It's so painful; it's very clear
I'm still hopelessly in love with him.
Every time he catches my eyes, I fall,
Slain by the sword of his charm.

I could like another, but I could never love them
The way I love the boy who once was my lover.
It's stupid, really, that I still feel this way;
Haven't I told myself to forget about him?
Haven't I been avoiding him in the halls
And scowling in disgust whenever I happen to see him?
I thought I was going to let him go;
I thought I was better than this...

But now I can't stop seeing those eyes,
Those eyes that used to gaze lovingly into mine
But now barely skim my face;
Those beautiful dark eyes that make me feel so helpless.

Now I can't help but glance at him constantly,
Despite my recent resolve to avoid seeing him at all.
I need to get back to avoiding him;
I already know I have no more chances with him.

No more looking at him.
He is only making things more difficult.
How do I get him out of my life?