March 2017

A month goes by and Evan went to work on his characters in American Horror Story and Jessica went to work as Joan in Feud.

Filming for her had crazy busy as she felt ready to relax already.

She sat in her chair to have her hair and makeup done as Susan chatted about the things she wanted to do after filming was over and done.

"Jess?" Susan asked

No answer

"Jess, are you there?" Susan waved her hand in front of her face.

No answer again

"Okay, I'll leave you alone. You must be in deep thought there." Susan said as Jessica stared into space.

Jessica thought about Evan and how they were as she knew that they took their relationship really fast at first. They were not intimate and that was the last thing she wanted as she knew how that would end.

People and critics would criticize them for everything from their age difference, why they were in a relationship to begin with, how long would it be before they broke up. It was the same questions over and over again for them both.

Jessica sighed as she felt her head start hurting from another tension headache.

"Jess honey, what's wrong with you lately?" Susan asked

"These damn critics again." Jessica said.

"You're letting them get to you darling." Susan said.

"So what if you're older than Evan. That man is crazy over you." Their makeup artist Eryn said

"I know, but I have doubts." Jessica said.

"Why?" Susan asked.

"Imagine feeling good one moment and the next, someone just taking a simple, kind motion to the next level."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"I do, but I don't want to mix work with my personal life."

"Let's talk after the show is over."

"Okay." Jess said as she hoped to feel better soon.

Jessica and Susan went through the show elegantly and flawlessly.

Jessica looked over to see Evan as she smiled as she wore the bathing suit from the scene with the guy who played her producer in the show.

"And... That's a wrap!" Ryan said as Jessica sighed as she thanked God.

"Finally!" Susan said as they both walked off the set.

Evan walked up and slid his hands around her waist.

"Can we talk outside?" Jessica asked him as she walked away.

"I knew this would happen sooner or later."

"She's not pregnant is she?" The girl that played Susan's daughter B.D on the show asked.

"No!" Everyone said.

Evan met Jessica outside as they sat far away from the house where no one could hear them talk as Jessica kissed him.

"Mhmm..." Evan moaned as Jessica caressed his face.

"I know something's wrong baby?" Evan worried as Jessica looked at him.

"Today has just been rough on me and I don't know why." Jessica said

"I think what all was said at Paleyfest really had us thinking."

"Am I enough for you?" Jessica blurted out.

"Baby, you're one of the greatest happinesses that I've had since I won my first award."

"So, even if we don't get married or I can't have your children, you won't be mad?" Jessica teared up.

"Jess, I'm not going to make you do anything you don't want to do." Evan caressed her legs.

"But I want to make you happy."

"You do make me happy Jessica. Stop listening to the press and looking at the tabloids, they're just pricks trying to feel the need to cause drama between us and if we wanted to have kids, then we'll adopt." Evan said as Jessica smiled.

"I know and I just have all these emotions from the interview about them questioning us about what if we don't make it as a couple and I love the idea of adopting a child."

"This is not the Jess I know and maybe we won't go to another Paleyfest for awhile."

"Great idea! Thank you for reassuring me that we are two people that off the camera, we're just normal."

"Well, besides your dressed as Joan Crawford, but I like it."

"You just love my legs." Jessica kissed him.

"Oh definitely! You have the greatest pair a legs I have ever seen" Evan said as she blushed and he kissed her.

"Is Jessica herself again?" They heard a voice call out to them as it was Susan.

"Yes." Evan said

"Alright, I'm going to go stay at the house as Bette Davis. Ryan wants us to reshoot tomorrow morning and Evan, Ryan said don't make him regret letting you sleep next to Ms. Crawford." Susan teases as she walked away.

"What does she think will happen?"

"I assume they think we've been intimate."

"Not yet."

"I'm in no hurry. I don't need sex when I have the most gorgeous gal here beside me."

"All men say that, but us busty gals really have you going." Jessica says in her Joan Crawford accent.

"I love your accent." Evan said as Jessica smiled.

"Well, you know me. I always make you run loose and you come back wanting more." Jessica said

"I don't think anyone is in the house, so would you like to go for a swim?" Evan asked

"Do you have your swim trunks on?"

"Yeah, but they've been bugging the hell out of me all day." Evan said as she admired the foot massage he was giving her.

"The towels are right here, but I can only be waist deep. I don't want nothing happening to my wig." Jessica said as Evan pressed another kiss to her lips, creating a slow burning desire that burned from her body down into her feminine core.

These are the moments they always treasured the most, just being together made them feel good.

"You know the bed in the master bedroom is kind of lonely right now." Evan said as Jessica laughed.

"Do you just want to get me into bed?"

"To cuddle and watch a movie with you. I'm not going rush us into intimacy. I'm not like those guys who just want to get a pretty woman into bed and leave the next day and never return." Evan said

"You're making a softer version of myself. I thought if I put up this tough exterior than maybe I might find someone and I did." Jessica said

"I love the softer side of you, but also that superior, tough exterior."

Jessica rested her eyes as Evan kept massaging her feet, legs and toes as she started moaning.

"Mhm! Oh yes, right there." Jessica moaned as her foot dug into his thigh.

Evan sensed that it had been awhile since she had a foot rub or a fully body massage, maybe even sex.

"Jess?"

"Yeah."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure darling."

"How long has it been since you..." Evan trailed off.

"How long has it been since I what?" Jessica asked

"How long has it been since you've had a man to fulfill your desires?"

"I have not been in a romantic or sexual relationship since Sam." Jessica said as she looked up into his eyes.

"Mine was when I was with with Emma." Evan sighed as Jessica stood up.

"I have an idea." Jessica held out her hands for him.

"Okay."

