I feel like there's a wall between me and everyone else;
Like somehow I can't really connect with them properly.
Even my family and closest friends,
There's still walls there.
For a while, I didn't feel like there was any wall between me and you;
I trusted you and felt totally comfortable,
I could talk to you about anything at all.
But now there's a wall there again,
And now I don't have anyone who isn't blocked by a wall.
Some people have thinner walls blocking them,
But any wall at all is still a pain.
I want to be able to feel close to someone
Without a dumb hecking wall in the way.