The hostess led Cross and Ranieri through the busy restaurant, and Matt tracked their movements as they weaved between tables, the scent of their mingled colognes getting stronger as they came closer to his and Calina's corner. He had a brief moment of concern that Cross was headed straight for them - that somehow Cross had discovered that Matt was looking into him, and had come here to confront him-

But then Cross paused at the table behind Matt to greet the couple seated there. Cross obviously knew them well, launching into a recap of his golf game from that morning and laughing with the couple about the new wait staff at the country club. Cross was in his slightly smarmy, exuberant, rich-guy mode - a persona that Matt had started calling his 'politician guise'. It was a far cry from the real Cross - the cold sociopathic monster who enjoyed torturing people - and the falsity of it grated on Matt.

After a few moments of inane chatter, Cross and Ranieri moved on, heading for the back of the restaurant where the VIP section resided, separated from the rest of the public by a locked door.

"Will you be able to hear what's going on in there?" Calina asked quietly.

Matt shook his head. "I doubt it. There's soundproofing in the walls."

"Soundproofing? In an already private room? That just screams shady, doesn't it?"

"Yeah. I'm going to have to get closer - I can only pick up indistinct murmurs from here."

"While you do that, I'll contact Anya."

"Anya? Why?"

"Because I think Ranieri's presence here ties everything together."

———

After the initial shock of seeing Ranieri wore off, Calina realised that it shouldn't have been a shock at all. It made complete sense. "We always suspected that the man behind the fear pheromone was the one who activated me to kill Governor Benson."

Matt nodded. "In order to guarantee the supply of Arsonium for the pheromone."

"Right. Aminev was the Red Room employee who dosed me for that assassination attempt, and Anya mentioned that she'd found his name in Ranieri's laptop - Ranieri was looking for him after he defected from Volkov's group. I'm guessing he found him - either he sent Aminev to Cross, knowing that he'd pay through the nose for a Black Widow to control, or Aminev told Ranieri about Cross."

"Either way, Ranieri's obviously decided to get into bed with another sociopath looking for power."

"We need to find out what he's telling Cross about the Widows and Volkov's work."

Matt nodded again, looking grim. "Agreed." He gave Calina a quick kiss on the cheek and set off to do just that.

Calina watched Matt head for the restroom two doors down from the private VIP room, and hoped he'd be able to hear what Cross and Ranieri were up to from there.

Because this whole thing was giving her a really bad feeling.

The moment she'd set eyes on Ranieri, a pit of anxiety had opened up in her gut. It was the collision of her two worlds - her present with Matt, and her past with the Widows - and she knew it could only portend disaster for the future. Cross was powerful enough as it was, with all his wealth and influence and the fear pheromone he was using to blackmail key figures in the city. Add in mind-control serum or another Black Widow assassin to that mix and he could very possibly take over the world.

Calina grabbed her phone from her purse and sent off a message to Anya, updating her about Cross' involvement in the serum, and the unexpected appearance of Ranieri. She'd call the other Widow later and give her more details, but she knew Anya would be intrigued enough by her quick missive to start digging and confirm Calina's theory.

Meanwhile...she'd wait.

She was used to it. So many of her past missions were exercises in patience. In biding her time watching her marks, and waiting for the right moment to strike. But back then there were no idle thoughts to distract her, and definitely no fears or worries for her partner on the job.

This felt different. Her head was spinning with worry for what this new complication meant. And worry for Matt, who was becoming obsessed with taking down Cross.

Luckily, she didn't have to wait - and worry - for long. Ten minutes later, Matt emerged from his stake-out in the restroom and made his way back to her.

She smiled at him - an almost involuntary reflex now whenever she saw him. She'd asked him once, if he could sense that. They'd been lying in bed, her head on his chest, his fingers trailing up and down her bare back as they filled each other in on their day. "I caught my reflection in the window today when you walked in," she'd told him, recounting the moment he'd met her at the coffee shop around the corner from his office. "I was smiling like an idiot, for all the world to see."

"Is that a bad thing?" he'd replied.

"No, just strange. Considering the way I was raised."

"Well I like that you smile like an idiot when you see me."

She laughed. Then tilted her head up to look at him. "But can you tell? When you walk into a room, can you sense that I'm smiling at you?"

