"Yeah I was thinking of wearing that. What do you think?"

My best friend laughed so loud that I had to move my phone away from my ear.

"Bro do you want me to come around. Have you lost your mind? You can't wear that!" Alex responded.

"Ah fine but hurry up! I'm a mess and I don't won't to be late!" I said before hanging up on her.

I paced around my room. Alex lived only a block away so she would be here any second. I wore my comfortable briefs and that's all I had on. I had what I was planning on wearing to the meet and greet laid out on my bed. But Alex obviously she hates my choice. She probably didn't want me to embarrass myself in front of my idols.

I had been the biggest fan of a K-pop boy group called BTS for many years and today I was finally meeting them for the first time. I had picked out small gifts for each of the members and I had a special card for my Bias.

My heart sped up in my chest as I sat down on the edge of my bed thinking about him. I thought of his perfect face structure. I thought about his perfect eyes. I thought about his perfect smile.

I was in la la land until I heard a knock at my door.

"Okay," Alex walked in. "Cool. Cool. Cool."

She walked over to my closet and picked up a couple of shirts.

"Stand over here in front of the mirror," she instructed.

I stood in front of the mirror and Alex held the different shirts to my chest one at a time. She threw all of them apart from two on the ground. She than proceeded to dig through my pile of pants. She held up different ones and compared them with the two shirts she picked out. I looked at my watch and sighed.

"You almost done Alex?" I asked, starting to get nervous about being late.

"Go put this on."

She threw a black pair of skinny jeans and my black shirt that had the writing "Suga 93" on the back.

I smirked at her choice and went into my bathroom to put on the outfit. I looked in the mirror and ran my hands down my shirt.

I wished I looked thinner but it can't be helped right now. I left the bathroom and did a quick spin for Alex. She handed me my black and white converse shoes.

"It looks... fine. But it's missing something..." Alex said as she started rummaging through my small earring pile. "Ah!"

Alex came over and handed me a earring with a small hoop that goes through my ear and three even smaller hoops hanging off that hoop. Classic BTS jewelry that I've collected over the years.

Alex looked me up and down. I felt so self conscious. If I was feeling this way in front of my best friend, how was I going to feel in front of my idols?

"Relax babe. You look great," Alex reassured while pulling me into a hug.

"Thank you so much Alex. What would I do without you?"

I let go of her and checked myself out in the mirror one last time. I took in a deep breath.

"Okay. Let's do this Alex," I said as I grabbed my bag of gifts for the members and the keys to my car.