"I'll come to the gender reveal and baby shower" promising Leah and Xavier, I'll have to talk to Felix about it since it will disrupt our plans for the summer but I'd really like to be there for Leah and Xavier.

"It was great seeing you" Jared says

"You guys too" before I go to Demetri "Jared" looking at him "your a better alpha than Sam or Jacob" with that I go to Demetri who looks my way.

"How was spending time with the wolves?" He asks

"We were at the beach all day" I tell him "I even invited them to the graduation party, minus Jacob or Paul—does Felix know I was here?"

"Yes" he nods his head "and he's very angry" I'm silent as I wait for him to continue "with you and me, mainly me"

"Why?" I ask

"He cares deeply for you" Is Demetri's answer "and with that Paul, you have to forgive his...worry"

"I understand" nodding my head "the wolves especially Paul, hasn't shown him that he can trust them" When we get back home, the lights are on "I'll see you later" nodding his head I go inside seeing Felix and Charlie laughing.

"What's so funny?" I ask

"Felix telling me a bit about his childhood" Charlie gets up "your home late"

"With some friends down in La Push" I say "I'm going to go change then I'll be back" going up stairs, I quickly change into a pair of butterfly pajamas.

Just as I was about to leave, Felix is in the doorway and pushes me back into the room closing the door and kisses me. Gasping, I kiss him back. Oh my god. This is amazing. Possibly the best kiss I've ever had.

Pulling away for some air, I look up at Felix "Wow"

"I'm more than glad that your safe" he tells me "next time, tell me when your going to go into mongrel county so that I can be prepared and not be this freaked out"

"I promise" hugging Felix, he hugs me back savoring my touch. When I'm in Felix's arms I feel safe, I don't feel frightened or anxious. He makes me feel protected, loved. Looking over, I see a package for me "That's for me, isn't it?"

"What's in it?" Felix asks as I go over to open it

"Box of things Johnny kept" I say pulling out some photos of us "this might be weird but do you want to see them?" 

He nods his head "I'm curious about him" Coming over we look through the photos "your into bad boys"

"Yeah" nodding my head "I'm pretty sure your the hottest bad boy I've ever met"

Blushing when I don't look at him "What's this?" He pulls out a letter with my name on it.

"I don't know" taking the letter, I open it and read it.

Dear Helena,

If your reading this then it means I'm dead. I'm going to make this short and blunt—I want you to know that you were the best girlfriend I've ever had and your so amazing and wonderful. If your mourning me which knowing you you might, I want to let you know that I'm okay with you finding love again. You deserve it. Just not with Paul, he won't do right by you. I want you to be happy.

I love you,

Johnny

Tears run down my face reading this "Johnny always knew how to say the right things to someone, even from beyond the grave" my door opens and we see Bella "what do you want?"

"Meeting at the Cullens" she says

"Why?" I ask

"There was a nomad here" Felix tells me "Demetri will be up here soon to help keep you protected. He's hunting first"

"Your not coming?" Bella asks

We shake our heads no "Also" Felix threatens "if you think the Volturi has something to do with this then let them know I will remind them of what we in the Volturi do as punishment" she pales nodding her head.

When she's gone I call Jared "Hey Hela, what's up?"

"There was a nomad vampire in my house" I tell him "just wanted to let you know though Bella might try to manipulate Jacob into him helping and adding the entire packs help. Night"

"Thank you for the update" he says "night"