He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, then brushed his thumb over her lips. "I don't need to sense these move to know you're happy to see me. I know in other ways."

She'd spent the rest of the night trying to elicit what those 'other ways' were, using all her feminine tricks and wiles to cajole the secret from him, but he didn't budge.

At this moment though, if he sensed she was happy to see him, he didn't let on. There was no smile on his face as he approached their table. In fact, there was a stiffness to his gait that wasn't there before, and his stubbled jaw was clenched.

"Everything okay?" she asked.

He shook his head. "I need to go. They're leaving through a back entrance, and I don't want to lose this chance to find out what they're up to."

"Okay. I'll see you at home later. Be careful."

She went to put her hand on his, where it rested on his cane, but he pulled away from her touch. "I need to go," he repeated, and strode for the door.

The bad feeling in Calina's gut grew stronger.

And it didn't let up over the next several hours, as Matt followed Cross and Ranieri all over the city, and she was left to pace his living room floor alone.

He eventually returned as dawn was starting to break across the sky. Calina was napping on the couch, exhaustion and worry leading to a fretful, interrupted sleep. As his key turned in the door, she sat upright and called out. "Matt, are you okay?"

He didn't look okay. He trudged into the living room, footfalls heavy and slow, and collapsed on to the chair opposite her. His 5 o'clock shadow had darkened into scruff and the suit he'd worn to dinner last night was rumpled and creased. He rubbed his hands over his face then massaged his temples, as if fighting off a headache.

"Matt," she said again, softer this time. "What happened?"

"Nothing. Hours and hours of fucking nothing."

"What do you mean?"

Matt sighed and let his head fall back against the chair. "I caught up with Cross and Ranieri after they left the restaurant, and tailed them to a club on the upper east side - an exclusive members-only club that was harder for me to get into than fucking Fort Knox."

"But you managed right? I mean, you're Daredevil, a few locked doors are nothing to you," she tried to make her comment light, to help counteract the air of anger and frustration that seemed to simmer beneath Matt's weary state.

It didn't work. Matt just continued to recap his night in the same flat, bitter tone. "I eventually managed to find a way on to the roof that wasn't guarded by a camera or security guard, but I couldn't hear anything of use - it was too loud and packed with other people to make out Cross and Ranieri's conversation. They left the club after a couple of hours, and split up. I followed Ranieri to the Waldorf, but he went straight to his room. He didn't meet up with anyone else."

Calina did the math in her head, and realised that several hours were still unaccounted for in Matt's story. He never came home for his Daredevil suit to go out patrolling...so what did he do instead?

"Then what?" she asked.

"What do you mean?"

"You've been gone practically all night, Matt."

Matt sat forward, dangled his hands between his legs and stared at the floor. "I needed to think."

Calina swallowed, suddenly more worried than she'd been all night. Matt's voice as he said those words...his whole demeanour...

Something was really wrong.

"What did you need to think about?"

Matt clasped his hands together and squeezed until his flesh went white. He opened his mouth, then closed it again, as if hesitating to answer.

"Matt, what's going on?"

He took a deep breath and lifted his head in her direction. "Does the name 'Eliise' mean anything to you?"

Calina frowned, thrown by the unexpected question. Then the blood drained from her face as she realised how he would have heard that name. "It was my alias in Italy, when I was going after Ranieri. He recognised me in the restaurant, didn't he?"

"Oh, yeah. Turns out you were really fucking memorable. I mean, he was a little disappointed you'd changed your hair and weren't showing as much leg as before, but he took great delight in describing his night with you to Cross."

Calina exhaled in relief, glad her real identity as a Widow hadn't been blown. "So he was bragging to look like a big shot in front of his new associate, so what?"

"It wasn't baseless bragging. He was regaling Cross in lurid detail about all the ways he'd fucked you. And he wasn't lying. I could practically feel his heartbeat through that bathroom wall, and he believed every single word of what he said."

"Wait...are you saying you think I slept with him? That I had sex with him in Italy behind your back?"

"He wasn't lying, Calina," Matt repeated, through clenched teeth.

"Neither was I! I told you exactly what happened during that mission!"

"Like you told me exactly what happened to the man you killed across the hall?"

