(Sorry that it's been so long guys, with school starting back up and my phone going on the fritz I haven't really had much time ^^'Thank you all for your great support~ I love you guys~)

(Izaya's POV)
I continued to hug Shizu-chan gently as tears fell from my eyes. Thank God he's okay! I can't believe I almost lost him! It was the most miserable 9 hours of my entire life! I almost killed my sweet monster. I pet his blonde hair gently.
"How do you feel?" I whispered, remembering his problem with loud noise at the moment.
He shifted his position a bit. "Eh... Still have a damn headache and my chest hurts kinda but I'm okay..." He replied.
"He's still receiving large doses of Morphine so he doesn't feel the pain in his chest. I did fix his injuries but it'll still be quite painful in the healing process." Shinra chimed in grimly.
I nodded. "Can I take him home or should he stay here a while? "
"He should definitely stay here for a while... It'll be rough getting him off the morphine and I'd rather be able to observe his healing process considering how vital the heart is." Shinra replied.
I still can't believe that I nearly killed my Shizu-chan. What would I have done if he did die? If I had killed him? If I could never mess with him or love him ever again? Tears came to my eyes again as I asked myself these questions.
"Izaya... Don't cry damn it..." Shizu-chan demanded while wiping my tears roughly. I smiled as the tears still came.
"Thanks..." I felt blush illuminate my cheeks. How could he still love me when I almost killed him? How? I hugged him gently. He ruffled my hair.
"Flea." He stated simply.
Shinra seemed to be panicking. "Ah... Izaya... Be very careful...." He worried.
"Yeah; I know." I stated.