Sigherra

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Aphmau Jessica Devine Odinson Phoenix is the most popular YouTuber in the world.Long name, I know.Her life seems so simple on YouTube.But, in reality she's just that girl at school that gets bullied all the time.Her dad died when she was a baby and her mom died a day before Aphmau moved to Phoenix Drop City.She goes by her middle name, Jessica, so no one knows who she is.She makes friends, makes enemies, falls in love, and meets people she thought were dead.Life is definitely NOT as simple as you would imagine.So come with me, travel through the story and see how her life changes throughout the year.I hope you enjoy!And welcome, to Aphmau, a YouTuber story…

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*UNDERGOING EDITING*A/N this book has foul language in some chapters, so if you don't like profanities, then this book isn't for you.This book does NOT support self harm, abuse or any other type of thing in that category.Feel free to PM me with any complaints about the book.*******"Aphmau! get your lazy butt down here and get to school!" Mom yelled.I ran downstairs and headed into the kitchen."WHAT do you think your doing?" mom asked."Getting breakfast...." I muttered."What have I told you about talking!? NOT allowed! now get to school!" Mom yelled and practically shoved me out the door.I ended up bumping into a boy with a red jacket and a bandana over his eyes."watch where your going!" he growled.I just walked away silently."LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU!" he yelled.Silence.This is only the beginning of a long year of bulliespain.scars.bruises.heartbreak.and falling in love again.~~~~~~~~~~She hurts and she cries,But you cant see the depression in her eyes,Because she hides it with a smile.~~~~~~~~Look at your cutsOr your burnsOr those bruises you gave yourselfEach one is a battle with yourselfThat you lost.…

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It's been two years...two full years...since Aph died...my life has been miserable without her...it's like I'm the only one affected by her death still...Lola started dating Zane, they go on dates every FridayGarroth started dating Cadenza, they spend all day, every day togetherEin started volunteering for charityCameron disappeared suddenlySigherra was adopted into the Evile familyBut for my family...We're not doing so well...My mom has brain and heart cancer and isn't expected to survive the rest of this year...My dad quit his job...And as for me...I make monthly trips to the hospital...not for my mom...But for myself...I have crippling depression and often end up staying in the hospital for a while...one time...I even fell into a coma...when will my world be bright again?When will I meet someone...someone who will light up my world...Just as Aphmau had...Someone.... who will release my pain, hidden inside...~~~~Stop lying to me.Stop saying things will be alright.Stop telling me my life's worth living.Stop stealing my weapons.Stop checking my wrists.I've had enough.Enough lies.Enough pain.Enough crying myself to sleep.I just want to end it all.I want to tie a knot and pull the string.I want to take my last breath.I want to die.A/N: THIS IS BOOK TWO OF THE APHMAU: HIDDEN PAIN SERIES! IF YOU HAVEN'T READ BOOK ONE, GO READ IT NOW!DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN APHMAU OR ANY OF HER CHARACTERS! I DO NOT OWN POLAR, CAMERON, LENNOX OR LOLA! THIS BOOK WILL BE EDITED ONCE IT HAS BEEN COMPLETED, SO IGNORE ANY SPELLING OR GRAMMAR MISTAKES!IF I SEE HATE COMMENTS I WILL DELETE THEM AND BLOCK YOU IF YOUR HATE GETS OUT OF HAND.…

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I lean back in my chair and sigh.It's been years in this orphanage and nobody has adopted me.I'm starting to lose hope.In a few years I'll be 18 and they'll kick me out.Nobody wants to adopt a teenage girl.They all want to adopt a little kid and stuff like that.But what about me?Am I going to be stuck in this orphanage until they kick me out in three years?I look up at my bedroom door as it creaks open."Good news, Y/N. Your getting adopted."~~~My name is Y/N M/N Romeave, and I'm the shadow of my new family.What I don't understand is why a rich and famous family would adopt someone like me.It makes no sense!They're always on TV and have perfect lives, so why would they want to adopt?"Y/N, it's time to go home. I'm your new big brother, Vylad Romeave. You'll meet Garroth and Zane at home."~~~"There's something I should tell you before you leave," The caretaker said to Zianna and Garte. "Y/N is recovering from anorexia and depression and has severe anxiety. please take good care of Y/N.""I promise to protect Y/N from harm." Vylad vows and his parents smile down at him."Your going to be a great brother, Vylad."~~~"We're home!" Zianna calls as I nervous step across the threshold."Hello," A blonde boy- Garroth- greets me. "You must be our new little sister. Welcome to the family.""Tch. Hi." A boy with black hair- Zane, I think- said and went upstairs.~~~"I wonder what could possibly make Y/N have depression, anorexia, AND anxiety." I overheard Zianna whisper as I brought my bags upstairs to the room Garroth said was mine."I don't know, but I'm thinking that having three brothers to protect her is a good thing." Garte whispers.~~~"Stay away from Groth, loser!"I fell on the sidewalk as a pink haired snob pushed me down."She's my sister." Garroth said and helped me up."S-sister?!!" The snob asked."I'm adopted." I whisper, my bangs creating a shadow over my eyes.And just like that I was ignored.I'm invisible.…