Calina reeled back, as if the words were a physical blow. "So I'm always going to be a liar in your eyes, is that it? Despite the fact that I've been honest and open with you every single day since then? Despite the fact that you claim to love me? Doesn't that afford me the benefit of the doubt at the very least!?"

Matt jumped to his feet. "Yes! Of course it does! That's why I've been wrestling with this all night! I couldn't reconcile what you told me with-"

"With what Ranieri said? You believed a complete stranger over me?"

"No, not blindly. But you're asking me to ignore everything my senses are telling me-"

"Yes! Because your senses aren't infallible, Matt. All of your goddam trust issues stem from the fact that you've been lied to again and again by the people you're close to, which means you can't always tell when someone's being honest!"

"So now you're throwing my past back at me? I just want the truth, Calina! What happened in Italy?"

Calina didn't answer. Instead, she grabbed her cell from the coffee table and dialled a number.

"What are you doing?" Matt asked, as the sound of the phone ringing filled the air between them.

"Well, you obviously won't believe anything I tell you, so I'm getting someone impartial to give you the truth."

At that moment, Anya picked up the phone, sounding wide awake despite the hour. "Calina? I've been looking into this Cross and Ranieri thing, and I may have found something. They-"

"Not now, Anya," Calina interrupted. "I need you to speak to Matt."

"Okay...about what?"

"Tell him about Italy. About the serum I injected Ranieri with - and what it does."

"Um, it's a modified sedative. Designed to render a mark unconscious while also allowing for hypnotic suggestions to be implanted."

"And what suggestions did you implant while Ranieri was unconscious?" Calina asked.

"That, um, you had sex with him."

"Did I actually have sex with him?"

"No! Of course not. Calina, what's this about? What's-"

"I'll tell you later." Calina hung up the phone and looked at Matt. He stood with his hands on his hips, head bowed. "Satisfied?"

At Calina's question, he lifted his head. Shook it once. "Calina, I'm sorry-"

"I don't give a shit." She shoved her phone in her pocket, grabbed her purse and stalked towards the door.

Matt caught her hand before she could yank it open. "Wait, don't leave. We need to talk about this. I'm so sorry for-"

"For what? For doubting me? Not trusting me? Or for thinking I'm the kind of person who would cheat on you, and lie to your face about it?"

"Callie-"

"No. I can't deal with this right now. I need to go."

"Go? Go where? Please don't disappear on me again."

"Right now, I'm going to my apartment across the hall to get some sleep. Don't follow me. Don't call me."

Matt squeezed her hand. Brought it to his lips and pressed a desperate kiss to the back of it. "Please, sweetheart-"

"No. I need some space, Matt. Just let me go."

"I don't think I can ever let you go, sweetheart," Matt whispered against her skin. "But I'll give you some space." He dropped her hand and stepped to the side.

Calina walked through the door and didn't look back.

———

Matt hit the punching bag with all his strength, the smack of flesh meeting leather creating a satisfying sound that rang out in the empty gym.

The pain that came a moment later was satisfying in a different way.

Matt had foregone the hand wraps and gloves for a reason. He'd come straight to Fogwell's after the fight with Calina, wanting to take out all his anger and frustration on the training equipment...and wanting to punish himself in the process.

He couldn't believe how thoroughly he'd fucked things up tonight.

No, that was wrong. He could believe it. It was one of his core personality traits, after all: the ability to sabotage every good thing in his life.

Like his relationship with Karen. He'd fucked that up because he couldn't stay away from the toxic pull of Elektra. He'd fucked up his career and his friendship with Foggy because he couldn't find the right balance between Matt Murdock and Daredevil.

He really thought he'd turned a corner this year. He'd mended the rift with Foggy, found friendship again with Karen, and had rebuilt the law firm with their help...but now he'd gone and fucked everything up with Calina. Because he couldn't trust her.

No, that was wrong too. He couldn't trust his trust in her.

Because he knew that she hadn't lied to him about Italy. He knew she wasn't the type of person who could be unfaithful. He knew there must be some explanation for why Ranieri believed the things that he did.

As soon as he'd heard the smarmy Italian telling Cross about 'Eliise', Matt had shook his head in disbelief. He knew it must be Calina he was referring to - the timing and location of the encounter fit with the Widow's mission, and he seemed so sure he recognised Calina, despite the change in her appearance - but Matt couldn't believe the story he was spinning about them sleeping together. He didn't believe it. He knew that it had to be a lie, despite what his senses were telling him.

