Sometimes you wish you could ask your coach to get in and swim what you just swum when they say that it was too slow.

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Fun fact: my coach lets me do fly w my fins on (to check what I'm capable of) and I was doing fly and on the weekend at training (after a test set where I'm pretty sure I did v v shit) and I did 10 sec over what I could do heheheh whoops and he bollocked me. Another fun fact: I don't like being called lazy. Heheh sorry Ray that I'm an A student keeping up studies plus guitar and training everyday of the week.

I get where he's coming from and he's just doing his job. And as much as I hate to admit it, he is right. I was being extremely lazy because I was dreading the session. Ugh hope he doesn't ignore me because he saw me muttering in the pool.

Also I'm super close to nationals for fly so I'm not sure what I'm complaining about. Moral of the story kids: your coach doesn't give a fuck if you cry or mutter. You're literally just a source of income.

Lovely to think about, ain't it?

(I'm feeling incredibly guilty for trash talking him under my breath, hopefully he'll still acknowledge me tomorrow morning)