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-1st Place Winner Of The Lavender Awards-2nd Place Winner Of The Starglow Awards-2nd Place Winner Of The Galaxy Awards-Writing is easier than talking. When talking you don't have long to think about the things you are going to say, you just rush them out of your mouth and then later regret most of what you said or others overhear the things you say. When writing there are hundreds of words you can think about using, you aren't rushed, and only the people you want to see, see the the things you write. In these poems i write what i believe and feel, almost all of these poems are about me, my experiences, my opinions and emotions. There will be some that i wrote when i was very young and please respect that those few poems won't have as good grammar and themes as the others. Thank you. "You played with my heart, i played with my life. I was never one to enjoy games." - Glow No More"Everyone has been hurt. Some people just hide the pain better than others""The worst part about being strong is that no one ever asks if you are ok""Sleep doesn't help if it's your soul that's tired""What doesn't kill you leaves you wide awake at 3am wishing it had""The monsters aren't under the bed, they're living in my head""The worst feeling is feeling nothing at all" "My eyes are closed but i'm not asleep. My eyes are open but i'm not awake. I will speak but not talk. I will hear but not listen. I will smile and laugh but feel no happiness. It's like i've been swimming in an ocean of nothingness and soon my legs will go numb." "The worst kind of demons aren't the ones in the corner of a dark room, they're the ones who walk among us daily, the ones we think we know." |*| A WATTPAD STORY|*|<3Highest rank - #78 16th September 2017<3Cover by me…

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2nd Place Winner Of 'Reach For The Stars Awards' -Discontinued.Curious person. Just some questions. Was kind of bored. Feel free to comment the answer-Cover by @_scxntilla--…

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2nd Place The Galaxy Awards Best Cover---(Discontinued)Lots of graphics i made for people or entered into contests. Some old, some new.---Don't steal any of these please.…

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2nd Place Winner Of The Galaxy Awards-This is my story, every story in here is one of my nightmares i have had. Close your eyes at night, what do you see? (I'd be happy to listen if you'd like to pm me or comment :) )Black? Flying through the clouds? You don't remember?Well, i do. I remember every day. I think over and over again 'what do they mean?'I have had nightmares all my life- but for half a year i have been getting them everyday, and most of them no one knows about, which is why i finally want to let them go. They used to not bother me, i would have maybe a few every month, but now i have started to fear sleep. Every time i close my eyes i can't help but dread the hell that lays ahead, i know they are coming, but not how to stop them or deal with them. I will warn you that some of these nightmares will be scary (just for all of you out there who don't like blood or killing), but nothing too bad- 12+Also, because these are nightmares, some of them won't exactly make sense so in the book i will have to adjust them slightly so that all of you can clearly understand what is happening in them. But other than that, they will all be completely true.~~~"An act of a desperate soul just trying to survive in a world adamant to not let us.""Her limp body next to mine, her ghostly white eyes staring into mine, her fearful expression now scared to her face""The benumbed, black barrel was pressed against my forehead. """This is just a nightmare" i said to myself, causing the figure behind the gun to gurgle a laugh."|~|"Creepily good"|~|Enjoy! :)…