Warning- this is going to be slightly passive aggressive I think sort of??? Also I think I swear thrice sorry I'm getting really ---- with this gimme a minute.

Two things I found out today:

I can't wear fluffin' fox ears without being called a furry [I don't know much about furries and there's probably nothing wrong with that but I was just really anxious about being called a furry for wearing fox ears to school and even though they were joking two friends did and yeah it didn't really help]. Also, the fox ears are actually headphones so.

I care about Twenty One Pilots a lot. So there's a thing they're doing called Shootin the Moo which is a competition for people to enter three original photographs and if you win you get two tickets to Groovin the Moo [music festival they're playing at] and you get to take pictures of tøp from the photographer's pit and you get a consultation with the official festival photographer and you get to meet tøp. Now, the thing is you have to be 16 to enter, and I am a smol bean so I can't enter and that got me really sad and frustrated. Then I realised my sister could enter and I told myself I was going to be nice and I told her it was on and now she's entering and I started crying because she might get to meet them before me and I've got this thing and I've never really had an identity that isn't anything to do with her and when I started getting into music that was my identity but she fucking likes the same music sort of and then she hated tøp so that was my identity and then she fucking goes and gets into tøp and I'm back to square one and so the fact she might get to meet them first [only if she wins but she's a pretty good photographer so ??] really isn't sitting well with me and I feel like a dick but it hurts??

Basically anyone in Sydney or Canberra [cause there's a winner for each venue] go enter so she doesn't win, I'm just going to be an asshole, pls?