Author's Note
Hey guys, Silent_Musician here! Well, that was all of the songs I have listened to... Wow that was short. Anyways... That's all I'll be writing, and I hope you didn't cry. I know I did. Maybe in the future I'll add a couple more songs, but I'll make sure to do an 'Author's Note' and say something. Ya know, interact a bit and all that. Okay, so this is something I wanted to say since I've started writing this. I hope you don't just scroll down because this is really important. Guys...
This is my first book ever.
Sure, I've started a book before, and unpublished it because I just didn't have any more inspiration and I just...
To all the people out there that did read that (I think there was about... 15 of ya'll...? I don't know. Numbers really don't matter to me) so-called book of mine, I am really sorry. I just... I don't know. My mind's all over the place and while I'm writing one story, I'm thinking about 500 other books I could start, so yeah, I have ideas, but nothing's made it's way out of an idea into an actual book, except 'The Badass Nerd', which I unpublished.
But that wasn't what I was going to say.
But I'm really sorry about that book.
Okay, so... *coughs*
Guys.
What I've been trying to say is...
I am depressed right now.
Not a lot, but I am.
So I just... I dunno. Put this one out there, because I wanted to. I don't want other people to become depressed because of me, but I have to throw my thoughts out there.
I love you people, even though I'm writing to you for the first time.
For me it would be the worst thing of all if you now became depressed and think you were worthless, and you were irrelevant.
This is a part of why I actually created a Wattpad account.
Not only to read all your awesome and amazing works, but to write to someone I don't really know, and I could tell them my thoughts without feeling insecure or akward after.
And to write to make people happy and so that can they enjoy something I'm actually good at.
If this made you think the most awful things about yourself, don't.
You aren't worthless.
You are beautiful, amazing, awesome, strong, kind and beautiful in every way.
If it weren't for your works, and all your effort, I think I'd probably be suicidal, or wouldn't believe in true love and in happiness.
Like this, with your help, I've stayed the child I've always been deep down.
I love you.
Heck, because of you I love everything.
I just wanted you to know you are that special to me.
Oh God, I'm crying again.
I am an emotional person. Very emotional.
So, I don't want you to feel bad, or broken, or anything like that.
I want you to know that there's someone out there who cares.
Don't let anything get you down.
You are... You are...
I don't have the word to describe you.
Maybe is should expand my vocabulary.
Heh.
So that's all. *Sniff*
Also, maybe I'll put my thoughts here from time to time.
Who knows.
...
You're all special.
Thank you for that.
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