I Seem To Have This Problem With Hating Myself And Its Only Getting Worse As I Get Older And I Don't Know What The Hell To Do Like, Man If Only I Could Feel Safe And Happy In My Own Body But I Guess That May Never Ever Happen Because I'll Never Feel That Way, I Have Boobs And Boys Stare, My Legs Are Thick ((ITS NOT A GOD DAMN JOKE!)), I'm Chubby In The Middle, I HAVE A BOOTY ((I Get My Butt From My Lovely Auntie))
And I Hate It, I'm Very Idle And Dead, Broken, Sad, And Messed Up. And The Thing Is I'm Now The Middle Child Which Means I Ha e To Share My Moms Attention With My Five Year Old Sister And I Rarely Get Any And This Morning She Loved On Me And Said "Look At My Beautifu"l Girl" And I Was Really Happy And Then I Had To Walk To Walk To School And I Had To Sing And Listened To The Other Kids Things And Then I Started Walking Home And I Saw My Dad In His Car Said Hi And Walked To The House. ((Yay I'm Crying I'm A Crybaby Bitch!)) And My Mom Was Asleep STILL...., My Aunts Not Gonna Be Home For Awhile And I Have No One...., And Know I'm In My Room On My Bed Crying, Yay No One Who Really Care Is Here Yaaayy....., I'm Sorry Mom I Just Need Some  A T T E N T I O N. And  L O V E And Maybe MY MOM. ((I'm Just Gonna Leave That Song There))