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What is happening? Where is Jungkook?

"Jungkook!?" I then yelled and.. a warm and tall figure wrapped its arms around me from behind. 

"I'm right here." He said soothingly. 

I didn't notice I was crying until a sniffle took me by surprise. 

"Why are you crying?" Jungkook asked and turned me around to look at my face. 

"Look at me." He said softly and I looked up at him. His brows were furrowing in worry of my sudden tears.

"I don't know actually." I said and laughed a bit. It was stupid. Why was I even crying? I would never stop loving the Jungkook of my dreams.

He chuckled and wiped a tear from my cheek, followed up by him pulling me in for a long and comforting hug that made me feel much loved. A few kisses were planted on the top of my head as I dug my head deeper into his chest, enjoying every sense of him.

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It was really hard for me to restrain myself and not scream to their songs as they performed their second concert on the tour. It would be unprofessional and completely embarrassing to be fangirling backstage surrounded by their staff. I survived mostly by just humming to the songs and then a few times joining their choreography. 

They went off stage for the last time this evening and I was ready to give them a comforting hug every each of them. I knew how the ending of a concert could get them kinda blue and I didn't want that. 

Jhope was the first one getting backstage and I welcomed him with a big hug. Some of the other's joined the hug and it turned into a group hug with Yoongi forced in the hug by Jhope.

The boys headed further backstage and I especially noticed Jungkook as he glowered over his shoulder. The way he smirked before turning his head to the boys in front of him and disappeared behind a door made me dazed. I was so preoccupied looking at Jungkook that I didn't notice I was now left alone with Jimin.

"What were you looking at." Jimin questioned always inquisitive. 

"What do you mean?" I laughed, avoiding the answer. 

Jimin stepped closer and made me take a few steps back until I hit the unnecessary pole. My breath deepened as he put his arms on the pole, making me trapped between that and him just like after the fan meeting. 

"What are you doing?" I whispered, scared of what was gonna happen next.

Is he gonna kiss me? Do I want him to kiss me?

"What do you mean?" He questioned just as I did a minute ago, but his voice more intense.

"Do you want me to move?" He moved closer and whispered in my ear, giving me goosebumps. 

My lips trembled and no words were able to leave them.

"Answer me." He said softly. 

He moved away from my ear, but further than a few inches from my face and made it impossible for me not to look into his eyes. His one hand slid down my arm. I glanced at his lips worried of getting lost in his eyes if I kept looking at them. 

"I.. I-" I started, but was shut up by his lips on mine and his hand on my arm making its way to cup my cheek. His other hand moved to my waist and pulled my body closer to his. 

Every noice around us silenced and all that was filling my head was the feeling of his soft and plump lips on mine. But...did I enjoy it?

"I hate when people don't answer me." He said as he moved away. 

I was looking at the ground smiling and trying to comprehend what had happened. 

Why did he kiss me? Does he like me?

His hand moved to my chin, bringing it up to see my face. He chuckled and ran a hand through his hair. 

"Why are you laughing." I said confused by his chuckle. 

"Nothing." He shrugged.

"You should go out and have fun with me tonight." He added.

"I'm not really up for drinking." I lied. I was sure in the need of a shot or two after this. 

Jimin laughed, "Not that kind of fun, do you wanna go to a nearby amusement park?" 

"You can't go to an amusement park." I said and imagined all the screaming fans that would jump on him.

"Yes I can. Come one, don't be boring." He pushed.

I would love to go with you Park Jimin... but isn't this going a bit too fast?

I ignored my thoughts and forced a smile, "Okay, we'll go."

"And you're sure you won't get too hot in that?" I laughed.

"I've been hot all my life." 

"You're dumb." I said and nudged the boy in a long jacket with a hood covering the cap on his head and a mask, making it impossible to see his expression. 

"Oo we have to try that one!" I exclaimed excitedly as I saw a ride just for me and pulled Jimin with me into the line.

"I'll go grab us something to drink." Jimin said as we got off another ride. 

I pouted, but let him go knowing that not everyone is as into wild rides as I am. 

While Jimin was getting us something to drink a guy approached me and kindly introduced himself. I introduced myself to him too and he was really nice. Back in my hometown no one ever approached me to talk. The feeling of being seen was surprisingly kinda nice as I had always been the girl nobody wanted to talk to. I couldn't help but think of Soomin as she was my first real friend in a long time.

"Who's this guy." Jimin said from behind me, a pitch deeper than his usual voice. 

I turned around and introduced Jimin to the nice guy in front of me.

"This is Sangwoo." I said and smiled at Sangwoo who returned the smile.

"Okay Sangwoo... you can go now." Jimin said. I nudged him at his impoliteness.

"I'm sorry about him." I turned around and told Sangwoo. I reckon Jimin was unpleased with me apologizing and put his arm around me and pulled me into him. 

"It's okay, if you want here's my number." Sangwoo handed me a paper, bowed and left.

"Hey!" I exclaimed as Jimin grabbed the paper from my hands and teared it apart.

"Calm down Jimin, I can talk to other people." I said annoyed and shook out of Jimin's hold around me.

"You don't need his number!" Jimin answered also annoyed. I rolled my eyes and turned around to leave, but he grabbed my arm. As I turned back around I was surprised by him looking at me with big eyes.

"I just.. did you see how he was looking at you?" He said calmer than before and pouting. I furrowed my brows.

"I just don't want others to look at you like that." He almost sighed. His sentence made my heart flutter.

Jimin likes me

I pulled down his mask to be able to see his whole face and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

"Don't worry about that." I assured him and made his lips curve into a smile.

Do I like him?