But as the night wore on, and he had little to do but sit on a cold, concrete rooftop as Cross and Ranieri's conversation was lost to the din of the nightclub below, insidious thoughts started to creep into Matt's mind.

What if...?

What if Calina had lied to him? She'd done it before, after all. She'd kept the secret of her identity for months. She'd killed people, and kept that from him.

What if sleeping with Ranieri was vital to her mission to take down Volkov? He knew how strong and overwhelming the Widows' drive for freedom had been. They would have stopped at nothing to get out from under Volkov's thumb. Would Calina have stopped at sleeping with a mark? She'd done that before in the past, as well...

Matt had hated the thoughts as they'd formed in his head. He'd screwed his eyes shut and pulled at the strands of his hair, as if he could physically banish them. He didn't like that even a tiny part of him could think so ill of the woman he loved.

But he couldn't seem to shake those thoughts. They took root over the course of the night, and he spent hours walking the streets of Hell's Kitchen, wrestling with them. Trying to conquer them with the truths that he was sure of: Calina was a good person. She'd vowed to be honest with him. She loved him, and wouldn't betray him.

But those wretched, malignant doubts just wouldn't go away.

And look where they'd gotten him - pummelling his fists bloody and raw because he'd hurt Calina. Because he'd ruined things between them.

Why couldn't he have trusted his initial instinct that Ranieri was lying?

Why couldn't he have trusted his belief in Calina?

Matt yelled in frustration as he hit the bag so hard it swung away from him, a wordless shout of anger and pain that echoed off the crumbling walls of the gym. He caught the bag as it came back, and rested his forehead against the leather, panting with exertion. Warm blood trickled from the split skin over his knuckles, and he could feel the burn of inflammation in his shoulder where he must have pulled a muscle.

But the pain didn't help. The self-flagellation wasn't lessening any of his guilt.

And he was at real risk of doing damage to himself that wouldn't heal with an icepack and a few bandages. He scoffed at the irony as he cleaned off the blood from his hands and the sweat from his brow. He never used to worry about himself in that way. Not before Calina. Not before he started to see a future for himself, with her.

He just didn't know if that future existed now.

———

Calina couldn't sleep.

She wasn't surprised. Sleep had never come easily to her in this new post-Widow's life. Not unless she was next to Matt...

Matt.

She sighed and rolled on to her back, staring vacantly at the ceiling over her bed. She wished she could cry or yell or hit something to get rid of this...numbness...that she felt. She'd left his apartment in a hurry, feeling like she was on the verge of breaking down, but when she reached her own bedroom just moments later, a wave of had numbness descended, until she was left like this - feeling empty, detached from her own emotions.

As if they were too big, too devastating to bear, and her mind was protecting her from them.

Or maybe it just meant that she was done. That she knew it was over between her and Matt, and her pragmatic side had decided that there was no point in wallowing in grief and pain over the loss.

No. The thought of it really and truly being over between her and Matt caused a sharp stab of pain through her heart.

A response at last.

Because she loved him.

Which was its own curse. Because it meant that she knew him. She knew his past and the way it had shaped who he was today. She knew why he'd reacted the way he had tonight...and a small part of her even sympathised with his struggle to believe her.

Hence, the curse. She should be allowed to be angry. To feel betrayed by his doubts. To hate him as much as she loved him.

But instead she was...numb.

So numb, the sound of a knock at the door barely elicited a reaction, even though it was probably Matt ignoring her wishes. "I said I needed space, Matt," she called out as she dragged herself out of bed.

"We're not Matt, so open up," was the response.

Frowning, Calina opened the door to find Anya and Katya standing in the hall - along with a very unexpected addition. "What are you doing here so early?"

Anya pushed passed her into the living room. "After that weird phone call, we had to come and see what was happening."

Katya rolled her eyes. "Tactful, Anya. We're not just here out of curiosity. We came to see how you were. We figured you and Matt had an argument."

"Is that why you brought a dog?" Calina asked, pointing to the puppy in Katya's arms. "For comfort?"

"Comfort?"

"Yeah. I read that petting a dog lowers cortisol levels, and can boost dopamine and serotonin neurotransmitters in the brain."

