Chapter 19: If I disappear one day, you will live on, won't you?
POV MEW
In a few hours, they're taking Gulf to the O.R., so I came early so I could hang out with him until they get him down for surgery. I tried not to seem too anxious and worried but I don't know if I succeeded, because the fear that the operation will go wrong terrifies me.
--Mew , where are you? -- he calls me worried Gulf -- please come closer, I have to tell you something. - - he concludes.
--Ehy, I'm here love.. - I tell him as I bend over him. - I listen to you! -- I tell him taking his hand and looking him in the eye.
- Mew, you have to promise me. Promise me that if things go wrong.. -- start telling me and I stop him immediately by putting two fingers on his lips.
--Ssh. Gulf, you'll be fine! I trust Dr Kumpol, he'll be able to avert any potential problems if they arise. - he kisses my fingers.
--Mew, Even if I disappear one day, you will live on, won't you? Promise me! -- he asks with tears in her eyes.
- Gulf, please don't say that.. - I ask him to hold my tears, I don't want it to be the last thing he sees before he goes into surgery, so I lean against his shoulder, trying to hide them.
-Promise me, Mew! -- he asks me, kissing me on the hair while his hair falls off.
- -Gulf, do you understand that I cannot promise you this?! Because that would be a lie! I want you to make me a promise! If things go wrong, and you don't want me to die of pain, you must fight for your life! Promise me! Promise me you won't leave me behind! That you'll do anything to come back to me and tell me how much you love me. To drive me crazy with your desire to make me love your candy, and live the rest of our lives together. - I ask him to give him a kiss and then lean against his forehead.
--I promise you ,Mew! -- he tells me moved, and then he gives me that smile that made me fall in love with him.
The door opens and the nurses enter and Dr Kumpol -- Gentlemen, it's time, are we ready ? -- asks us while I am away, but Gulf holds me with his hand.
--Will you walk me to the O.R.? -- he asks me and I look at the Doctor nod.
--Sure.. -- I answered him by kissing him on his hand that I still held among mine.
- All right, let's go then.. - Dr Kumpol tells us while the nurses were covering well for him so as not to catch cold.
We go down one floor in the direction of the operating room in the elevator, and all the way I've been staring him in the eye. As soon as it arrives in front of the door of the latter we stop for a moment and the nurses move to leave us a little intimacy and in the meantime they opened it in order to pass then with the stretcher.
--Gulf.. remember that you made me a promise! -- I whisper in his ear as he drops a tear -- I'll be here when you wake up. - - I keep whispering to him -- and also remember that I love you crazy! -- I conclude by giving him a kiss that he reciprocates with all his soul.
A cough makes us feel embarrassed. -- see you when you wake up, my love. - I tell him to let him go while the nurses bring him in.
--Doctor Kumpol, remove the damn splinters and bring me back Gulf safely please! - I ask him crying.
-Mr Suppasit ,I will do my best! -- he answers me.
As soon as the doors of the operating room close, I sit on one of the chairs in the waiting room, starting to pray that the operation goes well and that Gulf fights for our future.
Those damn shrapnel could give him serious hemorrhaging, plus the risk of them getting lost in his body getting into his vein.
POV MAX
--Mew please stop going up and down. -- I ask him -- you make me more nervous! -- I see him keep doing it like a lion in a cage.
Gulf has been in surgery for three hours now, and we still have no news of how the operation is going. That's why Mew is restless, not knowing anything, he's starting to give in to discomfort, and I get that.
--Max, why are they taking so long? -- he asks me disconsolately.
-Mew my operation lasted almost four hours and my bullet was intact! Of course its lasts longer, it has three very dangerous splinters and very close to an important vein . We must have patience and be confident that everything will be fine! -I tell him
--Okay! -- He says to me sitting on the sofa -- Max, I couldn't live without him. -he tells me, looking lost.
-Mew, Gulf is a strong boy, he will fight for you and for himself. He loves you very much and will not let go, he will come back to you. -- I say to him to comfort him.
-I know, but every minute I think there's trouble.. -he confides in me just as a nurse enters my room.
-Mr Suppasit? -- asks her --Dr Kumpol informs you that the operation has just been completed and that he has managed to extrapolate all three bullet fragments. -- ends by turning to leave.
--Wait! How is Gulf? -- he asks her to stand up.
--I'm sorry you didn't tell me that, but I'm sure you'll come to see him as soon as you can.
--Mew calm down now -- I say to him, since he has started walking again up and down with the tension -- If there was any problem, don't you think the doctor would have let you know immediately through the nurse? -- I say to him trying to reason with him.
-- It's true, but why not let me know the opposite also? No.. something must have happened! -- He continues on his way to the door.
--Mew Suppasit , for God's sake, where do you think you're going?! - I ask him just as the doctor comes in and is stunned by the scene.
--Doctor? How is Gulf? -- Mew asks immediately, without even giving him time to breathe.
-Then as I sent her to say the splinters were removed all three fortunately, but with not a few problems. One of the three, I extracted it last because it was the one that worried me the most, as I feared in fact it had managed to fit right into the vein Succlavie. Extracting it meant causing a bleed, and that's what happened, unfortunately, as soon as I extracted it, Gulf's values dropped irremediably. But fortunately, he fought hard to stay alive, giving me time to patch up the vein. He's in CPR now, but he's stable. -- the doctor tells us.
