I needed to.

Now please scream at me to do my homework.

Anyways, TYSM FOR ALL THE VIEWS AND SUPPORTTT

And I just wanted to make you sad again so here we go-

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Kakashi didn't have the best childhood.

Lightning struck as he stared at his father's de- unconscious body on the ground with wide eyes-

He dropped on his knees, clutching his father's hand.

"O-Otou-san?"

There was no response. "O-Otou-san....wake....up...?"

"O-Otou-san....you're just....sleeping.....right...?" 

He felt his father's wrist for a pulse.

His lips trembled, his eyes wide in horror.

"Otou....san?"

A choked cry escaped his lips.

He thought he was all alone.

"S-Sorry....I'm late again! An old lady asked for my help and I had to stop and help her..."

"Stop making up excuses, Obito. You are a shinobi and you should always arrive on time."

"S-Shut up, Bakashi!!"

"Now, now, please don't start another argument..."

"Well, shall we start training then?"

"Hai, Minato-sensei!"

Being with them....he actually felt.....nice...?

It was warm and all.

Love?

He didn't know, but he didn't want to admit that he liked it.

A shinobi must never act on their personal feelings.

"Obito!!"

"It's alright....Kakashi.....it doesn't look like...I can make it..."

Should they....?

He didn't....he didn't even know now.

What should he do?

What can he do?

Nothing.

Nothing at all.

He entrusted Rin to him.

"Ka...kashi...."

But he keeps messing up.

Uneven breaths escaped his lips as he clutched his hand tight, dropping on his knees as he sobbed non stop.

"Won't...It won't....it won't come off..."

Right there and then, he swore he would never let a comrade die again.

Even if it cost his own life.

He stared at the graves of Minato Namikaze and Kushina Uzumaki.

Then back at their one and only son who was sleeping peacefully in his arms.

Naruto Uzumaki.

He slid down the wall he was leaning against as tears flowed down his face.

"Those who break the rules are scum....but those who abandon their comrades are worse than scum!"

He swore to protect his friends.

"It's alright...Kakashi...it doesn't look like I'm going to make it..."

Obito.

"Ka...kashi...."

Rin.

And now....his sensei, too had...

He gently played with Naruto's almost non-existent hair.

But now...he will protect his sensei's legacy.

Naruto Uzumaki.

With his own life, till the very end.

Kakashi wasn't angry.

He wasn't mad.

He was enraged.

How dare they, how DARE they hurt Naruto?

As much as he wanted to strangle those that hurt the little blonde then and there, he had to keep control over his emotions.

If he killed them.....the only one who would get hurt is Naruto.

Those stupid civilians, they would only blame him.

And so...he decided it would be better to watch him from the shadows.

He sat by the window sill, staring at Itachi ruffled Naruto's hair and left the room.

He smiled.

Itachi was a kind person.

It would be better for Naruto to be with someone like him instead of himself, 'Cold Blooded Kakashi' as they call.

Kakashi couldn't believe it when he heard it.

The Uchiha massacre.

Itachi survived.

He was the one who massacred his own clan.

"You do not have the rights to just keep sealing his memories away, Hokage-sama!"

"Kakashi...it would be best for Naruto to forget everything about Itachi."

"But still..."

He knew.

He knew it was the best for Naruto.

Fists clenching as Naruto screamed out in pain as his memories were sealed by Hiruzen, he turned away with shaded eyes.

What did Naruto ever do to receive such pain.

Itachi...why?

Naruto....

That bright smile.

It reminded him so much of....

His very own genin team.

Team 7.

He smiled slightly.

Team 7.....

He had just become a jonin sensei like Minato sensei.

His team....

reminded him so much of his own.

"Oii!! Teme!! Stop dragging the team down!!"

"You're the one who's dragging the team down, dobe! All those mistakes of yours are slowing down our missions!"

"Naruto!! Stop fighting with Sasuke-kun!"

"Ehh!!??!? WHat about him!? He was shouting at me too!!"

"Hmph!"

Kakashi smiled as he looked back down to his book.

The similarities....

He won't let a tragedy like his own repeat with the next generation again.

Never.

His very own student, Sasuke Uchiha.

Had gone rogue.

With Naruto being blamed for it.

He tried, he really tried.

He tried to resist choking those bastard and stabbing them repeatedly to death.

But it still happened.

His sharingan shone in the dark as blood was splattered all over him.

What....had he done?

What monster was he?

No...this was for the sake of Naruto.

He had to do it.

But what good did it do?

His heart just shattered into millions of pieces when he saw the civilians blaming Naruto for the missing cases.

It was his fault.

His fault his fault his fault, ALL HIS FAULT.

Then...it happened.

Naruto snapped.

He killed ten civilians and the Inuzuka clan head's son.

He could only watch as Naruto was dragged into T&I.

Not for Interrogation.

For torture.

And to be executed.

And this...everything, all that happened to Naruto.

It was all.....

All his fault.

A kunai pointed to his own neck.

A smile on his face.

He tried.

He really tried to endure it.

But he couldn't bear with it anymore.

Just as the kunai pierced his skin, a kick was sent to his back from behind making him drop his kunai on the floor as his dead eyes stared up at the figure's.

"Kakashi...."

"Leave me alone....Guy."

It took a lot of speaking and convincing, but Kakashi finally gave it up.

He broke down.

Choked sobbing and tears flowing down his face as the genins and his jonin comrades comforted him.

He realized he wasn't alone.

It took three years.

Three years, but Sasuke finally came back.

With information worth more than anything.

Naruto....

Naruto was alive.

He cried in happiness the whole night just knowing that.

He didn't care.

He will meet Naruto again, he must.

He'll love the blonde with all he can.

He'll hug him tight in his arms and never let go.

He'll never let him get hurt again.

But it was too late.

Naruto couldn't be hurt.

He was already.....

Kakashi stared at Naruto who was laughing with blood trickling down his head, chained up in T&I.

He was already gone.

Torn.

Broken beyond repair.

Then purple eyes shone.

He knew he had no choice, and he knew it was the best for Naruto.

Lightning crackled in his hands.

Piercing through his own student's chest.

He dropped on his knees.

His expression....so peaceful.

He brushed the blonde's hair gently with his fingers almost in a soothing manner.

He clutched his student's katana.

At least....he was in peace now.

So much had happened.

He just wanted some rest.

He raised up his katana.

Blood splattered onto the floor.

"KAKASHI-SENSEI!!!!"

"Ne, ANBU-san. What's your name? You almost never talk."

"......Inu."

"No, I meant, your real name!"

"It's....I can't tell you...."

"But why can Itachi-nii say his and you can't~"

"*sigh* It's....Kakashi. Kakashi Hatake."

"Ohh, Kakashi! Then I can call you Kakashi-nii, right?"

"....I guess so."

"YATTAA!!!"

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So, how was it?

:'D

I cried while writing this idk

I should go back to doing my homework now