~Two Months Later~

"Are you guys finally ready?" Johnny asks Xavier and Leah as they come over to us with disheveled hair, their clothes a mess and their lips are swollen.

"Have fun?" I ask

"Did you two?" Leah asks, at last Johnny and I are more discreet with fucking unlike these two. Today we are going hiking along the path of La Push, most of the hikers that have been killed were in Forks so we shouldn't have to worry according to the Sheriff of La Push.

"So" I ask "when's the wedding?"

"In February" Leah tells us

"Are you pregnant?" Johnny asks as I use the camera I got to take photos of hiking with Johnny, Leah and Xavier. Normally I hate doing this but doing this with Johnny is nice.

"No" Xavier shakes his head "no, right?" Leah slaps him "no, we just want to be together and no time like the present"

"What about you two?" Leah asks "marriage?"

Johnny and I are silent as she says this "I think" I say "it's too early to discuss that since...many reasons such as...we're in high school still"

"Only for one more year" Xavier tells us

"It'll be a while" Johnny looks behind us "I think I left something back at the car, I'll be right back"

We wait for him as he leaves "How's Bella?" Xavier asks after a moment.

"Screams at night and is in her frozen zombie like state" I lean against a tree "I'm trying to convince my parents to send her to a mental institution"

"How are you handling it?" Leah asks

"I'm a heavy sleeper" thinking about how easy it is for me to sleep through Bella and her constant screaming, I soon found out from reading her diary when she was forced to take a shower that she had a timer set up to wake her up. She's hoping that with what's happening, Edward will come back and take her with him to be turned "so I sleep through her screaming" looking to the path "I'm going to see what's taking Johnny so long"

I walk back to the cars and when I'm near I see a figure on the ground "XAVIER! LEAH! GET HELP!" Running to Johnny who is bleeding from his chest, taking off my jacket I put pressure to the bleeding just as I hear Leah and Xavier.

Johnny coughs waking up to look at me "Don't talk" I tell him "we're getting help" tears run down my face as Xavier comes over helping me add to the pressure by adding his jacket.

"Someone should be here soon" he tells me "don't worry Johnny, we'll get you help. Stay with us"

But he's very pale "No, no" shaking my head as I pat his face "don't go to the light, don't" looking around "where is the help" we hear something and soon a helicopter comes and Johnny is taken away with Xavier.

Leah takes me to the hospital where we wait with Xavier in the waiting room. His family soon all come in and Mrs. O'Conner is by my side as we wait for the doctor to come out to tell us what is going on. I called our friends and they are here too.

When the doctor comes out, he has a somber expression going over to Mr and Mrs O'Conner "Mr and Mrs O'Conner?"

"Yes" Mr. O'Conner nod his head "our son? Is he alright?"

"I did everything I could" the doctor says, I stare at the doctor frozen with shock as tears run down my face. Mrs. O'Conner covers her mouth crying as she is being held by her husband.

Time seemed to stop around me hearing the news "Johnny is dead" those three words circle around my mind over and over again.

I blink out of the trance when I see Johnny's mother before me, she hugs me and I start to cry shaking my head "He isn't dead, he isn't!"

~Two Weeks Later~

I watch as Johnny's coffin is brought to the ground, Lauren holds me as I cry silently. It has been two weeks since Johnny died and everywhere is reminding me of Johnny, I can't be here. I just can't. So I talked with my family and I'm going to stay with mom until next semester. I'll come back after Christmas break but right now I just need to be away from Forks and the memories that it holds.

When the service is over, I walk to Johnny's coffin and close my eyes crying even more until I open them and see Mrs. O'Conner next to me. She hugs me and I hug her back "My son loved you very much, as I see you do for him"

"He's my first love" I tell her "he showed me what it means to love someone other than your family. He is—was" my lip quivers "he"

"I know" she nods her head. I can't believe he's gone.