He's so lovable and perfect, but he makes me so upset.
He raised me up and made me feel alive, but he smashed my life to bits.
He's so beautiful, but seeing him makes me want to cry.
I want to hold him tenderly, but I also want to punch him.

I can't hide from the fact that I still love him,
But it's become too clear that he's never going to want me again.
Nothing I do will change that.
So I have to get over it.
I can't see myself ever not loving him,
But for now I'll have to ignore my feelings.