Jessica's POV:

For the past few days, I have been completely drained and just worn out as I just sat here, thinking about everything. Evan was away for a couple of weeks as I tried to distract myself from the feelings I had. My kids were also working and everyone was just busy with their own lives.

I felt like my old life was coming back to me, the one where I was a single woman with three children and a role here and there. I felt as if some things never change, but now, I'm a married woman and my husband was on business, but I'm here alone again, in my own thoughts.

"What will help me distract myself from this unbearable silence or the sound of his fan blowing on me during the hours of both day and night. I just miss being able to call him and Sarah to see what they are up to, but they have to work and I'm here, alone with my own thoughts and it was depressing."

I tried burying myself in different projects, but it did not help the feeling I had. When Evan is home, I never feel this way, I just feel lonely and overwhelmed with it. Should I see a therapist? No, Evan will just worry about me and no sense in that. I just wished he was home, holding me in his arms or feeling him hold me to him.

I was writing a few things down when my phone rang as Evan's name and our wedding picture of us displayed across the caller ID photo. I picked it up and I could feel my heart flutter for this man, my man.

"Hello?"

"Well hello dear." I said

"How's my beautiful lady today?"

"Trying to bury herself in something to do besides sitting around all day."

"Well, I have an idea that might cheer you up."

"Honey, I want you home."

"I know, but why don't you fly out here to see me?"

"You know how much I hate flying in a plane."

"I know baby, but it'll take a couple of more weeks for filming to end because we were behind on schedule."

"A couple of more weeks?" I asked as I felt like a boulder hit me.

"I'm sorry baby.''

"What am I supposed to do for a couple of more weeks? Stay home all by my lonesome while you go out and party every night like some young teenage boy?" I asked while on the verge of crying.

"Jess, I can't just go up to Ryan and tell him that you want me home and I do not party."

"You're a liar!"

"Jess, I'm sorry. I have to go because I have a scene to film." Evan said to ease the tension, but it fueled the sadness Jessica had inside of her.

"Oh yes, just leave your wife on hold while you go and flirt with your ex girlfriend." Jessica said as Evan rubbed his temples.

"Babe, as much as it is fun talking to you while you call me names and accuse me of such heinous things. I gotta go because they just called me on set."

"Fine! Go be her boy toy for all I give a damn!"

"Bye Jess." He said as he hung up as I threw my phone on the other end of the couch.

...

Night time had arrived and Jessica was asleep as she felt exhausted from having her little fight with Evan as she jolted awake from a dream she had. It was about Evan and Emma as she panted, trying to adjust herself from her dream as she turned on the lamp beside of her as she found her phone with a two missed calls from Evan.

She called him as he picked up.

"Hey babe." He said as she started crying.

"Hey! What's wrong?"

"I had a dream about... about." She cried as she could barely even tell him.

"Honey?"

"About you and Emma." He froze in place as she cried.

"Emma and I have been over for a long time baby."

"Let me ask you this?"

"Okay, go ahead."

"Do you still love her?"

A long silence followed as Jessica cried and sniffled.

"Do you?!" Jessica screamed

"No baby, I don't."

"Then why did it take so long for you to answer my question?"

"Because why would you ask me something like that?"

"Because when you get back home, your stuff will be out of my house. Go live with her and have your own children!" Jessica said as she hung up, taking out a cigarette and lighting it up.

...

She woke up the next morning, in her bed as she groaned at the sun filling light into her room as a silence lingered there. She was still sad about the way Evan made her feel about Emma. He'll just be another memory for her.

She got up and walked into the bathroom to shower as she turned it on.

"Two weeks." She mocked his voice.

"I'm over this!" She said leaning her head back into the water.

She showered and sat down at her vanity to get dressed up to go out.

"Mama deserves some fun tonight." She told herself.

...

She arrived at the bar, wearing a red dress with her hair curled to her shoulder with a smoky eye look and red lip stained on her lips as she sat down at the bar to order.

"Ms. Lange, what will you have?"

"A glass of your finest wine, please dear?" She said as he noticed her rings on her finger.

"Yes ma'am."

"Ma'am is so formal." Jessica said as she wanted more than what she bargained for.

...

She was on her second glass of wine when someone walked up to the bar, beside of her.

"Oh my goodness!" A man said as she smiled.

"Well hello stranger."

"How long has it been?" They hugged for a moment and pulled away, sitting down.

"Too damn long."

"Yeah, I just came from the theatre."

"What was showing tonight?"

"It was a Pierce Bronson movie."

"Oh wow!"

"Yeah. I just wanted a drink and now, here I am with the incredibly talented and sexy Jessica Lange." He said as she smiled.

"You haven't changed at all!"

"How so?"

"You made that movie more than what it was worth."

"You were just as amazing in it.''

"You haven't changed either."

"My body and looks have. I don't have that baby face anymore and I have wrinkles and stretch marks from when I was pregnant with my kids."

"You're still incredibly beautiful Jessica. Hell, you were pretty then, but even more now."

"The last movie I did was a year ago."

"You and Shirley McClain were amazing in that movie."

"You're just saying that." She laughs

"No, I'm not because it's true."

"Well, we thank you."

"You're welcome."

"Are you hungry Ms. Lange?"

"Always!"

"Italian?"

"You remembered?"

"Just because I'm older now, does not mean my memory is failing me."

"Well, let's go get something to eat."

"At your grand request madam." He said as she smiled and she laid the top money down and they walked out of the bar.

"Thank you kind sir.'' She said

"You're very welcome my dear." He said as they walked down the sidewalk to the little Italian restaurant.

Author's Note: Who do y'all think it is? Which man could she be with? Any guesses on which one?

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