- Thank you doctor! -- bursts into a liberating cry Mew hugging ,unknowingly even the doctor, who surprised, gives him a pat on the shoulder .
--Can I see it? -- asks Mew, while I thank heaven that the operation had gone well.
-No, for the moment we must let him recover ,then as soon as they bring him to the room, in a few days ,he can be with him. - the doctor tells him to leave after saying goodbye.
--I told you! Gulf is a warrior! -- I tell him satisfied and happy.
-I know! he had made me a promise! Gulf always keeps his promises! - He begins to say, laughing and crying at the same time, as if he had gone mad with happiness.
--Mew, why don't you go and get some rest? -- I'll tell him as soon as he calms down a little --you look broken.
--I am, but I'd like to stay here until Tul arrives to relieve me. -- she says with a smile.
--Mew I'm fine ! You don't have to take turns for me anymore! -I scream at him.
---ah! ok ,ok ! I understand I have to get out of the way! -- he tells me I'm a smirk getting up and after greeting me goes away.
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POV MEW
Finally today Gulf is transferred to the room after almost a week that was under observation. The values have stabilized even if it seems that it does nothing but sleep and this worries the doctors a little, but since the values have improved today they put it in a single room.
They just did, so I'm running straight to him, bringing him a Sunflower. I found out that he loves them and so what better flower to make him feel better?
As soon as I get to the floor, I'll ask the nurse for Gulf's room number.
-It's the 2155 ,I'll go right down this hallway, if you'd like me to accompany you. -- her ask me, blushing slightly.
--Thank you but I think I can find it alone, she was very kind ,thanks-- I answer her and I walk towards the room indicated.
I find her almost immediately, and I enter with how much more silence not to disturb her rest. I approach silently , after having placed the sunflower on the bedside table, placing it in a vase with water.
I get even closer to the bed, and after sitting in the chair next to him , I take his hand gently caressing his hair and face , imprinting me in my mind every single stroke.
He looks like a child in his sleep, as I would like him to open his eyes and smile at me now, but I also know that he must continue to rest.
- Rest , my love, when you wake up you will find me here. - I tell him to kiss him on the forehead and then walk away, but Gulf shakes my hand and prevents me from doing so.
For a moment I thought he was awake , but instead it was just an uncontrolled reflection of his body, which practically wanted me at his side.
All I have to do is sit back in the chair and wait for him to wake up, or leave the grip on my hand.
POV GULF
The sweet, warm feeling that someone is holding my hand feels like a dream I don't even want to wake up from. Except I'm dying of thirst and my head keeps beating, I could go back to sleep peacefully.
I open my eyes and ,pain in the head apart, even my shoulder hurts. I slowly look around and see that I am in a single room of the hospital, and that at my side someone was holding my hand tightly.
--Mew ? -- I call him softly with a low voice, but he doesn't seem to move --Mew? wake up ! -- I call him back with more force, pulling him a little.
--What? -- jolts immediately --Gulf! Honey you're awake! -affirms rising and leaning towards me, caressing my hair and resting her mouth on them for a quick kiss.
- I'm thirsty , Mew -- I ask him in pain, the hammer in my head does not give me respite.
Do I look at him carefully and notice the dark circles under his eyes, since when he hasn't slept well?
He looks very tired and in an attempt to touch his face with a caress, a excruciating pain forces me to put down my healthy arm.
--You immediately get your lips wet ! -- he tells me, working quickly to get them wet -- How do you feel? Do you want me to call the doctor? -- asks me, noticing my grimace.
--I have a hallucinatory headache, in addition to the pain in the shoulder that reaches up to the hand-I say it with another grimace.
- Gulf, try to move as little as possible, you had to get your vein sewn up. Anyway, I'll get you something for your headache, I'll be right back. -- he tells me.
--Mew, wait! -- I ask him and he stops immediately and returns to me -- don't forget anything? - I ask him smiling.
The fact that I saw him so tired moved me so much that I wanted to touch his face and give him a kiss, if only I could lift him up.
-- Gulf? .. What? -- You ask me rather confused.
--Mew Suppasit, I have not yet given you my good morning this morning, nor yesterday ,nor the day before yesterday. - I end by smiling, which makes him feel better and a little closer to me.
--So, how would you like to solve this question? -- he smiles at me.
- -Right now I would love to grab you from behind your neck and give you all the good mornings I haven't given you, but you know, I can't move without suffering, so why don't you take advantage and take it yourself? -- I ask him gently.
--Gulf Kanawut, I will , but I think we will have to settle for this one. -- He tells me by lowering himself and gently resting his lips on mine, in the sweetest kiss I have ever had.
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Hi sweeties, we are almost at the end of the line even with this FF... I hope you have loved and adored it like me, in writing it..
Mew and Gulf have an unfinished business how this ends?
And Max was able to get a breeze through Tul's heart?
To the next chapter! Leave a comment I recommend if you like!!.
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