ashlidnikki

I always had the tendency of loving too hard.I loved all my ex boyfriends too hard, the last one I loved him the hardest and I was currently going to his wedding.But I wasn't the bride.I wasn't even invited to the wedding but I was going anyway. It was hard staring at the mirror trying to look decent for his wedding knowing very well this was more like a burial to me.Couldn't he have gone for another date? Why did he choose this date? Does he even remember today makes it 6 years we have been apart? It's been 6 years since we broke up and I never stopped loving him. I can't bring myself to move on. I lost him at what cost? I remember vividly when my best friend, Zuoh flashed the invitation card of his wedding in my face. All I could see was his name and her name.Khalil James WedsAmelia TellaI was too stunned to speak, I didn't respond to what was in my face, I just stared at the piece of paper and when she put it away, I stared at where the paper used to be."This is proof he isn't coming back, he moved on, you should too."She said, but it wasn't that easy. I sound very pathetic still loving someone after 6 years of moving to another country and changing everything about me apart from my name but love is love, You can't just move on.…