Chapter 9: Who says you don't deserve it?
POV MEW
I do not even wait for his answer that I thrust on his lips pressing and grabbing them between mine and he immediately reciprocates and then interrupt him by resting a hand on my lips. I take advantage of it and as punishment I kiss it with one ,two ,three kisses until it starts laughing from tickling and I stop instantly.
--Stop it. -- He says, looking at me in the eye.
--I would watch you for hours Gulf -- I told him to remove some strands from his face .
-- It's getting late Mew better I go ... -- he tells me getting up very embarrassed.
-All right. I'd like to hold you again but I don't insist if you want to go back to your apartment. -- I say by collecting the plaid -- let's go for a ride in the car. -I conclude.
And this is how I accompany him to his apartment in just twenty minutes , where all the way I tried to hold his hand ,stroking his back and the thing that I liked most and that he returned the caress whenever I interrupted for a second the contact . I'd change the car's gear and pick up my hand, and he would hold on to it every time. This attitude makes me hope for a possible rapprochement and I am not referring to the physical one but to the psychological one.
---Arrived .. -- I tell him by parking -- see you tomorrow ,steps from my office tomorrow morning as soon as you arrive? -- I ask him
--In the morning? ok .. I go.. Good night Mew --tells me approaching my face touches my lips, surprising me.
-- Goodnight -- I whisper still confused as he gets out of the car, I greet him once again with my hand and set off home.
NEXT DAY
POV GULF
I open my eyes really hard seen the bad night just passed to turn in bed and not being able to sleep. The alarm clock starts to sound again sign that it was already half past six and that if I do not get up now I will be late again but for reasons different from the last time.
Coming home last night after the three nights I slept embraced my warm pillow destabilized me a little too much for my taste.
''For God's sake Gulf has slept alone all your life you can't miss something in such a short time! You can't feel alone at home, you've lived there for two years now! This is crazy! '' I say to myself getting out of bed and heading for the bathroom, a hot shower is what I need to calm my nerves.
I get in the shower and I think that the relationship with Mew is going in small steps as I asked ,but then why do I have the feeling of running in a high-speed train with the knowledge that it will crash sooner or later? Better not think about it, or I'll really go crazy.
I leave the bathroom and finish getting ready while I'm leaving the house I get a message from him telling me that he is waiting for me in the office and to hurry .. This urgency of his makes me smile but also a strange apprehension, it is a constant swing of emotions mine, I start to think that I am going crazy seriously.
With these thoughts I arrive after twenty minutes at the club where fortunately nobody had arrived yet, not even Krist who is usually the first to arrive like me. I go to Mew's studio where I find the door open. He was already at his desk with the computer on and he was beautiful sitting there and all absorbed in his documents, so much so that he did not even notice my arrival.
- Do you want to stare at me for much longer or do you want to come in? -He tells me in full contradiction of my thought, then embarrassed within clearing my voice.
-- You seemed pretty busy to me.. -- I said sitting in front of him with the desk between us.
--Actually I was killing time waiting for you to arrive ,so I carried on the work. -- he tells me. I follow him as he stands up and approaches, leans his buttocks on the desk right in front of me- where's my good morning this morning? - he whispers to me, bending over and nailing me to the chair with his arms on the armrests.
I am very embarrassed for the emotions that Mew can generate inside me, especially because I have never lived such a close relationship before, I have always fled from this emotional closeness. In fact, I react impulsively and push him away from me by getting out of his chair. His disappointed look is what I read immediately after getting up but it lasted very little because not making me weigh the thing you print a smile on the face, a sign that is taking seriously the attitude of "proceed slowly". He knows he doesn't have to rush me ,he promised me, so I think he's slowing down to give me time to metabolize and gradually get used to his presence
--All right ... no good-morning kiss.. -- she tells me sitting in her sliding chair -- this morning I don't deserve it.. let's see if I can get him to say good night- he says with a strange glint. He is challenging me ,and he knows that I do not back down so I approach with slowness , something that does not escape him ,and I arrive next to him . I turn the chair towards me and do the same thing that he did with me, first I block it and then I approach his face, where he does not move an inch but just stares at my face and especially my lips.
-Who tells you you don't deserve it? -- I tell him by brushing his lips in a slow kiss.
I feel that he reacts but that he holds back a lot, returning only partially my kiss, which strikes me. Mew is seriously trying not to run for fear of my rejection probably, I move away and I see that he bites his lower lip smiling sign that he appreciated my good morning.
--Now I'll go. I have to finish the last things in the bakery and since I'm alone I don't want to finish late. - I tell him away from his sliding chair, but Mew grabs my hand.
-This afternoon, after closing, keep yourself free ! I'll pick you up and we'll go out somewhere together.. -- asks me leaving me the wrist -- Na. .na.. na !? -implores me and I don't know how to say no.
-And all right! -- I tell him to leave while I feel his eyes on me.
-And it's okay! -- I tell him going away while I feel his look on me.
POV TUL
- I walk into the club and see that everyone is inside for breakfast, including Mew and him ,Max . He hasn't been hanging around for a few days, and it's kind of weird. He yelled in my face and without mincing words that I am his and that no one will take me away from him. It's true that I'm still attracted to him both physically and mentally, but it's also true that I don't trust him. We have known each other for two years and in this period she has dated a lot of guys while I was suffering in silence . We ended up sleeping together, and I couldn't handle it, so I ran away. I was sure he'd be comforting himself right away with someone else, but unfortunately, instead, he decided to drive me crazy by following me here.
As soon as I enter he looks at me intensely making a sign with his eyes to sit next to him and since the only free chair was that I could not do anything else.
--Good morning! slept well? -- asks me quietly.
-A wonder thank you! -- I say it harshly.
--Liar... but I'll let you get over it! We're going out this afternoon, so don't take -- he's still whispering-- I'm going! -Yell at everyone afterwards without giving me time to replicate.
Mew who witnessed the scene gives me a pat on the shoulder encouraging me mentally.
''I don't think about going out with you! Troglodyte! '' I think.
POV MAX
'I won't let you walk away from me ,bear! I say as I go out to work.
My work, on the one hand, helps me get rid of the frustration about the situation between me and Tul, the manual work you know keeps you focused and doesn't give you time to regret things not done.
He and I have known each other for a long time, but I never had the courage to tell him the truth. That I fell in love with him, but I can't deny myself sex for much longer. That's why after that one time we were together, I told myself that I had to do it, that I had to tell her. Too bad that idiot guy didn't give me time because he ran away here. That's why I followed him, I don't want to have any more regrets. I already feel bad about what I did to get him out of my head. All those guys I went out with weren't him, so I ended up leaving them. But in doing so I gave a bad image of myself to the only man who had entered me. Now I am determined to change this thought of his and also thanks to Mew, that with his intuition he allowed me to hire me, I will try to break down all the walls that Tul has erected. I'll work hard for Tul to trust me and my feelings for him.
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Chapter a bit of passage to the next one that will be more intriguing since Mew and Gulf will spend the whole afternoon together. What will happen between the two we will only find out in the near future.. Forgive me also the parenthesis Max and Tul but believe me their role is fundamental.
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