Katya looked down at the squirming mass of fur in her arms. "That would have been a good idea, actually. But, no, we're dog-sitting Nika and didn't want to leave her in the house while everyone else is too pre-occupied with what's happening over Wakanda to watch her."

"Wait, whose dog is she? And what's happening in Wakanda?" Calina sat on the edge of the sofa and looked up at the Widows, glad there were a couple of mysteries to uncover that would take her mind off Matt.

Katya let the puppy down to explore and joined Calina on the couch. "She belongs to Yelena. She picked her up from the pound last week."

Calina smiled. "That's great. She said she always wanted a dog - I just thought she was planning to wait until all the Widows' stuff was sorted."

"Nope. She just decided that she'll still do all the 'Widows' stuff' and leave us to look after the dog while she's gone."

"Where is she now?"

"In Helsinki with Sonya. They're freeing Ana - do you remember her?"

Calina had the vague recollection of an older, blonde girl who was a couple of cohorts ahead of her in the Red Room. "Not really."

"Well, we found her in a mansion in the Finnish countryside, so Yelena flew out there last night."

"That's good that you guys found someone else."

"Speaking of finding something," Anya said. "I was looking into Cross and Ranieri like you asked-"

"That can wait until later," Katya interrupted. "Tell us what happened with Matt."

Calina groaned and sank back into the couch. The puppy took it as her cue to jump up on her lap. She managed the leap with no problem, and Calina could tell she was going to be big once she reached her true size. She looked like a cross between a husky and a German shepherd, and her fur was thick and soft when Calina sank her fingers into it. She continued to pet the dog as she explained the events of last night.

"So, thank you, Anya," she said at the end of the tale. "For being so thorough in your description of my fake sexcapade with Ranieri that he's never forgotten that night."

Anya winced. "Sorry."

Calina shook her head. "No, it's not your fault. This was probably always destined to happen - Matt finds it hard to trust people, and I have a history of lying to him. What's that phrase? 'Irreconcilable differences'?"

"I don't believe that," Katya said. "You're not irreconcilable. You'll get past this, just like your other..hurdles."

Calina laughed at the word 'hurdle', which felt like a massive understatement. "I'm not so sure this time." Her voice broke, and she could feel the barrier around her emotions start to break down, the numbness start to wear off, so she quickly changed the subject before the tears followed. "But enough about that. Tell me what you found, Anya."

Anya didn't have to be asked twice. She launched into a detailed explanation of how she searched Ranieri's emails and his entire internet footprint via a software program she'd designed which utilised AI...until Katya had to beg her to get to the point. "Please, just give us the bullet point summary!"

"Okay, fine. It turns out Ranieri and Cross were boarded together at the same school in Switzerland for a brief period - before Ranieri was expelled for drug use, and Cross' family emigrated to New York."

"So they've known each other all this time?" Calina asked.

Anya shrugged. "It's unclear how friendly they were for most of it, but their communications definitely increased over the past couple of years. It looks like Ranieri was hustling on the side with Cross. He liked being in league with Volkov, but he had no loyalty, and he wasn't as fanatical about the mission as Volkov was. He was in it for the money and power, and he saw no problem with stealing from Volkov to help him get in with another powerful man."

"So he was the one that sent Aminev to Cross. He basically gave his old school friend a Black Widow assassin," Katya added.

"That was the plan," Anya clarified. "But Aminev got greedy. He was supposed to just hand over the tech to Cross, but he set himself up as the middle-man instead, getting paid to control Calina on behalf of Cross. But he fucked that up and got himself killed instead."

"It's a wonder Cross trusted Ranieri after that," Calina mused. Cross didn't seem the type to suffer incompetence in his associates.

"It didn't matter. Ranieri had already done enough to secure his place in Cross' inner circle."

"How?" Calina asked.

"By giving him an old Red Room formulation. It had been superseded by the mind control serum, so Ranieri figured Volkov wouldn't notice when the last remaining vials went missing."

"What was the formulation?" Katya asked.

Calina had a sinking feeling she knew exactly what it was. "It was the fear pheromone, wasn't it?"

Anya nodded. "A rudimentary version compared to what's on the streets now. But yes."

