Ray's pov

I get to my mum's house and I let myself in, I still have my keys.

She's in the living room watching late night shows.

"Hey mum."

She doesn't smile or return my greeting.

"Where's isa? And what's going on? What did you do?"

"Mum I messed up... Big time! Is she here?"

"Christ! What did you do I ask again... she's not here, if she was I wouldn't be asking you where she is, fool."

"Shit! Shit! Shit!"

I pace.

Now I'm shaking! I'm so scared. I don't know where she might be. I need to apologise and explain myself, I can't lose Isabelle, I'm selfish for thinking that way after basically breaking her trust and what we have or is it had now?

Christ! I'm such a mess...

My thoughts are interrupted.

"You fool!... Instead of standing there pacing back and forth wearing a hole in my carpet why don't you go find her. If you don't, don't bother coming back here cos I'll have your head! I can't believe you'll hurt such a sweet girl, and before you leave can you at least tell me what is going on?"

I tell my mum everything... Right now she's beyond pissed at me.

If she yells at me or insults me, hell even hit me, I'll appreciate it, all she's doing is glaring at me, she won't even talk to me.

She's heading upstairs to her room and when she's halfway up the stairs she turns and tells me calmly to make everything right.

That's not the problem here, cos I want to but I don't know how. I'm such an idiot! I'll just have to be patient till tomorrow. I know I won't be getting any sleep.

**NEXT DAY.**

I just got back to our state and I'm on my way to isabelle's apartment.

I know she won't let me in, but right now I don't mind camping outside her door.

I get to her apartment and ring the bell, I ring it again five more times.

I start knocking and banging her door.

"She's not home!... Now can you stop with the knocking?! Some of us are trying to rest here."

He says angrily.

"I'm sorry."

It's not a working day, so she's not at work.

My only option, well options are Nadia and Jess.

I think I'll start with Jess, Nadia still scares me.

Lord please let isabelle be alright... This should never have happened, I could have been home with isabelle in my arms right now, talking about our wedding and the baby! Shit the baby.

This is not good! I pray she forgives me.

I ring the doorbell and I hear Jess respond from inside.

"Coming!"

She opens the door and her smile fades to a deep scowl.

Shit!

"Hey Jess..."

"Don't you dare hey Jess me... What do you want here? If it's isa you're here to see, forget it she's not here."

With that said, she slams the door in my face... I deserve that, now to Nadias!

I'm dead meat.

I get to her door and before I finally ring her doorbell, I nervously pace infront of her door, thinking of what to say to her.

Here goes nothing.

I press the doorbell.

"I'm coming!"

She opens the door and the next thing she hits me, a very good punch.

I hear a crack sound, I think that's my nose, then comes the pain! Damn! It hurts like the devil.

"You have some nerve coming here!... Tell me was it worth it? I mean the whore was she worth it?, cos I hope she was... Don't come back here Ray, a broken nose will be the least of your worries don't try me!"

With that she slams the door.

I walk back to my car and sink into the seat, tilting my head back.

I need to get my nose checked.

Isa where are you?

I feel a tear roll down my cheek.

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