(Izaya's POV)
I know that we had only consciencely been friends with him for 2 weeks but I didn't think that he would act this way. Sure; I don't know anything about him but for a friend... He sure doesn't seem to like me much. Sometimes he liked me. Sometimes not. I have had some flashes of memories again. Little of them make sense but some do. I suddenly remembered this moment where Shizuo kissed me. My eyes grew wide.
"Sh-Shizuo?" I asked before he groaned. "Uh...sorry... But... I just... Remembered something." I told him. His eyes grew wide and then dimmed.
"What?" He asked.
"Y-You... Kissed me." I told him. His face turned a bright shade of red.
"You're confused..." He insisted. I raised an eyebrow.
"You're lying again." I sighed. I got on top of him.
"Why?! Why don't you want me to know?" I asked through tears that were clouding my vision. "I know it happened! I remembered! And with it I remembered how I felt! I felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest, my face got hot.... My entire body heated up and it was unlike anything I ever felt before. It was a rush... An addictable rush that you want to feel again and again! I couldn't make it up! I couldn't make up how warm it was... How gentle.... How soft... I remember!" His eyes grew wide Anne his face flushed even redder. At first he began to come closer to my face and I thought he was going to kiss me again. My heart pounded. Maybe pupils dilated. My breath sped up. He stopped right before he came to my lips. His eyes grew wide again. He backed up quickly and began laughing hysterically.
"What?" I asked. I felt embarrassed of myself as his laughter got louder.
"That rush you felt wasn't what you thought!" He told me. "The rush was anger... It must've been anger!! Damn Izaya!" He yelled. My face got hotter before I decided to come close to his face again.
"No! You're wrong! You're wrong! I know it!" I told him while tears filled my eyes again.
He laughed again which made me mad. I kinda wanted to punch 'im in the face.
"You don't remember anything. How could you possibly know?!" He told me while pinning me to the wall. On the last part he almost sounded as if he was crying.
"I feel it in my heart!" I told him while putting my hand on my chest. He chuckled.
"Okay." He told me. I knew he didn't believe me but it didn't matter as long as he pretended to.
"W-Why... Why'd you kiss me?" I asked. Shizuo sighed.
"Because." He answered. "Don't ask."He told me. "You want the rush?" He asked while coming close to my face. I nodded eagerly. He came in and kissed me passionately. The feeling... Was the best thing ever. Just the all of my memories flooded back to me. After he broke the kiss I smiled at him devilishly.
"Shizu-chan."