"So it all started with Ranieri," Katya said, shaking her head in disbelief. "He gave Cross the idea of the fear pheromone, the basic formula to improve upon, and he even tried to guarantee his supply of the main ingredient - Arsonium Bromide - by giving him a Black Widow. That slimy, inbred piece of Italian trash started this whole thing."

"Well, technically, the Red Room started it all," Anya countered. "They came up with the fear pheromone in the first place."

Calina let out a bitter laugh. "Of course it all started with them. All the pain that Cross caused with his experiments to perfect the pheromone, all the lives he ruined and the people he killed...it all stems back to the Red Room. To us. This is our legacy."

Katya scowled at her. "What are you talking about? This isn't on us. This is on Dreykov, and Volkov and all those other assholes in the Red Room. Our legacy will be stopping Cross - we're going to help you and Matt take him down."

Calina nodded. She knew Katya was right. She and the other Widows were as much victims as those Cross had experimented on. They weren't culpable. She was just feeling extra resentful and scathing about her past and her association with the Red Room this morning.

For obvious reasons.

And she wasn't sure how she'd be able to work with Matt again on this, or anything else, but she appreciated her sisters' support. "Thanks, guys. For finding all this out, and for coming to check on me this morning. And for letting me pet the dog - I think it helped." She smoothed her hand over one floppy ear and scratched behind it. The puppy immediately rolled over and offered her stomach for extra pets. Calina laughed and complied.

"Speaking of the dog, why don't you come with us while we take her for a walk. Clear your head a bit."

Calina nodded. "Sounds good."

Some fresh air and a playful puppy sounded infinitely better than wallowing in her bed alone for the rest of the day.

———

As Matt left the gym, the sun was high in the sky and the working day was starting for his fellow New Yorkers. The traffic on the streets was growing, and the sound of shutters being raised on storefronts drowned out the chorus of birdsong.

Matt checked the time on his watch. He could head to the office...but he wasn't sure he was in the right head space for work this morning. And he didn't feel like going back to his apartment - not when Calina's absence would be palpable. Not when the air would still hold her scent - that would be more of a torment than a comfort right now.

So he walked. For hours. Aimlessly. Down tree-lined streets and across concrete avenues shaded by high rise buildings. He walked, concentrating on the feel of the ground beneath his feet and the steady beat of his heart, trying not to think about the fight with Calina. About how he could gain her forgiveness. About the possibility that he might never do so.

He walked...and eventually found himself outside Clinton church. For the second time in just over 24 hours.

God, had it only been a day?

Everything felt so different now. Not just in terms of the shock invasion from above, but the tumult in his own life. Yesterday he was planning to introduce his mother to the love of his life. Yesterday he felt such a sense of hope and optimism.

But now...

It was all gone.

"Matthew?"

Speaking of his mother...

"Maggie," he replied.

Something in his voice must have worried her. Or maybe she caught sight of the blood staining the bandages over his hands. Either way, she came rushing over. "What's wrong. What happened?" She took hold of his arm and guided him down the steps to the rectory attached to the church. He took a seat at the small kitchen table while she fussed over him, removing his bandages and cleaning his damaged skin with warm water.

It was strange. This church, the people in it - Maggie, Father Lantom - were the source of so much of the betrayal that had shaped him. And yet he still returned to it. Again and again.

Was it a form of masochism?

Or was he subconsciously searching for answers? For an explanation.

"Why did you do it?" he asked, his voice barely more than a whisper.

Maggie paused in the act of washing his wounds. "What?"

"Why did you let me believe I was all alone in the world?"

"Oh, Matthew." Maggie dropped the cloth she'd been using and took the seat next to him. "I- I was so young when I had you. And I was so confused. I thought I was betraying God-"

"I'm not talking about that," he bit out. "I know you were young. I know about the post partum depression. I don't blame you for any of that. I want to know about later. When my Dad died, afterwards, my whole life...you let me believe I was alone. You lied to me. Father Lantom lied to me. I- I just need to know why."

"Why are you asking this now? I thought you'd found it in your heart to forgive us."

Matt laughed. "So did I. And maybe I have forgiven you. But the damage was done regardless."

"What damage? You said everything you've been through led you to becoming Daredevil, and that you were content with that."

"With that part of my life, yes. But the rest of my life? No so much."

"What are you talking about. Tell me what happened."

