meimyselfforever

"Don't die"______________Self destructive tendencies, toxic obsessions, abusive parents, depression and suicidal thoughts are just the tip of the ice berg. Allyson Summers, a college kid trying to navigate through life problems by escaping them.Distraction comes in the form of ghosts from her past. But what happens when something fun turns into something untameable, trapping her into a whirlwind of events, setting off all kinds of vices. Will she fight the storm? Or will she let it consume her? ______________"No no" he grabbed my hands."What?" "If I go down, you gotta go down too"…

meimyselfforever

I stopped inches away from her. I could feel the heat radiating off her body. I was too close. She kept her eyes on me like a hunter eyeing their prey. Oh I'd let her devour me anytime. I put my finger under her chin, tilting her head up to look into those bewitching greens better. I leaned in, barely an inch away from her lips. I could feel her breath against mine as her eyes fixed on my lips. They reflected everything I felt in that moment. Pure flaming lust."How about I take you upstairs and füçk you till you don't know anything except my name?" Her eyes shot upto mine. A hint of surprise peeking through that ravishing gaze."Isn't that why you came here alone?" she breathed out in a low, husky voice. That was it. I snapped.______________[TRIGGER WARNING 18+ CONTENT]THIS BOOK CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT, STRONG LANGUAGE AND GRAPHIC SCENES._______________🥉 Fantasy - The Ink Awards🥉 Fantasy - The September Awards…

meimyselfforever

People think that if you love someone hard enough then everything is going to work out. People are wrong.______________Forced to grow up at a young age, Kennedy Summers tries navigating life by taking each day with a grain of salt. Hoping to some day run away from everything she has ever know. Stuck in a never ending chain of toxic relationships and questionable decisions, she finds herself attracted to yet another broken soul. But what happens when she suddenly decides to end this cycle?Will she find that Someday? Or will she give up trying?______________"I can't do this anymore" i ran my hands through my hair. "What?" "I can't pretend like I'm alright, I'm not" I hear my voice crack."No one asked you too"…

meimyselfforever

"You're not scared of me Love . You're scared of all the things you want me to do to you" he was so close. Too close. My eyes fixed on his. Specs of gold and amber swirling around in that darkness reflecting the fire that was surging through me. "Don't go there" I clenched my teeth. I couldn't give in to him like this. He looked at me with an intensity that only magnified my hunger for him. He was right. I wasn't scared of him. I was scared of wanting him in ways that I couldn't comprehend. His eyes searched my face, before landing on my lips. I could see his resistance slipping away and I knew it was mere seconds before he crosses this line between us, but no.I was wrong.He let go. He left my hand and took a step back, eyeing me like I was his prey. Maybe I was. He was one of the most feared Vampires to walk this earth. Why would he want me in any other way? Maybe I let this get to my head. Maybe I read the signs wrong.I let out a dry chuckle. How could I be so stupid to think he cares?I shook my head and looked away. But the second turn around to leave i feel a grip on my arm pulling me back into him."Where do you think you're going?" his low husky voice pushed me off the edge, making me want to cave in all over again. I looked into his eyes and there it was....that same fire..that same wildness...that same hunger and I couldn't resist it. My hands moved on their own when they cupped his face and pulled him down to crash our lips together. Dear Lord. I never felt something like this. Every touch felt like flames on my skin and I wanted it to devour me. He pulled me closer and I only wanted more. My train of thought was gone the minute I walked into this room. My sense of reason was gone the minute I laid my eyes on him. My resistance was gone the second he touched me. But none of that mattered. Not right now at least. All I wanted was him. [ TRIGGER WARNING - THIS BOOK CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT, STRONG LANGUAGE AND GRAPHIC SCENES ]…