"What will happen when this is over?" I sighed.

"When what is over?" Jimin questioned and pulled me into him.

I was laying on a couch in the makeup room just before their last concert and thought about things as Jimin entered the room. He laid down next to me and snuggled into me. The warm feeling of his body next to mine was soothing itself.

"The concert Jimin." I unintentionally snarled and added, "I'm sorry."

"Don't worry about it." He said and snuggled his head into my neck, "What's gonna happen is gonna happen. We'll have to wait and see." He uttered.

His words made no sense in my head. 'we'll have to wait and see'. I can't wait!

"What about us?" I said after a short silence.

"What about us?" Jimin questioned stupidly. He lifted himself on his elbow to look down at me.

"I mean like, you're a celebrity and I'm... I'm me." I sighed, looking to the side, not able to look in his eyes, "We can't be together." I said.

Jimin put his index to my chin, lifting my head and eyes to look at him, "And who says that?" He smirked.

"The world." I sighed, still in despair.

A short, but nice silence hit as Jimin tugged some hair behind my ear and cupped my cheek. I sighed and let my head sink into his hand, looking up at his eyes again.

"I won't let you go." He assured and I teared up a bit, "I promise." He added and a slight smile made its way to my face.

"There's that smile I adore." He said teasingly and I hid my face in his chest, enjoying the chuckle from his lips that somehow made my worries disappear for a short moment.

"Jimin? Stage in 10 minutes!" Someone shouted from the hallway outside the door.

Jimin got up from the couch and checked himself in the mirror before turning around, "I'll see you afterwards." He said and hurried out the room.

Searching through my bag for some body spray, I found something else. A Cooky headband I had worn to the first concert. I sat on the floor with the hairband in my hand, contemplating whether to put it on or leave it in the bag.

"I'd like the Cooky one please." I said eagerly to the woman in the stand.

I bought it and put it on immediately. Jeosu laughed at my excitement, while Anna and Hyungi got in line to buy one too. Jeosu gave them a judging look.

"What?" They both said from behind the queue.

"You said you were too broke to buy any of that." Jeosu said directed at Anna.

"And you have so much stuff already." She added this time directed to Hyungi.

Hyungi and Anna ignored her and I couldn't help but laugh as Jeosu caved in and got in line with them.

Ugh, I miss those girls.

I sat down on the floor, leaning against a wall, enjoying the last live concert from not only my idols, but now also my friends. I had left the Cooky headband, not wanting Jimin or Jungkook to cause a scene or something. I knew Jungkook would get too stuck up about it and Jimin would probably get jealous.

Looking at the boys, knowing that I would soon leave them made me feel down.

"Cheers." Jhope said and we all raised our glasses.

Downing the shot of soju made my stomach whirl.

"What? Already drunk?" Jin asked and handed me another shot.

"Shut up Jin." I rolled my eyes at him and downed yet another shot.

"Why didn't you bring Jimin?" Jin then asked.

I looked around, even though I already knew it was only Hobi, Jin, Yoongi and I in the room.

"Why would I?" I replied, scrunching my nose afterwards by the aftertaste of the soju.

"I think he likes you." He continued.

"Think? I know it." Jhope added.

Him and Jin made eye contact and started laughing.

"Do you like him?" Yoongi then asked.

I'm not sure..

"Hellooo?" Jin said, waving a hand in front of my eyes as I was spacing out.

"Huh?" I said, shaking my head.

"Do you like him or not?" Jin replied unamused by my slow sense of comprehension.

"What? Jungkook?" I said.

"Jungkook!?" Jhope exclaimed.

"What about him?" I said.

"YOU mentioned him, not me." He said.

"You're drunk I think." I told Jhope

"So do you like him or not?" Jin repeated himself.

All eyes were planted on me, but my head was spinning making it look like a lot more than just six.

"Like who?" I said.

"Waa." Jin planted his hand on his forehead as Yoongi also covered his face in his hands and Jhope was on the floor laughing.

I leant backwards onto the floor too, resting my drowsy body.

"Let's take a picture!" Jhope said as the first thing after he finished laughing and got up to grab a polaroid camera from his bag.

"You always have one of those with you don't you?" I spoke as I sat straight up again.

"He does." Yoongi and Jin said simultaneously.

"Are you ready?" Jhope said as he got ready to take a selfie.

I moved a bit away, not to ruin their polaroid.

"Haru move in." Jin said annoyed.

"Really?" I said, a big smile growing on my face.

"What do you mean really?" Jhope said.

They really want ME to be in one of their photos? Like the ones they always take together? They want me in it!?

"Nothing!!" I said eagerly and moved into the frame.

"Okay one last shot." Yoongi said after the picture was taken and the flashlight had blinded me.

"One last." We all yelled and toasted.

I had seen the selfie of the four of us lay on Hobi's nightstand once when I went to his room. My heart fluttered as I realized that I may also have meant something to Hobi. A tear dropped from my cheek onto the floor.

I'll miss this

"Why are you all crying like little babies?" I mocked the boys as they entered the room, eyes red from crying.

"Shut up Haru." Taehyung said, clearly not amused being mocked by me.

Jimin went to me and gave me a hug. While hugging I looked around. Jungkook was already on his phone, Tae, Namjoon and Hobi were dabbing their puffy eyes with cotton pads while Jin and Yoongi weren't crying, but already eating some of the food on the table.

Jimin pulled away from the hug, looking into my eyes. I laughed at him and dried a tear from his cheek.

"Don't cry Jiminah." I giggled.

"I'm not." He denied and went to eat some food.

They're such babies.. and I love it