Kathleen's pov :

Can I tell you what is the most difficult thing when you find the father of your child, after four years of not even knowing his name? Wait, does that make me a slut? No, probably not, anyway. It's the hardest thing to decide how to tell your son.
He's four, whatever I tell him to take for granted, but as a mother, I feel like kicking my ass that I've never tried to talk to Brian about his father before.
I don't know if it's a fucking fateful joke or if human nature is some kind of comedy that the one from above is having fun staring. But at least once a year, one of us sits down and says to himself - Damn, if I confuse my life a little more, it will look like an Easter egg!
That's what I'm doing right now. I sit and read a message from Aiden inviting me to a date and wondering. Am I really that crazy? Now, what's wrong with me? One of my two brain cells dropped the luggage and died suddenly, while the other was stretching the moment I sat on the toilet and forgot what I was doing there!
Summary, I need it, because my otherwise quiet life is like a theatrical comedy with actors from Sesame Street and I seemed to be the Biscuit Monster! Aiden and I signed the contract, we even managed to find a clinic that didn't blow the trumpet that the general managers of two huge construction companies probably had a child, and didn't even know each other until two weeks ago.
Aiden turned out to be a flirt, using every opportunity to try to sneak into my panties, or steal a kiss, like seventh grade, the big break.
I, on the other hand, behaved like the ice queen. Well, I like him, I told Nick that our little adventure was a one-off, and Aiden assured me that he had ended his relationship with Linda, the woman who was his mistress. So far so good, but the one falling from the eighth floor said so when he got to the second, didn't he?
Aiden insisted that we try to have a relationship, that I wouldn't graze the tomatoes with the stakes, so that I wouldn't notice that he was using my desire to meet Brian and him to get me back in bed? Hello, darling, I may have grown up in a pot, but I was looking out the window! As much as I wanted to ruin him by fucking, if possible almost every night, until I was sure he really intended to pay attention and the relationship with his son would not brighten him. The two hadn't met yet, that's what I really wanted. Why? Simply to annoy Aiden. You have no idea how short his stick is. But once the results came out, in three days, I wouldn't be able to keep him aside. Still, I wasn't convinced that he really wanted to be a father. Maybe I should let them spend some time together, and Aiden would feel what it was like to have a child around him.Nooo, that wouldn't be fun, would it? I'll skewer it a little more!

Aiden's pov :

"I don't understand why she still refuses to let me in with the little one, did she suggest we meet?" "Man, if we knew what women thought, we probably wouldn't love them that much!" Davis was a friend of mine from university. One of the few married acquaintances of mine.
If you need advice for women, you go to someone who is married, right? Davis must be my salvation. Kathleen hadn't answered my message since yesterday!
Have you ever wondered how often you use both voice and mind expressions like "Damn it" and "For God's sake"? For example, in almost every thought, and right now I'm thinking, why the hell do I want this woman at all! Contrary to what you all think, we who are supposed to be on top, with a wonderful income, a comfortable life and many opportunities, we are no different from any other person. Except you throw up more expensive whiskey and all the donkeys are on the front page of a tabloid with the headline "...... again on an adventure" or "....... seen cheating on ..." And us fly like the American flag in space.Not all rich men are blaboy bastards who jump from woman to woman like bees in the spring, and not all women get married because of men's greater wealth. Or at least my acquaintances, although in fairy tales they are great players. Look, Clint's mouth knows a lot, but he wouldn't cheat on Amanda. Maybe that's what I want, and that's why I try so hard for Kathleen. On the other hand, there are those like Dylan, whose longest relationship is with a pair of shoes. But even he doesn't cheat. Not that it's hard to abstain for a month or two, but again, it's kind of a principle. I really want that. A quiet life, a smiling woman who doesn't mind us having a little fun from time to time. And if it was going to be complete with a child, sooner or later, I would also want children. And despite my desires, it is very difficult to change my life just like that. But I don't think much of it, too much thinking is never good. At least that's what my experience is.
And probably at the moment I'm more guided by the desires of my cock, who knows, but once I get to ask for advice for a relationship, then subconsciously I want it. Yes, men can be complicated too. And the most difficult thing in my life right now is, first, the balls hurt me from wanting to fuck Kathleen, and second, I was really starting to like the idea of being a father. No matter what the DNA test showed. Am I in a hurry? Yes, damn it, I've obviously fucked her twice, although I only remember one, and I tried to remember, but I want more! Do I want to be a father? Of course I want, even if it changes my life, who I really like, by the way, but maybe it would have been even better if I had a real goal to move forward, an incentive or whatever you want to call it. If Brian is really my son, and the more I think about him, the more I start to think I don't really need the test to be sure, then from now on, I'll make sure he has a real father like I had my own.
I'm tired, I'm really tired. The last two weeks have been the hardest in my life. I fell for a woman who turned my world upside down, I turned out to be a father, and on top of everything, I push myself between the slaps, changing my own desires, for the sake of a boy and his mother. How did I become such a masochist?
"Aiden, do you really want all this?" I nodded. Although it was something that might be strange, but it scared me, I wanted it. In recent years, I had begun to feel a kind of swelling. Maybe that's why I only stayed with Linda for so long, she was the thing that diversified my life with her taste in games.
"Okay, you know she's going to crush you, right?" "What do you mean?" "Aiden, having a relationship with your child's mother is not like just having a girlfriend. It's much more responsible. You can't get angry and just turn around and leave like you used to.""I suppose so." "You have to be willing to compromise a lot and be confident in your feelings for her, otherwise it doesn't make sense. You better give up and just be her friend and her son's father." what does he mean? That in order to have a relationship with Kathleen, it must be more than sex and desire?
"I've known her for two weeks, Davis, what the fuck are you talking about?" I hate when Davis looks at me like I'm a lost puppy and he feels sorry for me! "You have to find out for yourself, my friend" ha, why am I not surprised. Ever since he got married, he has been talking like his wife. Listen to your heart, think only positively and the sun will rise on your street, start thinking about the future! There is no woman who realizes that even if she is not around, the training she applies to her husband is still active! Hell, here's what awaits me! Davis is right, did I really want that? I'm exaggerating, a few memorized lines don't change my essence, do they? I'm really not sure about that anymore. When you are with someone for so long, does he change you or do you change yourself to be with him? Aish, this will drive me crazy! What do I really want? Nonsense, I know what I want, I just don't know if I'm willing to make so many sacrifices to get it.
If I understood correctly what Davis tried to explain to me, the main thing I have to part with is freedom as a bachelor. It's not a problem, I'm not a womanizer, I like going out with friends, but it's unlikely to be a problem for Kathleen. Yes, I finally got entangled in my own thoughts and desires. What a surprise, huh?