"Let's forget about all the negative people who want to destroy what we have together. Let's be be a couple who doesn't care to laugh, hold hands and kiss." Jessica said

"Damn Lange, you really did let your guard down." Evan said as Jessica kissed him, which led to her wanting more than what they were bargaining for tonight.

"You made me realize that not every man is the same." Jessica said as she pressed a kiss on Evan's lips.

"Ooh Ms. Lange... You are full of surprises." Evan said as Jessica smiled.

"You have no idea and I thought we could role play you know." Jessica started swaying her hips as if she were dancing.

"Are you playing Ms. Joan Crawford?" Evan smirked

"Yes and I would love for you to come here Mr. Walker." Jessica teased as she motioned for him to step up on the stairs at her level.

"You're perfect baby." Evan said as Jessica smiled as he leaned in to kiss her as his hands found her hips and the kiss started out as a slow burn.

"This time... I feel closer to you."

"Well, this time, I won't let the most beautiful lady in the whole world walk away." Evan said

"I'm not going to be so stubborn this time." Jessica said.

"I like you being a little stubborn, but don't let that in the way of what we have." Evan said

"Well, let's go test out the bed." Jessica whispered in his ear.

"Really?"

''What do you think Mr. Walker?" Jessica questioned as she started stripping out of her bathing suit.

"Jess, your body is unbelievable." Evan kept staring as Jessica lit some candles and arranged some stuff around the room.

"Well, I have had three kids."

"That's even more sexier." Evan said as he held her close to him.

"Oh I forgot to tell you that Sarah will be working with me and Susan maybe the next episode after this one." Jessica said

"Ryan said that Brad would be taking over on shooting for awhile, because who wouldn't want to be Bette Davis or Joan Crawford?"

"Well, I have played a dying woman at each ending of my time on American Horror Story. Who knows what Ryan has in store for me at the ending of 'Feud'." Jessica said

"I thought you looked great at the end of Coven."

"I didn't. It was hotter than St. Christopher and wearing black did not help and I died at towards the end."

"But didn't you once say that wearing black makes every accessory go with any look."

"Were you listening to mine and Sarah's conversation?"

"Maybe a little."

"Well, I don't mind. I love that you listen to me and don't find me unattractive and boring."

"No baby, I find you so incredibly attractive and drop dead gorgeous and as for the boring part, you could talk about cheese all day and I would find it the most interesting way to spend our time together." Evan said as Jessica laughed.

"Do you want to talk about cheese?" Jessica laughed

"Sure. As long as I'm with you, I don't care what we talk about." Evan said as he pulled her closer to him on the bed as their lips danced in rhythm to her straddled onto his lap as they stopped for air.

"Cheese is not good without the essential and devine delights that come with it." Jessica said

"And what would we have with swiss cheese, my dear?"

"Wine, crackers and lots of fruit."

"How long has it been since you got drunk?"

"Haha, well... The last time Sarah and I decided to go out for tequila shots. That woman can drink and then some."

"Is this before or after American Horror Story?"

"Both."

"Well, Paleyfest was sure fun that one time."

"I could not help myself. You looked so incredibly handsome and I thought "I really want to kiss his cheek."

"Well, at least it was your cheek."

"You've already seen my ass cheeks, manhood and testicles."

"You do have a fairly large one, I must admit." Jessica said as she started kissing his neck and working her way down to his bulge as she was praying this was working.

Evan laid Jessica down on her back as he rubbed her sensitive and most intimate part.

"More!" Jessica moaned as Evan pumped his fingers in and out of her.

"God Jess, you're wet."

"That's what happens when you don't have sex as a woman for awhile." Jessica said

Have you ever masturbated before?" Evan asked as he smiled.

"Sure. Who hasn't?" Jessica questioned.

"I know I do." Evan said as Jessica smiled.

"Really?" Jessica asked

"Well yeah, I have urges too. Men do it all them and I think of you every time." Evan said

"At least you have something that's not silicone and comes with a bottle of lubrication." Jessica said as Evan helped her onto his lap.

"Did you buy it?"

"No, Sarah did. It was right after I went on a blind date with this guy and all he talked about was how great I "used" to be." Jessica said as Evan wanted to throat punch that dude now.

"Baby doll, you're still great and always will be. I always thought that scene in 'The Postman Always Rings Twice' as hot." Evan said as Jessica blushed.

"I was young then and it was a different time back then."

"Hey baby. You're still gorgeous to me and screw what people have to say about us. I don't care what they have to say and I could care less. I love you baby and no one is going to convince me otherwise." Evan said as Jessica smiled.

"Aww liebchen." Jessica said in her Elsa Mars German accent."

"I wish I had my lobster hands right now." Evan said as Jessica smiled.

"I could show you how to have a good time without them." Jessica arched her eyebrows as her brown eyes sparkled.

"I can't wait to spend the rest of my time here on earth with you Jessica." Evan said as they kissed.

"I can't wait to just be like we are right now. With me in your arms every day or night." Jessica said as she smiled

"I hope your kids don't mind our relationship?" Evan questioned as she knew her kids worried about their mom.

"They know I'm happy and they like you Evan. If they didn't like the fact of us being together, then they would have already told you exactly what they thought. You're safe baby." Jessica kissed his cheek.

Jessica thought to herself "I'm very blessed this time."

Evan put on a movie and Jessica laid on his chest as he held her close to him.

Evan would glance back and forth to the TV and back to Jessica as he could hear her soft snoring filling the room.

He thought "Thank you God for giving me a chance to be with her. I know I asked her out and she rejected me, but I believe she finally had a change of heart."

He turned the TV off and made sure Jessica was covered up good as he finally drifted off with her.

Author's Note: Thank you to NxnsxgnorsDxmon and JessicaLangeLove for your love and support. Sorry for the long wait. I just started my new job and I work nightshift. ❤