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Assalamoalaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatunu.

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I hope you all are fine .

Here is the next update .

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She was sitting there and thinking about her life .
She did not had much great things in her past life , with her parents .

Yes they made her study and made her a nice person but she never got any hug or kiss returning from any award function of college or university
That she always longed for they all said that it was her own success .

Her chilhood was very much painful for her . They all lived in joint family and it was not this kind of family .

She was living every moment like a dream because she knew that she might be dreaming and when it would break there would be pain every where .

She did not wanted to wake up she was just too much scared .

She was in limo with wali driving the car and every one else was in another car.

She did not noticed that too because she was too busy thinking about her life .

"Pari we have reached here ."
She snaped out of her thoughts when wali shook her shoulder gently .

"Ye ...yes i m coming ."

"No wait ... "
Wali said and she looked at him confused when he came to her side and opened the door .

"Mama jaani texted me to complete the rivaj (ritual) of our encestors and that's why i m here to pick you up ."

He smiled and she gasped .

She gulped in nervousness but he did not even give her time and picked her up.

She was in abaya but she could feel the warmth of his arms and his breath on her forehead .

But she was too shy to face him so she just hid her face in her hands and he chuckled .

And she snaped out hearing the giggles of every one standing in the door of house .

He so sweetly entered in the house and every one cheered .

"Ok everyone time for some rest and then everyone we would be going on shopping while wali , waniya and pari with childrens would be at home ."

"Sounds great Mama jaani ."

Both bhabis said and both boys groand in frustration because they knew they would be in the mall for next atleast half of night and full day .

They both came to there room and she litrally gasped as the room was huge and divided into four sections .

She did not wasted a second and first ran to bath room for a hot shower.

She came out fast because she knew wali must would be tired too .

Wali was standing in the balcony so she called him to take shower .

He went in and she checked the balcony .

Just after five minutes when she completed her blow drying and take shawl wali entered without shirt just towel wrapped on his waist and she gasped .

"I m sorry wali i forgot to take your dress out ."

She ran to the closet to take the t shirt and a trouser out .

"Actually it was great for me so that you could have checked me out ."

He said going towards her wrapping his arms around her waist and chuckled hearing her gasp.

He nuzzled his face in the crook of her neck and her hands tightened on his .

"W...ali pl..easee leave me ."

She stuttered but it was wali who never listened to everyone .

"What you want to do now ? We dont have any work right ?"

His voice was dangerously husky .

"We have to pray tahajjud."

"You always have excuse right ?
Why you have too spoil my romantic mood girl "

He groand and she giggled .

"Haso hanso ... Boht maza ata hai mujhe tang krne main ?"

(laugh laugh you love to tease me)

He pouted and she ingnored completely taking prayer mats out .

They both prayed and then wali wanted her to look at the sections of the room so he made her look the sections before fajar.

The room was divided into 6 sections and was huge .

There was balcony , walk in closet , a tv loung and a library which had huge collection .

He told her that he was very fond of books so though there was a library in the house but he wanted his own so he set up the sofa and larg almirahs in same section and there was one small bed too .

(the pic of hole house is in the top)

Though there was still time for fajar salah so they visited the whole house which was consisted of 7 bedrooms tv lounge ,library , gestroom, five master bedrooms and 2 simple and a huge libray .

There was beautiful staircase and a very amazing kitchen .

Then they prayed fajar and after prayer wali gave her a bag .

"what is it ?"

She asked in curosity .

"Open it ".

She took out a beautiful and elegently wrapped box.

She oppend it and gasped . It was a beautiful Quran with all the colours of Makhaarij in colours .

"Wali can you please read it ?"

He nodded.

"Can you read surah Alrehmaan?"

"Yes sure ."

He started the surah and she got lost in the beautiful verses of QURAN .

Though Quraan's all surah are best but she loved surah rehmaan .

"You have a very beautiful voice Mashaa Allah ."

"jazakallah !"

"Now can you read too ?"

"I don't have much beautiful voice and i can't read it much nicely but i will try ."

She said and started reading .

Every verse was making her cry that how much bad she is and she could not read much because of hiccups . She was so frightened that what would happen if she would be in jahannum and how Allah S.W.T was who was still loving .

Wali made her drink water and closing the Quraan kept in the closet and hugging her they both fell into a deep slumber.
Next day was too busy and they got no time to even talk about .

The reception went smoothly but she was completely tired . They both prayed slept then prayed and then slept .

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It was the voice of alarm which told them that it was morning .

She groand and took the cell phone to watch time and it was 10:00 am .

She closed the alarm and hugging her pillow slept again.

wait .. Pillow ???

