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So this is what it feels like?

The first thought that came into your mind as soon as you woke up. You haven't open your eyes yet, it feels heavy. You lowly groan as you try to open them up, moving your body too while feeling sore. Shit. You mentally cursed. Turning to your right side, your eyes slowly opens when you felt a breath fanning your face before butterfly kisses was being planted all over it. Hands wrapping your naked frame under the cover.

You giggle.

"Good morning, love." He whisper against your cheek and you cupped his face with your hands as you lovingly stare at the man of your life. He's looking at you with those cute sleepy eyes. You squint your eyes as the daylight from the window behind him hits your bodies.

"Good morning." You mumbled, burrowing your face on his bare chest and it shakes as he laugh because he found your reaction cute. Deep voice ringing in your ear.

Your cheeks heating up realizing you're both naked. You both really have done it last night.

"Why are you hiding?" He asks even though he already know. Just to see your reaction. You just shake your head in return. "Cute." He comments with a smile. Holding you tight as he planted a kiss on your head. You both enjoyed cuddling for a moment before he gently pulls away. "Now, now. I think it's time for breakfast."

"Yeah, let's go?" You hum and you seem to sound fine.

He raised an eyebrow, smirking at your respond.

The little pout on your face says your confusion until he open his mouth just to tease you. "You confident to walk?"

You know what he means,
"Excuse me? Don't be so full of yourself." You smartly say.

"Oh yeah?" He doesn't sound convinced at all, rather smirking at your respond as he watch you trying to stand up from the bed wearing only blanket and he bite his lower lips.

"Yea--" the sore between your legs wants to argue with that but you force yourself to stand up without looking pathetic. "Yeah." You gritted your teeth as you said those words and what you heard next was him snickering behind you.

Oh you just wait, Joon. I'll get my revenge.

You thought, only to regret it after when you realized how the hell you suppose to do it. In what way? You blushed instantly when a dirty thought occured in your head.

After teasing the shit out of the both of you and taking a shower, you decided on what to eat for lunch. It's not shocking to know that his kitchen was full of groceries.

Oh well. The guy is a walking five star.

You admit, having him under the same roof as a couple nudges the butterflies in your stomach. Cooking together, washing dishes and watching some Netflix while cuddled on the couch are so newly-wed fever for you.

You're already behaving like you two you're married.

"So what are we gonna do now?" You hum, glancing behind you. You're seated between his leg with your back leaning against his chest , arms well wrapped on your figure.

Sure fighting for love is not wrong but eloping sounds unproper to you.

You do really want this relationship work without your parents getting mad at the both of you.

Talk it out. You thought.

"I don't know." He shortly replied, sniffing your hair. Loving the way his shampoo fits your hair. Yes, he does. But he just don't want to talk with it.

"You do." You say, turning your head at him and he looked down at you.

What a sight he is and the sunlight embracing his face makes it more ethereal. You two are sitting at the seashore, appreciating the beautiful sight of the sea.

He sighs, "Baby, please. Not now." He understand what you really meant with that. But the fact that his father doesn't go along with him made him frown and the moment he ran away with you was the dead end of him. His father's pretty sure already out there searching for his ass. Noticing the silence, his gaze goes back to you, only to find you staring at him. "What?" He chuckles, suddenly getting nervous and shy. Your stare was something.

"Am I not allowed to stare at the man I love?" You smile.

"Of course you can." He laughs, biting his lower lip. "It's yours. You can do more than that whenever you want." He leans to your ear as he whisper and you playfully smirk at that.

"Thanks." You say with confidence before you stare at him again and he let you have your fun. He stare at your face too. There's no way he will get enough admiring the beauty in front of him. "You know what, there's something I want to ask you and I want to hear your answer." Your words got his attention.

"What's that?"

You became silent for a moment and he noticed you seem a bit nervous and hesitant. What could it be?

"What if one day, I'll just...I'll just disappear?" You ask, observing his reaction and he swear he didn't see that coming from you. It's confusing him.

What if you just disappear?

Confusing as it sound but he'll answer it anyway.

"Why are you asking me that?" His curiosity peaks out.

"Just answer me." You hum, smiling at him again as you lean your head back on his chest.

He gulps, exhaling deeply. "That will be the end of my life." He tells you seriously. The sadness was evident in his eyes. It's true. It will be the end of him. He can't think his life without you. All his life he was never this happy. He always felt under pressure specially with his father. He was never himself since his mother left him until you came. "Are you doubting my love for you?" He tries to sound offended but you took it seriously.

"No." You immediately respond with your eyes wide in alert. "I just...I just want to hear that answer." You shift on your spot, facing him as you explain yourself and he tried to stay in his stoic face but failed.

He chuckles, hand reaching out your face to caress it. "You, Eun Y/N, are my heartbeat..." He looked straight in your eyes and you couldn't help not to get mesmerized by those dark brown orbs of him. He kisses your forehead, lips stay there for a few seconds. "My air..." He kisses your left cheek next and your eyes closed at the feeling of it, your heart fluttering. "My life." He whisper, lips hovering yours for a moment and what a moment it has been. It's embarrassing to admit bit you kinda felt impatient, waiting for his lips to collide with yours.

