I've started feeling better since yesterday afternoon.
Not so depressed and anxious.
I'm still stressed about things, of course, but despite that,
I'm feeling better about things now.
But I'm still haunted.
And I'm scared.
I'm scared because whenever I start to feel better,
Something always happens that makes everything even worse than it was before.
And I honestly don't know if I could survive
If things get worse than they've been for the past month.
I'm feeling better,
But I'm freaking terrified
Of what's to come.
Will I ever be free from this?