Why do you say the things you do

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!

Why do you push people away

And ignore every good thing they do?

What gives you the right

To stab them with knives

Just because you're hurting

It's not the end of their lives.

What makes you think

You can pick up the gun

What gives you the right

To block out the sun?!

Why can't you see

They just want to help you

Why must you always

Think that fact is untrue?

What gives you the right

To end your life

Do you think you're the only one

Who's ever felt this knife

Who do you think you are

To take the easy way out

Giving up on yourself

Instead of letting them shout

What GIVES you the RIGHT

To say you can't take anymore

Don't you dare lie there

Get up off the floor

I know you can

Why can't you see it

Juts 'cause you're broken

Don't mean you can't fit

Don't you DARE give up on us

I refuse to die with you

Put down that gun

You know the shot you will rue

For sea's sakes

Don't give up

Who do you think you are

Tipping this cup?

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!

I'm screaming at the face in the mirror

Everything's wrong

And nothings getting clearer.

I watch my own eyes

As they look out and dilate

I stare into my own face

And only see hate

Don't you DARE

You can't want to be dead

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE

I put the gun to my head

I scream back at me

YES I DO

DON'T TELL ME I DON'T

I LIVE IN HERE, TOO!

Take your foot off the gas

Turn away from this cliff

Don't do this you hear

Don't open this rift!

But I am not hearing me

How can I believe

You're just the voice in my head

You never leave

You build me up

And break me down

I'm insane don't you know

And you're just a frown

That's not true Tess don't say that

I'm a big part of you

You can't end us both

Someone'll come to the rescue

Who do you think you are

With that gun in your hand

Put it down!

Is her harsh demand.

But I just stare into the mirror

The gun hard against

My temple

I feel so fenced

And I'll never get free

Unless I take the shot

Let the bullet rip through me

I don't know how to not

Put myself through this

Why do I bloody do this?!

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!

Living as if you're the scar?!

But you're not

So get over it

Don't you DARE pull that trigger

This isn't the remnant

Please Tess don't do this

Her please go unheard,

How can I believe

My own broken word?

I'm nothing

She knows that

Still she glares out

But I won't tip my hat

I can't take anymore

WHO ARE YOU TO SAY THAT?!

I can't! Don't you see

I'm alone, NO YOU HAVE ME

Bur I dont

You're just the voice in my head

The thing that makes me crazy

You'll be gone if I'm dead

Just go away

And leave me in peace

Let me rest at last

In euphoric release

NO DON'T YOU DARE

YOU CAN'T DO THIS-

The voice in my head

gone when the pain hits

Only a second

And I am gone too

My last thought is to wonder

If her arguments were true.