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"we are only mortal. but isn't it beautiful, this dream of being infinite?"…

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" and out of time we fell. "…

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"i'm going to try to fall in love with you again."forever happiness is a simple concept to believe in when you're seventeen. youth is the most vulnerable time of life, the most naive, and love is a most dangerous addiction, a blushing ambrosia so sweet, so heady, you hardly realize when your tongue grows numb between your teeth and your heart begins to bleed through your ribs, so dizzying you can't remember when you stopped being able to see. it is easy to make promises when you're young and in love. this, catalina knew, perhaps better than anyone. and yet, somehow, she still ended up here. in the ruins of a collapsed eternity, wondering where it all went wrong. wondering what happens to love when it dies. does it linger, like a memory, or fester like a corpse? does it burn or does it ache or does it fade so quietly, you don't notice until there's nothing left? or does it grow? grow like a second body beneath your flesh, grow until its bigger than you, too big for you to hold, too big for you to breathe? when love dies, does it end or does it begin anew?…

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"𝐵𝑈𝑇 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝐺𝑂𝐷𝑆 𝐷𝑂 𝑁𝑂𝑇 𝑃𝐿𝐴𝑌 𝐴𝑀𝑂𝑁𝐺 𝑀𝑂𝑅𝑇𝐴𝐿𝑆."…

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"i'm not upset, shouto-kun," he laughed gently. he placed a hand on shouto's shoulder. it was warm, so warm that its heat sunk through the cotton fabric and raised a few goosebumps on his skin. "you don't have to apologize. you know, boyfriends usually share each other's clothes. it's not like, um, unusual or anything.""do they?" shouto muttered distractedly. izuku's eyes were especially pretty up close and his eyelashes were so curly. "interesting."izuku's smile broadened, and shouto was instantly winded by the sight of it."i think you look cute." he said, almost whispered, like he was sharing a secret."do i? i didn't know i was cute.""you're always cute, but you're especially cute right now. you look so tiny.""almost as tiny as you?"izuku huffed. "hush, you."in which shouto reclaims his identity through self care.…

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taehyung took a quick sip of his tea. yoongi's eyes followed the slow bob of his adam's apple. "what's your name?"taehyung startled a bit. "oh? me-no, of course its me-you can, you can call me, um-""i'm sorry if that's too forward," yoongi breathed. "i'm a stranger. i get it if you don't want to tell me personal info about yourself."taehyung blinked. yoongi's mouth stretched too far to the right, like he was trying to unfold a smile. it was uncomfortable to watch. "i'm taehyung," he offered, mostly because yoongi's mouth was not a piece of laundry. "you can call me tae."yoongi hummed. "tae."he spoke his name like it was a revelation. or in which textbook tortured artist, kim taehyung, just wants a full night's rest and min yoongi just wants someone to touch him like he's human. between the two of them, they figure it out.…

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what if this is salvation and you are my god?…

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"will i ever be the first priority? will i ever be the most important person to anyone," cobalt dye soaked the porcelain pale flesh of harry's pinched cheeks, splattering in aching drops of agonized tears on the fabric of draco's slytherin sweater. his heart burned at the sight of his defeated eyes, weathered into weary abalone gray. "if i can't love them the way they want me to? if i'm...broken?"draco pressed a chaste kiss to his forehead, and carefully, with rosy fingers and touches that turned to butterflies, brushed away his stringy midnight hair. it occurred to him, sitting there with his arms around harry's small shoulders, and painting pretty patterns upon his skin to soothe the deep rooted pain, that harry was his best friend.his very best friend. and he loved him, just as truly as anyone else, even if their hearts didn't beat to the same rhythm. he and harry were special in the best of ways. they were gorgeous. "you're not broken harry. you are beautiful and valid and deserve to feel both loved and safe," he whispered to him under the shadow of the deep azure night tinged with blackness, his words falling in soft petals upon harry's skin. "and you have me. until every last star in the galaxy dies, you have me. and i love you," a sly, playfully suggestive wink left harry giggling against his shoulder. and draco's heart just swelled."platonically of course."•harry potter fanfic•ace/aro harry•platonic drarry•triggering topics…

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yoongi never thought he'd be the type to willingly play host to a lost kid. maybe it was because his cheeks were stained a deep, hurting cobalt, soaked through with his tears, and yet his russet orbs so heartbreakingly lifeless.maybe it was because he was shivering in nothing but poorly sewn together rags, his fingers tearing at his structure as the lingering heat he'd carried with him from wherever he had come from slowly, painfully slipped away.or maybe it was because he was a runaway. a smart boy, desperate enough to leave his only place for shelter and brave the cold of the world all alone, with nothing except the clothes on his back, and that voice of his, locked somewhere inside of him. maybe it was because jungkook reminded him of himself. alone, scared, and hopelessly broken.or maybe it was because he was cute.and yoongi was a sucker for cute things.…

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Sometimes my voice dies in my throat, buries itself beneath waves of crippling suffocation, burns itself out as cold hands tear at my laced skin. I have smiled while my eyes have cried and pleaded, my wrists numb, my lips wobbling and blue, and stars escaping this dark night that I'm trapped in. I long for a darkness that gives way to light. But I do feel the warmth of petals gathering and scattering in my cold bones, and imagine the touch and the sweetness of a kiss, and my heart rises to the surface of this sea and finds a sky painted by passing artists remaining far above our heads. I'm breathing out all the words I've kept locked under the pages of my breaking mind. And by doing so, I'm going to heal.TRIGGER WARNINGS: depression, anxiety, self harm, suicidal thoughts, OCD, panic attacks…

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In which a selectively mute boy with a traumatic past is looked after by the cheerful nephew of his late caretaker."You're here. With me. And I'll keep you safe. Seohyun sent me to you, and she gifted me with you. And you've got me. You feel me?"Yoongi's eyes were tender. And he was nodding, skimming his fingertips over his skin as though to further prove it. "You feel me? I'm right here. You feel me, and I'm real."A tiny curve lifted at the corner of his pink lips. A tiny, barely there smile. Not much.But better than nothing. And Jimin continued, holding Yoongi's shoulders with desperation. "Yoongi, I'm your flower. And I'm here, and real. Your flower."TRIGGER WARNINGS: PTSD, depression, anxiety, panic attacks, trauma, mentions of abuse…

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"I'm s-scared Y-Yoongi h-hyung...""It's okay to be scared, I'm right here, and I'm not going to ever leave you. I'll protect you, okay?""T-thank y-you h-hyung..."In which Jimin has mistaken pain for love and Yoongi wants to show him what it feels like to truly be wanted.TRIGGER WARNINGS: Verbally abusive relationship, depression, anxiety, self harm…

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"I will never leave you." He promised, and through his tears, Jimin smiled, even if he didn't entirely believe it.We'll travel through snow, together we goTRIGGER WARNINGS: depression, anxiety, attempted suicide…

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A collection of one shots about two of my favorite people, Dan Howell and Phil Lester. I take requests. While there might be some angst in a few of these they will ALWAYS HAVE HAPPY ENDINGS. While I do ship them and they are my OTP I completely respect them and their privacy. I would never force Phan on them and I don't approve of those who do. It's their life and they should be free to do whatever they want without feeling pressured or being attacked. Their friendship is beautiful and platonic or romantic, their relationship will always be beautiful to me.TRIGGER WARNING: depression, self harm, anxiety, panic attacks…