She oppened her foggy eyes and looked what was beneath her ,
Yes it was a soft pillow which was unsusual because there must be wali right ?

She threw the quilt aside and looked for the one person .

She came in balcony where there was a small sofa and he was working on the laptop .

Her fingers were moving on the keys like an expert and he was completely engrossed , his legs were lasily thrown on the table his hairs were a bit messy like when he was frustrated on his some task for not completing and he would have messed them up .

his brows were knitted in consentration and his eyes were glued to the screen . His well built arms were comming out of the shirt . Her husband was indeed very handsome.

She was standing there watching him like a statue .

"Pari !!!"

She snapped out of her thoughts and ran from there.

She needed to drink zam zam to clean out her thoughts .

But why ?

He is my husband . I can watch him and check him out all the time .

But you must look on your past too .

Your mother bear alot .

Your father made sure that she do .

But he is nice .

No you were too nice .

No Allah is with me and he would be with me

she turned on the shower and stood under it and did not even realized that it was cold and there was december , .

She was in the bathroom for an hour and was completely lost .

Wali called her again and again , he was worrying because it was about an hour and she was not back .

He came in and himself stood there shocked , she was completely drenched but was completely lost .

He closed the shower and took her now freezing body out of the shower .

He took the towel and started rubbing her wet hairs .

He was calling her again but she did not listen .

He shook her shoulders roughly calling her name and she came out of her senses .

"Why are you behaving like this pari , hayati , "

"Sorry ...sorry i ...i was justtt "

"Hayati do you want to talk about it? "

"Not now please after some time , i ...i want some warmth , i will eat someting and it would be fine ".

"You are not fine habibi "
he said worryingly.

"I ...i m fine "

"I will just go to kitchen , "

She slided his hands which were holding her through shoulders and came out from there .

She went downstairs after changing and wrapping her head by her veil and looked here and there .

There was only waniya whome she greeted and asked about everyone .
She said they had lots of work .and about mama jaani and bhabis , they went to shopping .

"Ok then help me in making breakfast ?"

"No i will be making only cus mama jaani has strictly ordered me to do it and don't ever let pari ever help ?"

"No i will tell every one about you that how you made that proposal stop if you stop me sooo...."

"Noooo..."

"Yessss."

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They were making breakfast and all babies were also around them .

They were making waffles and prathas (type of bread)of potatos and and omlete .

They had almost done every thing and were going to make the pratha's filling .
Waniya said she will take the potatos out of the cooker and was taking them out just then the bell rang and she quickly wore her veil and came to the main door .

There were some buisness letters in that so she just took them .
The bowl of water was in hand and she was going to the kitchen when she suddenly looked at waniya .

Her dupatta was on the burner and the fire was going towards her shoulder , .

"Waniyaaaaaa!"

She screamed her lungs out and the bowl which was in her hands broke in to pieces .

She did not felt the pieces pricking in her feet and just ran towards her to save her because she had headphones and was listening Quraan .

She pulled her dupatta and threw it aside and hugged her .

She was too shock to comprehend that what just happened but she was relieved now.

After some seconds wali came downstairs and asked them to what happened and she told him about the accident .

She was bare footed because in turkey every one entered in house after taking te shoes out so it was normal .

She went out and saw the pieces of broken glass and rooted on the spot ...

What now she had broken this thing they would shout at me or beat me , what will i do ?

She was saying while wali who came out after observing blood on the floor was watching her intensely who's face was too pale that her blood was sucked out of her .

She suddenly sat down and started picking the pieces and that was making her hands bleed and causing cuts on her skin.

He stopped her movements by holding her from her shoulder and she suddenly looked at him frightened alot .

"Wali i did not do it intentionaly , i really did not , i wanted to stop it from breaking but i could not , i did not break it please dont shout at me , please dont beat me , pleaseeeee , "

She was crying and crying , hiccupping as her breath was completely stopped .

"Pari relax its ok , its its just fine you have saved waniya , and that it more nice thing and did not you read this that
Things are momentry it can break down but the main thing it our behaviours which remains forever and there marks remains forever .

But abbu always said thing are more precious it cant come again we can never break any thing and we cant give anything to anyone nor we can take , he always slapped me for breaking things always ..... He always shouted that this was 76000 Rs's thing and you broke it he once

He...once beaten me and slapped me again and again because i lost my book , he slapped and slapped.

Please you dont do this i would pay you back but don't do this "

She said and he felt his heart breaking through his rib cage that his hayat(life) had endured this much pain even when she was this small .

She was so innocent , so pure , so lovely and had this much scars, this much pain

Ok that is it for now i will update in the night again

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