Matt sprang up from the chair and poked a finger in his chest. "I happened! I fucked it all up with Calina, because I couldn't trust her. Because I couldn't banish these thoughts that she was lying to me. Betraying me. Because that's what I'm used to. That's what I expect from the people who claim to care about me, and its ruining my fucking life!"

Matt turned away and gripped the edges of the sink, head bowed, as he tried to get hold of his rage. He could feel Maggie approach, then tentatively lay a hand on his shoulder. He fought the urge to shrug off her comfort, but a part of him didn't want to undo all the progress they'd made together.

He didn't want to do or say something in anger that would ruin this relationship too. But he was just so goddam frustrated! He could feel years of resentment bubbling up to the surface.

Maggie must have sensed it, because she finally gave him the answers he craved. "When your father was alive," she said, in a faltering voice, "I convinced myself that coming to you, and telling you the truth would just hurt you. Confuse you too much. Then, after he died, I convinced my self that it would do more harm than good. Eventually...I realised the truth."

"Which was?"

"I'm a coward, Matthew. I was too scared to face you, and own up to the biggest mistake of my life. To save myself from that, I hurt you instead. And I'm so, so sorry for that." She pressed on his arm, getting him to turn and face her. When he did, she reached up to take his face in her hands. "But you, Matthew Murdock, are not a coward. You are the bravest man I've ever known. And the strongest. It takes both to be able to love someone - it isn't something that weak people do."

"I do love Calina. So much. But I just don't know how to give her that last little piece of my trust."

"My dear boy, that's where the courage comes into play. It's a leap of faith to give over your heart and your trust to someone else, never knowing for sure if they'll keep them safe. You just have to be brave and jump. I have a feeling that Calina won't squander those gifts."

"But will she trust me with her heart now? After the things I accused her of..."

"Only she can decide that. But you need to go and find out. Fight for her. Don't just hole yourself up hitting bags of sand - figure out a way to win her back instead."

Matt nodded. And then, because he was feeling so drained and emotional, and because she was standing so close, he gave in to the impulse to drop his head down to her shoulder. Maggie froze for a fraction of a second before wrapping her arms around him. He hooked one arm around her waist...and they were hugging.

His first ever hug from his mother.

He could feel in the slight tremble in her frame how much it meant to her. It meant just as much to him.

And he knew he needed to let it go. All of the resentment. All of the anger at her betrayal. Father Lantom's lies. Even Elektra and Stick's offences against him. Everything.

He needed to truly forgive and move on - for his sake, for Maggie's, and for Calina most of all.

Because he wanted to be a better man for her.

After a few long moments, he stepped away from the embrace. "Thanks Maggie. I, um, should get going, I guess."

"To Calina?" she asked, in a slightly bossy tone.

"Yes," he laughed. "To Calina."

"Good."

Matt stepped back out into the bright spring morning, feeling a renewed sense of hope. He wouldn't let things end with Calina this way. He wouldn't let things end at all. He loved her. And he knew she loved him. He just had to convince her to give him another chance.

And he was a lawyer - convincing people was one of the things he did best.

He set off back in the direction of this apartment, already mentally composing his speech to Calina. His grovelling, heartfelt and earnest declaration that would hopefully persuade her to take him back. In fact, he was concentrating so hard on what he would say to her, that he missed the first warning signs that something was wrong in the city.

Very, very wrong.

But then he heard the first scream. His head jerked up at the sound, trying to pinpoint the location. That's when another scream rang out, from a different direction. Then the sounds of multiple cars crashing all over the city. A plane going down in the distance...

And beneath all that noise, and chaos...a terrible, eerie silence was growing in the world. As if thousands of heartbeats and breaths and voices were just...disappearing. Being snuffed out at once.

That horrible absence grew and grew, and with it, Matt's fear. He started running, that same urge from yesterday overtaking him - the desperate need to get to Calina. He barrelled past other pedestrians on the street, those who were rooted in place, looking around in terror. He felt himself run through flakes of...something. Too warm to be snow. Too insubstantial to be leaves or bits of paper floating in the air. He didn't stop to figure it out, he just kept running.

Until suddenly, he started to feel...strange.

As if the ground was no longer beneath his feet. As if the air was no longer brushing against his skin. As if all his senses were dulled. He staggered to a halt, and grasped his chest, as if to reassure himself he was still...him. But his hand vanished before it could make contact.

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