CHAPTER 6 : My Feelings
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“I fell in love with you.
I don't know why,
I don't know how.
I just did.”
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POV : Jungkook
It's already two weeks since 'Kim Taehyung' entered the school. As I thought, he became famous in the whole school.
There were some main reasons :-
1. Looks.
2. Money.
3. Cheerful and sweet nature.
Every single girl in the school was going crazy for him. I don't care about anyone else. I just care about Ara.
She is my best friend. I have rights on her, of course.
I can't share what's mine.
Never. Ever.
Taehyung and Ara became friends, which I'm not liking much.
It's irritating.
Right now, we are walking towards the school.
Ara is walking beside me.
Today she is having her hair down.
She never keeps her hair down in school and I wondered why she did so today.
We already reached the school. Ara was keeping her things in locker and I was standing beside her, leaning against the lockers, checking out my phone.
From the corner of my eyes, I could see Taehyung coming towards us.
“Hey! Ara, you look so good today.” he smiled at her brightly.
“Oh! Thank you Taehyung.” she smiled back.
Excuse me.
'She looks good everyday, not just today.'
I secretly rolled my eyes at him.
I took my tie from my bag and handed it to Ara.
She took the tie and started doing what she does everything.
Taehyung looked at us, frowning a little.
“You don't know how to make a tie?” he asked with confusion.
“Nope.” I replied shortly without looking at him.
“See... I told you to learn making a tie.” She said teasing me.
“I don't need to. I have you.”
I said trying to look at Taehyung so that he understands that 'she belongs to me'.
I saw Taehyung from the corner of my eyes and.... he was smiling, brightly.
“You both look so cute.” he said smiling.
I paused.
I looked at him properly. He was genuine.
'Maybe he is not that bad, how much I thought.'
Before anyone could say anything, the bell ringed.
All the students started moving to classes, including us.
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Days were passing so fast. I started understanding that Taehyung was a good person. But, still... whenever they both were together, it triggered my mind and heart both.
It was impossible to avoid their friendship. They were getting more close to each other day-by-day.
It was not like Ara started ignoring me. There was no change in our friendship. She still cared for me.
But still, I was getting an uneasy feeling. It felt like something was going to happen, which will change my life.
It was Sunday I went to Ara's house for some hangout.
When I walked out my house, I saw Ara standing outside her house, like she was ready to go somewhere.
She was wearing a grey hoodie with black denim and her hair down.
I walked towards her.
“Hey! Ara, where are you going?”
I asked her with curiosity.
“Oh! Jungkook, actually I'm going to meet Taehyung.” she said while side hugging me, as a gesture of greeting.
“Taehyung?” I asked with confusion written all over my face.
“Well, Yeah! Gotta go to library for some books, and later on, maybe some coffee.”
She said, checking her stuffs in her purse.
“But—” I said, but she interrupted me.
“I'm sorry Jungkook, I didn't told you about this earlier. I'll meet you after coming back. Ok? Bye.”
She said with disappointment and patted my back, before walking towards her destination.
I just saw her walking away.
'Is it some sort of..... Date?'
'No.. No... It's just a friendly hang out... right? They are going to library.'
I fighted against my negative thoughts and walked back home.
I am feeling terrible.
I don't know what to do.
I can't handle this anymore.
I decided that I'm going to confess her... soon .... It doesn't matter how she responds.
I just want her to know about my feelings.
It's enough.
'I'll tell her.'
*****
Just one month was left till the finals, and Ara was back to study mode.
I prepared myself for confessing my feelings to her. I talked to mirror for several hours, trying different style of confessions.
Sometimes, it felt like I should give up. But, then again, my feelings are not letting me stop.
'I'm gonna confess her.'
I looked at myself in the mirror and thought that.
It's Friday evening around 5:00 p.m. I ringed the doorbell of Ara's house.
I was nervous as hell and my hands were sweating.
Mrs. Min appeared at the door. I greeted her and she smile greeting back. I entered the house. I walked towards the stairs but a voice halted my movements.
“Jungkook?” Mr. Min said.
“Good evening, Mr. Min.” I greeted him, bowing a little.
“Good evening, son.” he greeted back with a smile.
“Well, Ara is not home,” he said.
“Oh! Then, where is she?” I asked him gently.
“She went out with her friend. What's his name? Uhm... Jungkook, he is your new classmate.” Mrs. Min said while walking towards me and trying hard to remember 'his' name.
“Kim Taehyung?” I asked with curiosity, hoping that it should not be Taehyung.
“Yeah... Kim Taehyung.” She said confirming my doubt.
“Well, you can waiting upstairs.”
Mr. Min said keeping his hand on my shoulder, smiling.
“No, It's ok. Can you tell her that I came?” I asked, politely.
“Sure, Jungkook.” Mrs. Min replied.
I bid my 'thank you' to them and walked out of there.
I quickly entered my room as soon as I stepped into the house.
I've noticed Taehyung, looking at Ara everytime, from last few days.
He looks at her with so much admiration.
He admires her.
No. He likes her.
He is gonna confess her today.
I can feel it.
Please, it should not happen that way.
Please. No.
I'm too afraid to lose her.
'Too afraid.'
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