So it's true.
You and her really are....
You......
You...

You two really are what I thought you would be
What I only just was able to convince myself that you weren't
Of course the truth came to stab me in the chest
You've found someone else
A girl you're fond of
And who's also quite fond of you
Of course
Didn't I know this would happen?
Didn't I already know?

I should've known...

Of course
My life only gets worse around each corner
But why am I upset? I knew this would happen
Didn't I?
Shouldn't I have been prepared for this?

Shouldn't I already be over it?

Shouldn't I be over you by now?
You're not mine anymore
It's been months since you left me
But now it feels like you've left me even more, if that's even possible
All I've wanted for the longest time is to be loved by you
But now
You love another
Why should this concern me? It's none of my business
It's none of my business
This doesn't concern me
I shouldn't care

It's so weird though
To think that you'll be texting another girl in the middle of the night
You'll be lusting for another girl
You'll want to see another girl at lunch and after school every day
You'll be kissing another girl
That makes me feel sick
I'd rather die than go to school and see you with her
I'd rather die
I'd rather die than see your uncaring scowl one more time
I'd rather die than walk by the art room one more time and see you two together
I'd rather
Fucking
DIE
Than live
Through one
More
Day
Of this