I closed my front door and sighed as I kicked off my shoes. I made my way upstairs and collapsed on my bed. I was absolutely exhausted after work. I managed to barely finish all the paperwork Jack gave me in time. At least Jack was acting a little nicer towards me.

I pulled out my phone to check the time. 5:20pm flashed on my screen. That meant I had 40 minutes until I was going to be picked up.

I lay on my bed for a few seconds until the silence got to loud. I sat up and looked around. The room almost felt plain and boring. I pulled out my phone again. 5:21pm. 

"Fuck," I said quietly.

Unlocking my phone, I decided to play some music. I connected it to my bluetooth speaker on my desk and got dressed into something more casual and folded the borrowed clothes into a small pile. After getting changed, I shifted through my pile of notebooks sprawled out on my desk, finding the one I was searching for. The plain blue A4 notebook had the word "Lyrics" written largely in black. Little stars were drawn all over the cover surrounding the word. It had been a while since I had last picked up this book and wrote in it. 

I begun writing lyrics to a new song. the scratching of pencil on paper filled the room along with inspiring music from my favourite boy band - BTS. I got so lost in writing down my thoughts that I barely heard my alarm going off. 

I snapped out of my daze and swiped to turn off my alarm. I quickly sprayed some cologne on my neck, chest and inner wrists before I grabbed the borrowed clothes and walked down the stairs.

As I exited my house I saw a fancy car pull up. I quickly locked my door and rushed over to the car. I hopped in the back seat and sighed deeply. The car started to move as soon as I buckled in.  

The driver turned the volume of the radio up slightly so the silence wasn't completely suffocating. I tuned out the talking as I pulled out my phone.

Bailey: On my way :)

I waited a minute, but when no reply came through I locked my phone. I looked out the window and sighed once again. Suddenly I heard a familiar name being mentioned on the radio.

"You our listener's have requested we play BTS's newest album so much, that we've decided to make a small dedicated section daily for their songs that will go for 30 minutes. What's the best part about it, you may ask? Ad free!" The radio announce said as he played a cheering sound effect.

I smiled as I listened. Thoughts and images of one certain member floated around in my head.

"Catch this new section everyday at 1pm. Until then enjoy one of my personal favourites; Save Me. I'll see you all tomorrow, same time, have a good day folks. Bye," the announces voice faded off as the music slowly grew louder.

I closed my eyes as I listened. The music video floating on the inside of my eyelids as if I was watching the YouTube clip.

After the song ended I tuned out again. I left my eyes close. I was exhausted if I am being honest. I hope I can cheer up when I see him.

Soon the car slowly came to a stop. I opened my eyes and found I was at the main entrance of the hotel. The driver reached into the glove box and pulled out a hotel key card. He passed it over to me without turning his head. I grabbed it and the borrowed clothes.

"Thank you," I said just before closing the door.

The second the door closed, the car drove away. I sighed and entered the hotel. I went to the elevator. Luckily I was the only one going up so I put the card in and pressed the top floor. The ride up was quiet. I quickly checked my hair in the mirror. I tried to smile at myself, but I just can't. Oh god. Please let him cheer me up.

The elevator doors opened. I stepped out in to the same corridor. I quickly went to the door in front of me and unlocked it.

When I walked in, the place was empty. It felt so cold and empty compared to the noisy and cheerful environment I experienced when I first walked in yesterday. I looked around before walking up the hallway until I got to Yoongi and Jin's room. I placed the borrowed clothes down neatly before turning around and leaving the room. I went back out and decided to sit on the couch just passed the dining table.

I sat down and sighed. I closed my eyes. I just couldn't resist. I was so tired. I tried to resist falling asleep, but in the end my little power nap drew me further into the soft cushions on the couch. Before I knew it I had slowly drifted in to dreamland.