried out his actions. his hands were so careful as they held his hips down into the mattress. jeongguk felt himself bob up and down, each thrust making a wave of pleasure wash over his stomach. he moaned and moaned, not scared that taehyung's parents might be curious, hell— they might have their ears to the door right now.

  taehyung seemed to have finally let his insecurities go, his moans louder now, his movements more controlled and less shaky, less hesitant. taehyung sucked a mark on jeongguk's chest, not daring to go near the long scar across his neck.

  two utterly damaged boys, sharing pleasure underneath dim lighting. hearts beating as one as they panted against red skin, as they moaned together to create a unique song, one never listened to before, but one that both would listen to on repeat of given the chance. their eyes locked in passion and love, love. they weren't rushing anything, nor straining anything. they were taking time and making love.

  and so their night ended sweetly, taehyung's movements becoming uncontrollable as he felt his stomach twist and contort. he felt jeongguk finish underneath him, his limbs twitching in the aftermath of his orgasm. he let out another moan, which taehyung swallowed up with a kiss. taehyung finished inside of the condom, pulling out to admire jeongguk's post-orgasm gaze. it was cloudy and lustful.

  as taehyung cleaned up and dressed jeongguk in some of his own clothes, he realized they couldn't stay there overnight. it was too risky. jeongguk looked so tired, his hair messy and sweaty. he almost didn't want to break the news, but they eventually got up and left for jeongguk's apartment again, hand in hand and closer to each other then they had ever been.

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i tried to make it realistic and not be like "and taehyung whipped out his 20 inch pp" yk

anyways, hope you enjoyed lmao

love, sam