"Joon..." You mutter his name and he tightened his hold on you while you fisted your hand on his shirt.

"I don't know the reason why you are asking this...but I want you to know that I love you so much." His breathe fans your lips and it's testing your patience more.

Damn. What has gone into you that you became horny like this? You don't know yourself.

"I'm not doubting your feelings for me." You open your eyes, landing on those pretty full plump lips of him.

"As you should." He hums, not hiding a smirk as he noticed you unknowingly biting your lower lip as you looked on his. "God, you just breathe and I'm all whipped." He rasp out before pulling you into a needy and deep kiss, almost taking your breathe away. He kisses so good that you feel like crying especially when his sneaky hands goes down to your ass and you gasp, pulling away. Namjoon knows no rest as he aim for your neck, he nibbles on it, sucking and licking the fresh hickey he planted on your neck. You let out a low moan.

His.

He goes to the other side of your neck, doing the same thing on it. Your hand runs up to his hair, fingers playing on it as he make you feel good.

Fuck. This is getting far. You know and the wet forming between your legs says it all. You two have done it just last night and here you are, on the verge to get into another round. Forgot to mention, you're now on his lap you didn't just realized until you felt his member poking your entrance that increases more the excitement you felt in your lower region. The sore from earlier have just gone and here you are so ready for another round.

The next thing you felt is him carrying you back inside the house without breaking the kiss. You heard him kick the door close before you felt the wall against your back.

"Fuck. I want you so bad." He breathes out against the apple of your cheek and you close your eyes as you smile. Holding onto his hand on your neck. The garden of butterflies in your stomach flutters much that you can't stop smiling and then you giggle next.

"I want you too so bad, Joon." You kissed his cheek before slightly pushing him away and a little frown sets on his face.

"We just did it last night." You tell him, trying to surpress the laugh that's inside you. Why does his reaction looks funny? He's dumbfounded.

Did you just lead him on to give him blue balls?

"Oh, I'm sorry did I went too far?"

You became speechless after hearing that careful and gentle respond from him. You're expecting him to get annoyed but he show you another version of him that swoon all over it.

"Stop it." You suddenly laugh, playfully slapping his buffed chest without a reason.

"Stop what?" He's confused but he can't help not to laugh with you. Your laugh was contiguous. What do you mean stop?

Blame it on the butterflies in your stomach.

He's confused as fuck but still gives you time to calm yourself and when you did he hugs you.

"You silly." He comments, sniffing your hair again.

"I'm sorry." You pull enough to look at his face upclose. He doesn't looked bothered by the fact that you just gave him blue balls. It just prove the amount of respect her has on you. He's down with whatever you decide.

"Don't be. Whatever makes you comfortable, love." He smile, kissing your forehead. Damn, you gonna keep him in your pocket.

He raised an eyebrow again when you gave him the familiar stare again. What is it this time? "Tell me what's going on in that pretty head?" His deep voice rounds in your ear. He's observing as he poke his inner cheek with his tongue. Damn hot.

"Trust me, it's not that pretty." You admit with confidence and he stare at you, amazed.

You little minx. Are you trying to lead him on again? He thought as he narrows his eyes on you. He's not gonna fall for it-- fuck!

His eyes widen when you just fall onto your knees, hands resting teasingly on his thighs.

"Let me show you." You say in a low sexy voice and his breathe caught in the middle of his throat.

Did a good girl have just gone bad?

His thought was interrupted by the feeling of your sneaky hand touching the bulge on his pants.

Fuck.

"Let me make you feel good." His breath hitches, low groans escaping his mouth when you started teasingly rubbing his hard member through the fabric and god he feel like he's gonna losing it. Damn you just did that and he felt he will bust his nuts any second. Your hand was doing wonder.

Y/n does wanders. His mind could only think of it and it totally went blank when you swiftly tug down his pants together with his boxer. His hard member angrily sprung out, almost slapping your face. The head was madly red, obviously screaming for an attention and relief, the precum on its head says it all. He was big. Really really big. That's why you can't be blame if your lower region still felt sore.

"Y/n..." He rasps out getting your attention, hand on the wall as he hold himself up. You looked at him. "Are you sure about this?" He almost stutter, already panting.

You're pretty sure and confident about this thing. You admit, you felt guilty for giving him blue balls so you come with an idea that can help him without having a total sex with you.

"I'm sure." You nod, smiling in assurance before wrapping your hands on his huge base surprisingly.

"Ahh...fuck.."

He moan. He fucking moan.

And that's what excite you more. Deciding not to make him suffer anymore. Your hand starts stroking him up and down in a slow pace and a sigh of relief was heard from.

"Hmm.. yeah."

You watch him as he closed his eyes at the sensation. Head dropping back when you finally take him into your mouth and that's the only thing he could think. Your pretty mouth wrapped so perfectly on his dick.

Jesus.

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